Not anymore - Credits to my reader (cheer up loves)

It's really a meaningful nice songs. (:

Thanks for introduced this song to me.

So touched!! A little exaggerate isn't it? Well, I'm a music songs freak so I'm just happy and excited to discover new nice songs. (:

This is dedicated to

This, this, this is dedicated to

Mum .. if you feel what I'm feeling this is dedicated to you

Well, I've been the super-girlfriend,

Let you think that nothing bother me

Like when you got out with your friends

And people bring me back the stories

The stories about them other girls,

About this one and that one and those three

So when I ask you a simple question, (where were you last night)

You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me

No, no, no, no (no no)

Is anybody else just fed up?

If you heard it all before-fore fore (fore-fore)

Then right where you are just get up, Hey

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Cuz I've dried my eyes and I realized I deserve somebody that'll treat me right

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Because I know my worth so you can keep

That drama I don't want it anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Mumm .. No more settling for less I've looking for that kind of man

That's gonna give his best 'cause I'm giving my best

A man that wants to cherish this

And knows exactly how to move me

Not some silly little boy

Who wants my goodies 'cause he took me to the movies

No, no, no, no (no no)

Is anybody else just fed up?

If you heard it all before-fore fore (fore-fore)

Then right where you are just get up, (somebody)

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Cuz I've dried my eyes and I realized I deserve somebody that'll treat me right

Somebody say I don't it want anymore I don't want it anymore

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Because I know my worth so you can keep

That drama I don't want it anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh

This is dedicated to This, this, this is dedicated to

Mum .. if you feel what I'm feeling this is dedicated to you

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Cuz I've dried my eyes and I realized I deserve somebody that'll treat me right

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Somebody say I don't it want anymore

I don't want it anymore

Because I know my worth so you can keep

That drama I don't want it anymore

Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

Boredom~ ):

AHHHHHH!!!

I can't sleep! Insomnia!

Thinking too much...

Feeling so uncomfortable and lonely now..

Sorrows and pains go away

Credits to Alex Khoo

I'm drinking away alone at home......

Listening to this song.. Happily never after -pussycat dolls

I walk away with my bag.
Never want to hear him say.
Never wanna look back..

Just browsed back the previous older post back many months then.
Realised I've changed, compared to now.
Somehow, kinda misses the past.
The feelings with the previous him and the devoted relationship.
Memories is sweet, I know.

A survey from nuffnang advertisement + SAD

I did this survey by clicking the Nuffnang advertisement from my blog
Do you believe?
-I was kinda surprised to see the result 'cause I thought it would be 'There's slight chance' or below.

BUT...
I don't believe! Somehow true sometimes, somehow not.

If you really love me, would you met so many other girls in just these short few days after a short breakups?
If you love me, won't you feel sad without me around you?

WHILE...
I'm busy working and drinking my sorrow and soul soaked with alcohol and pain.
What are you doing?
You lied and lied.
Always say you wishes to see me. Misses me.
However, you probably just sent those messages to many other girls and see who will willing to reply you and come to see you first.

I can't believe it, a day before we are at fly chatting happily ,planning to go Thailand together, to have fun and to visit your granny.
But the very next day, there's messages in your inbox asking another girl to go your house.
And you message her, you misses her.

"One more chance please?"again
"I'm are very sorry ?"again
"Believe me one last time?" again
"I don't know what I doing?"

Tell me what is this.
What am I to you?
How many times you have to repeat these words to girls?

Saying I 'hangup-sell' myself when you apologised? Firstly, are you sincere? Secondly, What kind of tone are you using? Thirdly, do you learn your mistake?

You want to know what's the real meaning of 'Hangup-sell'?
I'll show you. Don't you regret.

"A leopard never change it's spot..." - Now I truly understand the meaning of this phrase.

My mood;

Horrible, fucking, disgusted, pains, teary,hollow, empty...etc

Quit playing my heart

Please don't make me fall and back again and again.

Let me be alone.

I love you but you hurt me.So badly.

I'm confused. Stop explained things when it's always too late to explain, till you did it for me to see.

I want me back!

*Lastly guys please help me click click the nuffnang ad at the right side of the blog and help me do the poll yea?

Thanks thanks! (;

The Birthday Gift- worth or no.

LEATHER TRIM AND DETAILS
BURBERRY EMBOSSED ON FRONT
LEATHER INTERIOR
COINS POCKET
INTERIOR SLIP POCKET WITH 3 BUSINESS CARD / CREDIT CARD SLOTS
BILL HOLDER

I took a last min time.
Due to my pay cheque wasn't in yet in the morning, so I waited til the noon.

Rush to Takashimaya Burberry boutique to buy him a present.
It was much more expensive than buying online but there's risk of buying fakes so I still think it's worth the journey and price.

