Friday, July 24, 2009

To cut or not to cut?

I've always have to urge to cut away my hair. However I'm having the problem of being temperamental person. Always fickle minded. I don't want cut away and find the problem to keep going for hair extension. *Tsk tsk tsk* *shake head*

I'm afraid I may regret. I'm not sure whether it will looks nice a not. Cause my head is quite small. And I don't like my hair to be flat. It will make my body looks too big for my head.
How how how?
To cut or not to cut?
Anyone can give me advice?


Long?


Short?

Friday, July 03, 2009

Life

Once again.
I'm feeling lonely in this silent night.

I feel lost at times. Even more after I lost my phone.
I'm just back to square one.

I can hardly describe the feelings.

Life used to be happy and lively.
Now favourite humorous, trouble maker brother is happily married and staying with his small cosy family.
Always strict, fierce yet caring and funny sister , busying with her jobs earning more money and staying with her loving boyfriend hardly comes home.
Another always go exercise and gym stepbrother , is busy with his studies and earning money.

Life seems so boring when you grow older.
I dislike growing up.
Many things starts to change. The environment and atmosphere.
The stage where I can only accept the fact of growing up.

Cannot deny, I'm happy with many friends around me making my life more happening and joy but I just can't run away the times when there's no one at my side.
Not that there isn't any.
It's just that I don't want keep depending and rely on others.
I know I cannot take for granted that they always be by my side.
And I'm too weak for more hurt.
I'm always trying to make myself stronger than anyone due to my strong pride.
But am I always that strong? I don't think so.
Even machine will break down at times. Not to say other external 'virus'(gossip,rumours,betrayal...etc) invades in.

*Sigh*
As time passes, you may see a lot different people.
What I want in life isn't something complex. Just simple in being myself. Being happy.
That's contented enough.
Anyway, you gonna die someday.
It's not like you gonna live forever.

I'm just tired of people telling me what is right , what is wrong.
What is really right? Is there someone who forms the meaning of right in the olden ancient?
I only know what you think is right, doesn't mean that others think the same way.
So many different situations, so many different perceptions and feelings comes in added to it.
Few millions human living in this country, not to say the world.
How are you going to do things that satisfy everyone?

I'm tired... really so tired of living in this world...

Do things right and do right things..
Same words put in a different manner forms a different meaning..

Hmmm, sometimes I think language is just amazing isn't it? *rolled eyes*

Thursday, July 02, 2009

나의 새로운 사랑 ♥


Finally, I finished watching the boys over flower Korean Version drama within these few days.
I know I'm slow. =.="
It's a very recommended drama. I think it's better than the Japanese and Taiwan version.
I dint watch the Japanese version but somehow it doesn't attract me watching that much.
In the beginning I heard many of my friends were gossiping about this show. Somehow I was curious how it left the impact impression in me.
So out of curiosity, I decided to give it a try.
And, there it goes..
I'm stuck-ed! Beside working, I never stepped out my room just stay in front of the computer.
I'm totally obsessed with the Yoon Ji Hoo inside the drama.
As 'hua ze lei'. My new love.
His character in the drama is so cool, yet man and gentle.
I would be flattered and honored to have him this type of man being my bf.
I tell you, I know many girls are waiting to kill me to death after hearing this.
LOL. Cheers! That makes him more special ant attractive isn't it?
Well, anyway, I'm just dreaming away.
Building my castle in the air.
But frankly speaking, his action and gentleness really touched me where you can't really find this type of guy in the world now.
Well, less complains more photos.
Boys admire his talent and suave, girls dream and hope you find someone like him. (:
Enjoy the pictures!









*Wendy want to earn more more money and save more more money by her own strength*
And please get determinations in dieting =.="

Lost my phone

Lost my phone again guys.
I know you guys must be cursing and scolding me , wondering how many times must I lost my phone and how many times you guys must update your phone.

Well, sorry. I really don't wanna it to happen as well. I'm more sad about losing my phone.
I'm such a muddlehead.!

For the details on how I lost it, I won't wanna keep repeating myself already and making me more frustrated.

So don't ask me how I lost my phone.

Friends, please get back to me email me your number @
wendyloves@mymelody.com.sg

Thanks very much!

Will update more sooner.

Stay tune!!



*Off to continue watching my Korean drama Boys over flowers. (=

I love Kim Hyun Joong~!!! LOL
Siao chao bor!