What i want for christmas, is you! (￣▽￣)V 笑

26th November

Happy Birthday sis!!
Hope you enjoy your birthday that night at the resort!

Dear Santa,

I want a new PINK DIGITAL CAMERA for my this Christmas!

Shit stuffs.

Fool me once, You're stupid.

Fool me twice, I'm damn stupid fool!

You wan me to leave your life.

You wan me to treat that we never had each other before.

You wan me to treat that we never knew each other before.

You wan me to treat as we never love each other before.

It's all you wanted. You've got it all. TyTWL.

Thanks for not being a nice person.好人没好报

*This post has nothing link with any previous or post above.*

Due to some reason I decide to remove it. Cause I think it's not necessary anymore.

Thanks to all the lecturing from you.

And I don't have to be plastic.

It's you, from the start who doesn't get the fact.

If you really care, you should take the initiative to even ask him properly face-to-face.

You want the fact, I can tell you. But you must make sure that you can take it cause that's what comes out from his(LS) mouth....

This post has nothing link with any previous or post above.

Four-mod so cute!

Four-mod

Four

Four & mod

Recently I'm always listening to Four-mod song.


Watching their MTV.


I'm so envy.

Why almost all Thai girls are so fair, tall, skinny, adorable and gorgeous?



*Pondering.



I asked my sister, '' 姐, 为什么泰国女孩这样苗条这样美 ah?"

You know what my sister's replied?


She replied ''因为他们在他们的国家不吃东西. (They are poor; just a kidding no offence meaning. sorry)


I was like ...... What shit answer is that? =_= so lame la.


But I'm so into Thai now, hope I'm a thai (=


I somehow think that their language is very interesting and also they are very friendly.


Enjoy being with them (:


Now, I quite into this group in thailand. Four mod.


Intro some link of their songs. Not bad.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWLIRMBUT7Y&feature=related


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFv1fTEumb4&feature=related



This 2 link is the same music but different story. Each of them a story.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKHcqS3aVlY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MbdyotM4rI&feature=related



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0MNgctN8aj4&feature=related

Changi Village Dinner (:

A week ago.

Just got the photo from my brother.

It was taken on the 3rd Nov before we went for the dinner.

The day after my birthday.

It was uncle's birthday.

Went over to Changi Village for a family seafood dinner.

We had a 燕麦大虾, Fu rong 蛋 , Some vegetables, 鱼片汤 , Satay, 脆皮豆腐 , 盐蛋奶油螃蟹 , string ray fish.

It's a pity that I forgot to take pictures of the food. ):

While eating, I was like ''Damn! So many delicious food. So tempting and it's so sinful!".

After the dinner my belly bloated like a balloon man! So full but true, it's irresistible.

满足! 满足! 满足! 满足!

*Hees

Hush hush... Baby

Hush Hush
Pussycat dolls

Oooohh Yeah Oh Oh Oh

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgments,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

*(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way,
I get the final say, Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because.. I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin',
Hmm Hmmmm
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin',
Ohh Ohh Yeahhhhh!


Reapeat *

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken, Baby..

Here i go again

Once again.

I'm a loner man! I'm a nobody-wants-girl. Trust me! If you know me well. You will know.

I'm a shi-tty-damn-girl!

*Sighs.

So boring staying at home all day long.

I'm so used to night life , it makes me feeling so uneasy to stay at home at this young night!

Relationship is not all.

"Wendy won't die without man..........!" Hahaha. I encouraged myself.

I can step on my own.

Sometimes being yourself is the best, Do what you like. No promises , no commitment.

Maybe this way is the best ending for all of us.

By letting both of us free, free from the past.

Move on to where you might belong.

Future is ahead, is new, is unpredictable.

To TTWL

I let you go is also letting me free from the past.

To what may come in the future, Will we or will we not, this question I leave it to lord.

Letting you go doesn't means lose you but I'll always kept you in heart always.

Your harsh words makes me a stronger person.

I hereby wishes you all the best in the days ahead to come.

Faster grab a license , earn more more money for your future.

Also, next time must drive me out at least once alright? (hope u see this!)

