Cry me out.

After it's been 3 months passed, today .. something gonna change.

Remember I mentioned bout my job 3 months ago.
It's about working in a retail sales line.

• Selling various CDs & DVDs.

• Retail hours 10am to 10pm ++++++++++++++++++++++++

• Long standing hours

• 2 different types of sales target weekly.

• Stressing about the personal sales and targets every week.

• Politicals & arguments.

And today, a choice by the boss change everything in just a sentence of words.
I've been transferred to office tml.
Til now I still very confused about this choice that's been made.
Is it a better or tougher road for me ahead.?
I'm not sure is it really the choice that I want & is it good for me.
There's always pros & cons. Gd & bad.

Advantages:

1. Working hours is shorter.
2. Job scope is easier without personal targets or sales. (Not so stress)
   
3. Standard 5 working days + fixed off days (sat & sun) + off on public holidays.
4. No long hours standing.
5. Not much of packing and area cleaning.
6. Can gain experience in admin's job ; data entry..etc.
   

Disadvantages:

1. Face boss daily (He has a very bad temper at times.)
2. Misses the fun and time spent with my previous outlet's manager and colleagues. ( Most importantly. = no fun,no life, harder pass time.)
3. Stuck inside office.
4. Faces more politics.

What should I do? Sometimes I even have thoughts of going back beauty line. However , I'm so afraid that I would always temperamental. In the end it gets me no way neither. Save me.

I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
There's always so many things I wish to do and accomplish.

FIRSTLY, BLOODY SLIM DOWN FAST LA!!
!@#$%^!&*^@#

Miss the fun.

Though I've lost my dearly camera, but lucky I've saved most of the pictures in the computer.

Looking back at the pictures folder.
Saw some pictures that holds lots memories and fun.

Don't think I've post this in my blog previously.
Kinda missed the fun we had through the Wei Yong & the lao chai's gathering. LOL!
Very long time never see all of them and my girls ever since after I started work already. I missed the fun and the girls so much! ):

Ever since I started working, It's always tired, tired still tired. Slowly I can't get used to it staying out late at night anymore. ):

How I wish I can have more time for all these outings.

Sentosa ----> Steamboat session ----> Chilling out in Le bar..

My beautiful, Lala

It's really freaking hot that day!


The Buddha of the day, Mr Bean!

Fit Sexy man! LOL. Ah gao

Wei li , Han Long & Dao

Mr Bean's sexy legs

I'm so soo fat that time!! Me , Jolynn & Lala.

The 2 gorgeous babe, Lala & Jolynn.

Sexy Pauline & Lala.

The man. LOL

Team Wei Yong （ 威 勇 )

Steamboat session!
♥♥♥

*Head to Le Bar~

Back

Back to my bloggy.

All these time , I realised I've been making changes to my appearences and my lifestyle.
Instead of making it better , I felt that I'm making it worse. Everything it's like goes haywire.

First , I wanted to diet. But in the end, I'm like putting more weight. Nothing to do when there's no customer , I just can't stop myself fro putting biscuits into my mouth and happy munching away.

Secondly, thought of having new hair cut and went over to m'sia when off day to get the hair done and yet............ the person spoil my hair by cutting the top of my hair short and it become two layer like a jelly-fish-head.
So sickening! I swear I'll never go back there again. Looks professional but her skill cannot make it. You guys must be wondering how come before she finish her cutting why dint I tell her that I don't like it. Know what? Cause she wash and blow dry my hair til it was so straight and flat that I can't see the differences.

Went back to the same Jean Yip outlet which I used to cut previously. ( I like the cut previously)
They said no choice have to cut my hair til kinda short to make the length seems smooth. No choice loh!

Hais* Heart pain. ):

Nahhh, drop that subject.
Anyway, I've change my new blog song.
Most of it by Brian Mcknight. Many of you should heard his songs before uh.
He had a sexy voice somehow seems to lure most of the ladies. haahaa

Hmm, anyway, gdnight readers. Enjoy the songs in late night. I don't mind u can off the screen and just let my song play. Wahaha! Super romantic. BUT! don't emo ah ,readers.

Nitey!!
Wendy, signing off

Hurts me badly ):

I cant slp after all this while.
I keep thinking about it.
I can't let go.
All of them are my precious gift from people.

