Friday, August 01, 2008
missing baby badly
It's late night and I'm yet to sleep.
At this time, he should be having his good sleep in station.
Well, always appears to be in the late night. My mind is full of him. ~♥
Thinking how can I improve in being a Good gf as he always claimed I'm not. How I wish to hug him sleep. The first is to see him when I open my eyes after I wake up every morning.
I just want more attention from him but as far as he's having competition , he will always non-available.
And, I'm always not his focus.
I don't know why but I'm trying understand. I respect his decision as well.. that I'm never always the first place in his heart. Maybe this is the charisma that attracts me. For as a man, not putting a girl in his first place before marriage. I love Man~ guys.! LOL
Loves RASPBERRI.♥