I will too.

I'm on my own! No one can hear my screams inside my deadly heart but I'm screaming my lungs out for it will be my last scream !

Happy birthday!

13 Nov
Happy Birthday to my dearest brother. Andrew
Best wishes to you and your family.
You're a daddy of one adorable baby girl now.
Hope this brings you a new life and a new start of learning.



14 Nov
Happy Birthday to my loveable godsis. Adeline
With a blink of eyes,time flies fast.
Your nurturing of your child makes me feel heart warming.
May you stay happy and healthy always.

For a moment I was struggling with my PSP just now.

Couldn't sleep. Going paranoid. Same goes to my PSP.

A bit sot alrdy.

Starting, I could not copy the music files and pictures into the PSP.

I was like cracking my brain, pulling my hair.

Then...

A advice from my sister, take out the memory stick and place it the memory reader card which abvious seems slightly bigger than my memory stick.

Tada~!

It works. Holy shit.!

Waste my time only. It was rather big and kinda loose so I thought that my memory stick couldn't be place in.

Well, sometimes humans do need a little more patience to get things done.

Alright! Done with my PSP thingy.

Gonna catch some beauty sleep, din't sleep for the whole night alrdy.

Later still going to meet up Shirley for gym session.

"Chin up, Wendy!

Shake that fats off me!.."

Dai yin mai -"Can you hear ?"

ฉันรู้เธอรอฉัน รอฟังคำนั้นซักวัน
chan roo ter ror chan ror fang kam nan sak wan
I know you've been waiting for me, waiting to hear those words one day.

ฉันรู้ฉันมันรั้ง ดึงดันไม่ยอมพูดมา
chan roo chan man rang deung dan mai yom poot maa
I know I've been holding back, not willing to say them out loud.

ฉันแค่คิด ยังไม่ถึงเวลา
chan kae kit yang mai teung way-laa
I just thought it wasn't yet the right time.

ฉันรู้ว่าวันนี้ มันก็อาจจะสายเกินไป
chan kae kit yang mai teung way-laa
I know that today it's nearly too late.

แม้พูดดังแค่ไหน กลายเป็นไม่มีผู้ฟัง
mae poot dang kae nai glaai bpen mai mee poo fang
And that however loud I say them, maybe there's no one to listen to them.

ฉันไม่รู้ เธออยู่ในที่แสนไกล
chan mai roo ter yoo nai tee saen glai
I don't know which faraway place you're in now.

ได้ยินไหม ได้ยินไหม โปรดฟังว่าฉันรักเธอ
dai-yin mai dai-yin mai bproht fang waa chan rak ter
Can you hear, can you hear, please hear me saying that I love you.

เธอจะอยู่ไหน อยู่สุดฟ้าไกล เพียงให้เธอรับรู้
ter ja yoo nai yoo soot faa glai piang hai ter rap roo
Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.

ได้ยินฉัน บอกเธอไหม ว่าคนคนนี้รักเธอ
dai-yin chan bok ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter
Can you hear me telling you that I love you.

นี่ไงคำว่ารัก ที่เธอรอฟัง ได้ยินไหม
nee ngai kam waa rak tee ter ror fang dai-yin mai
This is it, the words you've been waiting to hear, can you hear them?

เพิ่งรู้ในตอนนี้ เวลาทุกวินาที
perng roo nai dton nee way-laa took wi-naa-tee
I've just realised now, and know every minute.

รู้ซึ้งในตอนนี้ บางคำที่แสนสำคัญ
roo seung nai dton nee baang kam tee saen sam-kan
I realise now how important these words are.

พูดวันนี้ เหมือนเธอนั้น อยู่แสนไกล
poot wan nee meuan ter nan yoo saen glai
Saying it today, when you're so far away.

ได้ยินไหม ได้ยินไหม โปรดฟังว่าฉันรักเธอ
dai-yin mai dai-yin mai bproht fang waa chan rak ter
Can you hear, can you hear, please hear me saying that I love you.

