Dilemma

I'm caught in the middle.

Never expect things would be like this.

What am I going to do...


Follow your heart.......

You

Why am I thinking of you at this hour?

I asked myself am I missing you already?

Do I miss you.? Without realising it?

If not, why do I feel such weird connection without you around?

If not, why do I waiting forward for your messages and calls?


*MOOD -confused

Empty heart♡

Buunnnyyy...

It's saddening. You disappoint me.
Never know that there's so much beyond your words.
I don't know should I believe you anymore..
You broke our trust.

Utterly disappointed..

Maybe it will be better this way.. Do take care..

miss? ♥

BunnY BUnnY BUNNYY BuNnY....... is sleeping (:

You lied. You was with someone else.

A week ago.

Just grabbed the pictures from Shirley.

We went to gym as promise in the early noon. After gym, accompany Shirley go home to get prepared then followed up is my house.

Alright I'm rather lazy I admit so let the pictures do the talking yea? (:

Me and Shirley

After that we went to Cineleisure for pasta as for dinner and like usual we went to take pictures! It's been a long time I last take neo-prints.



After dinner we went window shopping around and end up come up with the idea of going for a chill at Starbucks && all sorts of nonsensical pictures come about..

Me and Zhen rong

Kelvin and me

And.. Shirley & me. In this picture , she asked me "Wendy, Why are you sleeping?" LOL.

In the end we went rounding at Jurong hill. Sniffing the smell of Cabury chocolate as the factory is only nearby. I was there feeding those hungry mosquitos. Sickening! Alright I shall end here. *yawns.

Good nights everyone! ♥

Sickness bugging me! ):

Missing the lively Wendy.

I couldn't hide but to admit that my body's getting weaker day by day.

My immune system don't seems strong enough to overcome against the virus.


After consuming around 2-3 weeks for antibiotics, my throat infection recovered however all the antibiotics are to complete. So I have to continue eating the medicine and thus, make my lips dry.


My weight drops 3kg thou it makes me grins a little bit but it's all sacrifices to be made..


Upon recovery , I thought this is it. The end of suffering but what comes in the end was something more worse and horrible.


RASHES~!


I got these rashes developed all over my body except my face. I got my lips so damn swollen like sausages! Alright please don't laugh when you read upon this sentence. Thank you very big uh.


Looking in the mirror, I almost cry out loud! I look like a creature! A HORRIBLE UGLY FREAK WITH RASHES ALL OVER!

STILL... I'm being make fun by my siblings who stated that I look like a Tweety bird~!!! and there they goes with smirking and laughs. WTH!!

It was so itchy and I was told to wear long sleeves and pants in my house and I wasn't suppose to on the fan regardless how stuffy and hot I feel.


I cant scratch and trust me, IT FEELS AWFULLY HORRIBLE.


Why am I so weak? I don't wanna spend my birthday on the bed with sickness and stuffs.

It's a saturday night and I can't go out )':

Please let me get well soon.

Sick for a week and still on.

Feeling so sick the past few days.

Was having a very seriously infection sore throat. All these days, I couldn't drink , eat or even swallow my saliva. Talking also seems a difficulty to me. I can't talk properly.

I feel terrible, cause even I dint do anything just watching TV, it still hurts and it's somehow swollen around my neck due to the infection inside throat.

Fever keep on and off every night, have to depends on the medication to lower down my temperature.

Went to CGH on the 28th.

The medication causes me a big bomb and I have to finish all my antibiotics. There so much of them, I'm so sick for eating all these pills already.

However it's good enough, at least it's not like last time where I used to have this same infection on throat, it's so serious that I have to stay hospitalised and went for a small operation for 2 times.

The only food I can eat is porridge and soupy food cause it's somehow easier for me to swallow. So boring!

Have not much appetite all these days too. Have craves but cant eat and all these pills are making me so damn sickk.

Some can cause gastric pains and sometimes can also leads to lost of appetite, nausea and etc..

Bag full of medicine ):

These are all the medicine and I have to finished almost all of them. *Yuuk!*

All my medical bills ):

So many medicine given.

All of the above bills cause a bomb man.!

Injected ):

Hope to get well soon and finishes all the pills before my birthday. *sobsob*

Awaiting for the arrival of my birthday!