Eventually I wanted to get him some better brand like LV or Gucci.
Recently kinda tight pocket so only managed to buy this with my own limited pay.
Spent almost all my pay to get it.
Almost going $400.
Purposely choose the one with a coin purse 'cause he always has so much coins keep dropping out from his previous wallet and his pocket.
I know many will say it's a waste of money, why should I do so.

I don't know whether it's worthwhile by doing all this stuffs and surprised him at fly on his celebration.
But anyway, it dint come out well as expected.
He dint wanna even take the present personally.

Well, but at least in the end, I see smiles on his face and the fact that he told me he love the present a lot.

True fact i learn a lesson

Broken smile

I learned a lesson.

No matter how pretty you are, how great girlfriend you can be.

End up if your guy can't resist the temptation of new beautify and exciting thrill, How gorgeous, smart and great girlfriend also no use, pointless.

Loves just got ruined with the trust, lies, honesty that comes and go..

再说在额头 原来泪也会痛

倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用

深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷

你狠狠甩开我 沉默的手彷彿就剧终

草戒指在手中

像句点的沉默

woo..明天 以后

爱变成了问候

爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂

最后你要自由

woo..忘了温柔要套在手中

到最后 该不该回头

如果我开口

爱继续往前走

woo..幸福听著分开的藉口

再说在额头 原来泪也会痛

倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用

深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷

你狠狠甩开我

沉默的手彷彿就剧终

草戒指在手中

像句点的沉默

woo..明天 以后 爱变成了问候

爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂

最后你要自由

woo..忘了温柔要套在手中

到最后 该不该回头

如果我开口

爱继续往前走

woo..幸福听著分开的藉口

爱不爱都痛

我以為我懂

最后你要自由

woo..忘了温柔要套在手中

到最后 该不该回头

如果我开口

爱继续往前走

woo..幸福听著分开的藉口

草戒指套在谁手中

Emotional breakdown

I know things would ended up like that.

Now some one's so glad cause she can happily hopping to find her sweet lover again, without me this unreasonable girlfriend's restriction.

Yea right, we broke off. You will be so happy.
OK, enough of me venting anger on innocents.

Finally, everything comes to an end.
I never thought that I'm such person in your heart.
You have never really understand me at all.
After saying so much, after explaining so much, it's still pointless.
I'm strain out. Totally strain out myself.

I know I must have hurt you so deeply too.
But I'm really tired.
I have no strength to carry on, no strength to put on a fake smile everyday and pretend there's nothing ever happened.
No strength to explaining anything.


Just let it be.

I'm so gonna break down soon!


I hate the smell of alcohol!! But that's my only soul and 'forget-hurt-pill' to lessen my pain and to hypnotise me .
Let time pass faster. I don't want another heartache anymore.

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Nice MTV by wonder Girls.

'Nobody' by the 'Wonder Girls'

A very nice MTV.

It's by the 'Wonder girls'.

The song on my blog.

Their dance moves is really interesting.
Caught my attention the first time I watched it.

Starting it's about a male singer, this song supposedly was to sang by the male singer but.....

Haha, don't tell you guys. Watch it. You will know the story. (:

Somehow it's the song that really express my feelings towards the previous relationship The 'TTWL' (:

You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little each day why?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Rap:BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?

I don't want nobody, nobody,nobody.
nobody but you

Heartache

I don't understand why I always hear people tell me the bad stuffs you've done behind my back.

I more don't understand why is it there's so much about you for them to say.

I know that I'm working, I'm busy.

No time to accompany you and therefore gave you the reason for going Boat Quay and knowing other pub waitress.

But that doesn't give you the reason for do all this to me.

I don't know whether it's the truth.

You have your own reason and logic.

Others too.

Not saying I don't believe you, but this thing occurred before .

You can't blame me for believing others.

If you dint do it, prove yourself then.

I don't get it why those girls like to talk bad about you.

Anyway, you gave them the reason and chance to talk bad about you for your actions.
For fooling and cheating their feelings.

He's right, I'm like a substitute to you more than a girlfriend.

You don't really love me, just wanna have a girl for spare time.

Other time you can get others to accompany you.

To bring them home.

I feel so horrible some times the way your family members looked at me.

What is it feels like when I'm your girlfriend but yet your family keep seeing you bring different girls up your house and into your room.

Close door and locked the door.

Hell knows what you guys doing inside.

You can dirty them, make them look cheap. But please don't make me look so cheap like them.

I just want a clean relationship and being a real ,true, serious girlfriend.

I'm like other ordinary girls. Who will wish to share their boyfriend with others?

Who wouldn't want to have a boyfriend just for her own?