เธอจะอยู่ไหน อยู่สุดฟ้าไกล เพียงให้เธอรับรู้
ter ja yoo nai yoo soot faa glai piang hai ter rap roo
Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.

ได้ยินฉัน บอกเธอไหม ว่าคนคนนี้รักเธอ
dai-yin chan bok ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter
Can you hear me telling you that I love you.

นี่ไงคำว่ารัก ที่เธอรอฟัง ได้ยินไหม
nee ngai kam waa rak tee ter ror fang dai-yin mai
This is it, the words you've been waiting to hear, can you hear them?

(Interlude)
พูดวันนี้ เหมือนเธอนั้น อยู่แสนไกล
poot wan nee meuan ter nan yoo saen glai
Saying it today, when you're so far away.

ได้ยินไหม ได้ยินไหม โปรดฟังว่าฉันรักเธอ
dai-yin mai dai-yin mai bproht fang waa chan rak ter
Can you hear, can you hear, please hear me saying that I love you.

เธอจะอยู่ไหน อยู่สุดฟ้าไกล เพียงให้เธอรับรู้
ter ja yoo nai yoo soot faa glai piang hai ter rap roo
Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.

ได้ยินฉัน บอกเธอไหม ว่าคนคนนี้รักเธอ
dai-yin chan bok ter mai waa kon kon nee rak ter
Can you hear me telling you that I love you.

นี่ไงคำว่ารัก ที่เธอรอฟัง
nee ngai kam waa rak tee ter ror fang
This is it, the words you've been waiting to hear.

ได้ยินไหม ได้ยินไหม โปรดฟังคนนี้รักเธอ
dai-yin mai dai-yin mai bproht fang kon nee rak ter
Can you hear, can you hear, please hear me saying that I love you.

นี่ไงคำว่ารัก ที่เธอรอฟัง ได้ยินไหม
nee ngai kam waa rak tee ter ror fang dai-yin mai
This is it, the words you've been waiting to hear. Can you hear?

Hell in me.

Why am I always choose to believe in the wrong person?

In this world, does a real faithful guy exist?

Why many people prefer to lie than to face the truth?

Humans are so darn selfish.

We often do some things just for the sake of our own sake.

Never do we feel guilty, miserable at all.?

Words are just beyond superficial.

There's always words beyond words; meanings beyond meanings.


Everyone is lying. Including me..
But why?

Lies is such hurtful to ones.

P.S : Don't let lies hurt me again.

latest update

Moo Moo~

Hi guys, it was a quite a long time din't update my blog.

Many things happened and I'm almost out everyday.

Have so many things in mind.

Regardless of job, friends, relationship.. etc.

I think I'm bad at handling stuffs. Sometimes I just feel like throwing everything aside just don't bother.

Recently, I've made up a choice.

I hurt someone and myself as well.

However, on the way home, many thoughts came through my mind.

It's like, Life is so short, don't used it for regrets.

Whatever you've done, it's just you!

It's you made this decision and that makes it extraordinary.

No matter in the end what it may becomes, you lead your life. Never in your precious life listen to others and let them choose your way of life.

Don't know what I'm talking about but just having this kind of feelings struggling inside me.



Oh ya forget to mention. Special Thanks to Mr Brandon Tee for sending the bouquet of lilies and roses to me for my birthday present. You never failed to give me surprises! (:

Thanks to Mr Richard for the coach hand bag as well. And PSP. It really stop me from thinking too much other stuffs. (=

2nd nov -My Birthday

Thanks for the things you done for me.. Appreciated.

Sometimes, I'm just not contented.
Sometimes, I'm just not happy.
Sometimes, I'm foolish.
Sometimes... I don't know what I want.


There's still some part of me, missing...

Am I really happy these way?

I think I'm getting more and more ugly nowadays... ):

31 Oct -Halloween + my advanced birthday celebration.

Thanks girls for the present. I love it!
Indeed smell nice.

The mystery sense of smell. A little flirty and naughty.

Our food.

Twist!!~

US.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

My teeth nice? LOL.

Time to change my black dirty sponge. o.O

Xingyue and wen

Xingyue and Shauna

Me and Lester

Happy Halloween!