Why it always have to be me?
Do I really always offend people who I , myself don't even realise it?
I don't understand seriously.

I've lost my bag in Club Atlantis on 01.01.2010 on count down.
It's around 11 plus going 12 when I reached there. I went over to join my friends and they asked if I want to put my bag together with them. I thought it will be better if I put it together with them. We were going around the tables and some friends were still there.
I don't know how , somehow no people notice there's stranger or maybe someone around us is aiming at our bags.
In the end, around 1-4am, only my bag was stolen and which is the most simple and plain black bag and also the items most worthy bag among all.

My Nokia 5800
My Black berry bold 9700
My Burberry wallet
My camera

I really miss you guys.
I feel so lonely and upset when you guys are not by my side.
All of you are so precious to me.

Don't say I'm over sensitive, but I have this feeling it's someone who know me. They confirm know I got BB. That's why, other of my friends was not stolen only mine.
If that's really the case I'm so disappointed.

Cause of this matter, I'm like a living zombie.
Though it might seems like a small matter but no one will understand the kind of feelings and bond I have towards my stuffs.
They ain't just some gadgets that I can earn money and buy back.

Selfish and greedy are the main points of a human.
I've lodge a report and waiting for some clues.
I really really do hope this may help.

For the thief who stolen my stuffs,
I would appreciate if you still have the intention of returning me my stuffs if happens to read my blog.
If you do. If you still feel have the feelings of guiltiness in you.

Randoms

It's been very long I've last update anything on my blog.
Was very busy working and it's damn long hours of standing, makes me so tired and aching on my whole body.
I wondered can I last for 6 months before the contract finish.

Taken a lot pictures recently but I'm lazy to edit them and upload now.
Shall do it some other day then.
Job was ok for me just that have to stand for the damn 13 hours is very very tiring and sometimes you tend to get some hypocrites colleagues and staffs that makes you damn pissed off.
Have been working for 3 days and I've already got backstabbed by people and stuffs like that.

What baby says was indeed true, 拿人钱，替人消灾！
There's a lot of conflicts inside which I don't wish to know, just wish to be just as Blur-cok that they may treat me as.
It's not so easy. I still have to tolerate until next year May then can quit.
No matter what I'll try my best to overcome this and try to boost my confidence and determination with this.

Hoping everyday will be a good day.

PDL

Along this time, I don't want to waste my time so I decided to take my license since I'm eligible to take. Moreover, all of my siblings had their driving license except me, and my mum keep asking me when will I start to take my license.

So Here I am...
And Now I've passed my BTT from BukitBatokDrivingCentre and currently taking my private lesson for practical.
Everything's been fine and I guess I'm doing good.I'm driving around on road.
ie. Parking, driving in S curve, changing gear while driving...etc
Hope to master the driving more skillful and get my license soon. (:
Anyone who's taking driving license too, Good luck to you too!~

Me without fake lashes but mascara. (: My face is so chubby ):

My 21st birthday 2

Day 2

Sorry people, only update the part 2 now Cause I'm really lazy to up load the photo one by one.

My birthday cake that babyloves get for me (:

I was telling Shirley that I think the cake lack of something.... A RING! lol =.="

Im so fat! ):

The pipis

Me & Shirley

ESSS

Baby's friend. My body guards! LOL

LE Bar~!

Twist!

Mummy & me

This idea comes from my mum =.="

21 cups of Martell neat the last cup is martell plus beer. I controlled n controlled hold on around 1 min after drinking the last cup and in the end , I lost controlled. And thanks my friends for helping me drinking a few cups.

caught on camera! LYS!

Carlsberg Advertisement?

I can see that I'm bloated!

Thanks all for coming!

BBQ-ing

Jay & me

Jolynn, stella & me

Me & Giselle

A Birthday kiss from baby!

Thanks to all who came for Birthday ! I appreciated all the hearts, care and gifts that I've received. An of cause Ang bao-s!! Hope you guys enjoyed yourself that day as much as I do. If there's anytime that I've neglect you guys while the celebration, I apologize. Just hope you guys have fun.
For those who promised to come and in the end went MIA, YOU OWE ME A GD EXPLANATIONS!! BLUFF ME! HUMP!