Please give me some space , some private confidential area to breathe

So damn pissed off !!

Why is it everyday you have to find things quarrel with me?

Don't you think you are too over already?

I don't know why you must do such things.

Even Sms-es, you secretly peeped at all my sms-es and you keep quiet after that.

Even you see some of the sms-es you don't like the content, you just delete away without notice it to me.
Without discussion with me , without letting listen to what I have to say.

Don't even tell me there's a message in my phone.

Thanks!

Nice job you do.

You foul my mood.

Fever + Nuffnang ad + Belumni

Was sick for two days.
Having high fever in those nights.
Medicines making me ill.
The medicines is so strong, I got dry cracked lips and also don't know why my body turned YELLOWISH!!
Wth happen to me? (￣＾￣)


Gastric wasn't feeling well.
Eeks! Damn the medicine now food are tasteless.
There's a weird taste in my mouth. ):

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And ,one more thing, I'm nominated by this website named Belumni, it's website that gather many babes bringing you their real life to understand them more and girls to your next door .

Please vote for me @ http://www.belumni.com/monthlywinner.html

Thanks!(=^∀^=)

To that Whoever I don't care

I just simply don't understand why someone is SO CONCERN about our relationship?


Keep saying wanna give up but yet still whining like a pussy behind.
So what's the point of messaging him and telling him you wanna give up, scolding him fucking liar and etc yet still so concern what he's doing and all.

Said that I'm a fucking liar or plastic? Well, Who is more plastic in this case then?

Think about it.

Everything is past already. Everything bet you guys had come to an end. I had never bother bout what you wrote on blog or whatever. You too said that you won't see my blog again but what are you doing now?


Stop accusing me for being a plastic, whining to him of what you wrote on blog.

Now look who's doing that? Don't have to say sarcastic words.


You jolly know what you're doing.

Don't you feel unworthy for always being a substitute? Even sweet talks for just borrow money or things from you, you still accept it. You knew it from the start.

Gosh, you are so naive. No wonder HE calls you a YP. Hmmm.
And guess what, he's the one who request to put all those pics in my blog.
Leave my life alone and I won't interfere yours as well.

Fall down again (´Д｀)

I fell down again ytd.
It was so painful and my left side of the face is so swollen that it affects a little of my sight.
Knocked my head as well.
Today , was feeling so unwell while working half way through.
Can't stand the feeling, keep feel like puking after I drank one glass of beer.
Later on, slowly I started feeling cold and realised I'm feverish.
Don't understand how come I fall sick.
My sister said that it could be the 'knock' on head ytd.
Hope nothing happens after tomorrow. (￣＾￣)
I started work at 9pm and I left at 11 plus.
That's so waste of time. I loss of one day pay.
So pathetic my recent pay.
Damn my health for being poor. ):

Gifts gifts gifts!

I've finally received the last year Birthday gift from Terence. Actually he bought it long time ago just that I'm always delayed in receiving. And he got so frustrated with the reason I've come up with so he decided to make the trip down all the way to my workplace and passed it to me. (≧▽≦)ゞ

Hehehe. Sorry uh dude. Thanks for the present also.Love it!♥ *Sniff sniff* It smells so great!

Got a register post on the 14 Feb. I dint realised that there was a postman knocking on my door in the afternoon around 12pm because... I'm still on bed enjoy my beauty sleep. (´∀｀)

Went to Singapore post at Tampines CPF building to collect my register box. Hurriedly opened it after receiving. To my surprise it was this cute little recordable bear and some bars of Kit-Kat chocolate. Another parcel were some necklace and bracelet for my nieces.

Thanks Richard for the gift, it's very sweet of you! The bear is so fun! I can record message by pressing and hold on to the left hand and press the right hand to listen to the message recorded. So amazed by what this small little bear can do.

My sis was so funny! After sharing the surprise with her, she took the bear and imitates the Pollident ( the brand name regarding sticking the fake teeth on) old auntie advertisement on TV. I broke into laughter after hearing the message.

Now and then, she will record a funny funny message in the bear, waiting for me to press 'listen' everytime. (￣▽￣；)

Thanks Richard, I've received the gift and I like it very much (:

Happy Valentine's day to all

Thanks Bi (;

Been to Singapore Flyer with Bi on Valentine's day.
Had my dinner at Fei Cui Xiao Long Bao and my supper at Popeyes.
Thanks yum yum (:

Thanks Ah Li (;

Firstly I wanna wish every couple a Happy Valentine's Day!

To the others who is not attach, don't feel lonely or sad.

Valentine's day is not just for lovers (=

It can be a celebrations between friends too.

How sweet can it be to delivered flowers to workplace. And it's really a surprise (=

I'll move on.. my inner thoughts

This road that I'm taking twists and turns

My life my chance turning dreams into reality.

Down this path faced with many things

Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on.

And I've been thru' this before.

Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here.

But I'll remember.

All those times you've bought me thru'.

I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near

I'll move on I'll go on. Lord I will take your hand.

And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm.

So I say, come what may.

I'll hold on to my hope.

Yes, I will walk down this road.

And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am Once again caught in the rain.

Looking back I've come so far

And I want to carry on

Take a step at a time It's alright.

Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again

Don't hold back now.

And i've been thru' this before.

Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here.

But I'll remember. All those times you've bought me thru'.

I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, Here I am. Lord I will take your hand.

And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm.

So I say, come what may. I'll hold on to my hope.

Yes, I will walk down this road.

And my passion drive will lead me on.

Stop & stare.

Are you still who you are?

Will you be there for me like you promise?

If not, why must you made promises feel so empty and useless?

If you are, why can't I feel you around?

Why do I feel so sad and helpless when you says you would still miss me?

Why are you acting like a stranger to me?

WendyLoves ,♥

Fly fly flyy FLY up to the sky. LOL

Shirley have gathered some of us to go dragonfly together.

Heard that they were rather emo all these time so decided to plan for clubbing to relax and have fun.

Was rather tired and lazy right now.
Lazy bugs climbed all over me.

There's quite a numbers of photos, so let the pictures tells it all..

All of us (:

The 4 fierce 'guards'

The girls

He is. Isn't he?

Shirley, Danica and Me.

Danica and Qiqi

Wei Jie and Danica

*SmoochS*

Me & Qiqi, Glenna's cousin.

2 pretties.

Met Maggie's sister @ dragonfly.

I was drunk that night after that. WTH! It was not my birthday! I saw my friends so went along joined them in between. Thanks to Danica too! She partly the culprit that contribute and make me drunk!

Also, Thanks to Patrick.
I vomited in his car. Unfortunately the paper bag he gave me had an hole and dirty his front seat a little, but he dint make a sound at all.
Still patiently sent me back (:

St James

While browsing the pictures stored in my folder in computer, I almost forgot to update these photos.

I forgot when is the date, but somehow still remember that it was during the one days of Chinese New Year .

I guess... Hmmm should be 'Chu san' ba. Err... ehh.. Okay never mind, let's continue.

Met Shauna and Danica at St James.
The girls reached there first.

I went over to Le Bar with Weili, chill'n for awhile and he fetch me over to St James.
"Thanks again, my driver!!" (笑)

Gosh! I'm so bad in putting words this way.
He should understand I don't mean it huh. *￣0￣)ノ笑

Had a arguement with (him) as actually I promised to go over to find him but end up, I chose to hang out with my friends that night.

The feeling reaallyy sucks! We are both bringing out all the past bad stuffs out again. It's painful when it about the past. Horrible!
Because of that I stood outside St James for 10-15 mins just to quarrel, leave my friends inside the club dying to see my presence.

And and and, he flood my message inbox with all the nonsense. (>_<).
So kinda irritated that time. =x
Spoiled my mood.

Afterall, I still enjoyed myself that night with the girls.
With help of some alcohol and music, things just gonna be alright. Isn't it?

05.02.09

Credits to AlexKhoo

Went for a shoots today at Sentosa.

It's really been some time since my last photo shoots.

Getting fatter and ugly already.

Gotta' catch on diet and go GYM!!!

Have a lot of fun today while shooting though it was kinda tiring after that.

Well, thanks Alex for the treat as well. (=

Look forward to the next shoots @ studios.

Why is it now you are so anxious and stress that I'll leave you and start pampering me like a little spoilt girl?

Just out with friends and you could make up to 4-5 calls within an hr or two. Previously it was so different. You can even say sorry even you know it's not your fault.

Sending me message everyday wishes me to join you wherever you go or meet daily after my outtings.

Sometimes, this suddenly change just makes me feel so weird and so restricted. I started to feel irritated.

Is it so realistic that human has to feel the painfulness of losing something/one you love before you know how to cherish?

I don't know how long our relationship can hang on, I'm complicated.

My minds is so much in a mess.

Those stuffs and image of those things you do to hurt me, still filled in my mind.



Do you really care?
Do you really love?

*I noticed there's quite a number of people tagged on my tagboard regarding my injury. Well, Thanks everyone for the concern and to those friends who approached me in msn asking me rest more. I'm much better now already, can walk but still kinda painful when kneel down. ):

I injured my piggy leg ):

Fell down the stairs while working ytd.

So damn sway la.

I was rushing to the Kitchen to serve the food out ( I was wearing heels)

For that split seconds, I don't know what went in me.

I tripped and fell on my knees cap.

*Ouch! It was damn pain la.

I couldn't stand up or bend my knee! I just couldn't even walk!

My knee cap went flight down few stairs.

I also injured my front leg's bone.

In the first place, I thought it would be like a small cut but after swiping of the dust.

I noticed the skin on the wounds was gone! Leaving flesh and blood.

Okay, that's grosh! I'll Stop it here!

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Thanks to Weili for fetching me to 推 my leg and praying for 犯太岁. He think maybe due I was so-called 犯太岁 never go for praying, resulted in this accident so he brought me to a temple and pray.

IT'S VERY PAINFULLLL!!!

THANKS to him again, I got all these horrible-retarded-classic face while my leg was being 推.

He even recorded my video.

During the session, My toes got cramped 2 times! I was stressed-out. (´Д｀)

Okay, but still... I make him missed his dinner for being my driver and went home with just a Ramy burger for dinner. Sorry...

(>_<)