Rak sam sao™

Suddenly, I start keep listening to this song.
It just keep repeating in my mind.

Every part of the story in the MTV fills my mind.
Especially the translation meaning of the english subtitle.

Every words, every part of the meaning hits me deep inside my heart.
So close yet so far..
Thinking of it, it feels like it was yesterday.

It ended up so unwillingly and sad.

From that day, the day you left.
I had to admit the truth, even though it's not easy.
from that day I met him.
He kept wiping my tears, constantly looking after me, never far.

★ Don't cry, he told me, don't cry.
I'll have him always by my side.
And then we'd go out together, and have a good time, why
do you come back now?

☆ One person has been so good to me, how could I leave him?
One person once left me, but my love never faded.
I'm not a princess of any place, but I have to choose a path.
A path that must end this sad love triangle.
From that day, I had to be strong.
Between the person I love now and my previous love.

From that day, I had to be strong.
Between the person I love now and my previous love.

Repeat ★☆

(Interlude)

Repeat ☆ x2

Wendy is emo-ing
Don't come ask me what happened.
I don't feel like saying and I won't say

Complicated

Sometimes I think I miss you. (I misses you)
Sometimes I think I hate you. (I hate you)
Sometimes I think I don't care. (I don't care)
Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing.
Sometimes I feel the pain inside
Sometimes I don't know why I suddenly miss you.
Sometimes I misses you so much but I just don't want you back.
Sometimes I don't know why I'm thinking this way.
Sometimes , sometimes I'm very confused.

Hated the way it is.
Hated the way I have to accept.
Hated the way I have to put down and forget.

Why why why?
My heart is pounding but why I'm feeling so dead?
When everything gets so superficial, unrealistics, far away. -I just want a getaway.

So dead and I just don't wanna trust and bother so much.
Everything seems so pointless and vivid.
My vision getting blurred, I can't see what's ahead and what's coming.

Mother's Day

I'm lazy to update other outdated post. =.=
So I'll only updated the one on Mother's day.
Some more got too many photos.
Blame this blogger for not having the programmes to upload more pictures faster at a time.
Well, enough of the nags.I'll start on the post instead then.

Went to Changi Village for Seafood feast.
Meet my sis there as she was going down from her BF's place.
I went together with mummy and uncle by cab.
Reached there, it was so crowded as it's obviously a day to good for family dinner.
Waiting for seats before my sis reach.
Taken some orders of the dishes.
It was such a wet blanket!
THE CRABS ARE ALL SOLD OUT!! OBVIOUSLY WE WERE THERE FOR THEIR CRABS!!

Happy Mother's day! Love you, my precious mum! ♥

Uncle

My sister, Candy ♥

After that have our table ready and sis reached.

Told her the bad news of not having any crabs for the day.

She keeps grumbling and whinning about not having any crabs. Well, me too actually.

Ended up we have Crayfish cooked with salted egg to replace the Crabs.

Damn! It makes my throat very itchy cause I have allegies.

Ordered a dish of Kang Kong, Steam Fish, Salad 'You Tiao', 'Mian Xian' and 'lala'.

Brother and his family came late as my 'da sao' was caught up with some work in school.

They brought my sweet little cute niece over.

She's such a cutie pie! Everyone loves her!

She brings joy to us and brightens that special day.

It's good to have Family day like that.

I love the feel of bonding as a family.

It gives me a sense of belonging and happiness♥ (:

My brother's random face -.-

My handsome brother (: LOL

Misses my brother! ♥

♥ ♥ ♥

Fun pics

♥ ♥ ♥

For your info, I'm sitting on my sis's leg.

That's explain why her face looks a bit cramped -.-"

♥ ♥ ♥

See her big big eyes!

She's so even more cute in person, I swear!

Blue days

I got so many pictures on different days to post.

I let lazy bugs climb on me *duh*

Will update soon k ? Promise! (:

♥

:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:

Loves, Wendy

New Camera~ ❥

Got so many pictures to post nowadays.
Cause I got a new camera! Thanks Richard.
Really surprised when suddenly 'pop' up at my work place with it. (:

Features:
12.1 Mega Pixel T Series 4x Optical Zoom Cyber-shot (Pink)
Intelligent Auto Mode
Advanced Face Detection
Improved Smile Shutter
12.1 Mega Pixels
3.0" Clear Photo LCD Plus
HD Movie Recording

Touch screen.

Heard it's a newer version.

Actually wanted to get T77.

It looks almost the same.

But nevermind.

Got camera use I'm already very glad , anyway it's a newer version. *Donggg* (:

Wendy is happily playing with her new camera ! (:

Very sick!

Was lying on bed for the past 2 days.

Temperature was high and I feel terribly sick.

Day 2 was the worse.
I don't have appetite for any thing. Couldn't eat.
Mum gave me 6 panadols. 2 each time at a certain hours interval.
Doesn't get any better.
Got Janice to replace me for work. *Thank you so much.*
Late night I woke up. Head spinning. Body aching and hot.
Fever just keeps on and off.
Vomit even the few sip of water I taken while with panadol hours ago.
Couldn't stand still. My head seems so heavy. My hands and legs was trembling.
Cry and whined in front of my mum and sis like a small girl.
Walk like a dead zombie.
Food are all tasteless.

Day 3 gets a little better
Mummy brought me to see doctor early morning.
Doctor says as long as I've not been oversea, it's OK.
It's just some serious big flu.
Ask me eat something light.

After that, went nearby coffee shop to have our breakfast.
Again, no appetite. End up eating not even half bowl of the porridge.
Eaten my medicine and went back home rest til around 6 plus, feel slightly better.
Went to Shirley's 21st birthday celebration BBQ at her house downstairs.
I dint eat much just a few mouthful of pineapple rice and some not so heaty food.
I was blur due to the medicine and my friends could tell that I'm kinda slow-mo.

They planned to go Powerhouse after that.
Dint wanna spoiled their mood so decided to go with them.
Reached there it was like so packed.
Luckily we have friends to sign us in.
The songs of the day was quite nice and I just don't have the mood to dance.
And I can't. My legs feels weak.
End up I'm kinda pissed off cause there's a lot people pushing around.
I can't even stand still. If there were people push me, I'll definitely fall even it's very light push.
Whole day no mood and my body keep sweating cold sweat.
Sit at the table whole night like a retard,blame myself for not able to enjoy with them.
In the end I'll still spoiled their mood if I continue staying.
So I decided g home early to have a good rest.

Day 4
Medicine makes my tongue numb.
Don't know is it because of the medicine I keep feeling very blur and slow.
Hands are trembling like no body business.
Even when putting the spoonful of cough syrup into my mouth seems so difficult.
It ended up all on the floor due to my stupid trembling hands. (´Д｀)
Feel so dumb and stupid.
Wish I could faster recover.


Time for medicine again. Hais. Bye reader~

WTH

My lips dry and crack.

Eyes red, feeling heavy and tired.

Nose sensitive keep sneezing. More than 50 times!

Throat itched and cough.

Food seems so tasteless.

Body aching especially my terrible backache.

Joints are weak.

I got HIGH FEVER!!

I'm feeling terribly unwell.

Damn! "Wendy is sick again....." (´Д｀)

Tonight still got to work. Don't think I can find a replacement. ):