In this lonely night, with only computer, music and the cold breeze along outside my window accompany me walk through this difficult time.
Looks like it's gonna rain soon.
" Are we? Or are we not? "
This question in my mind makes me crazy.
Keep thinking this question for million , zillion times.
Are you sure this is your decision?
But why do I feel that you are so far away?
Baby, I just wish you to know, every night.. I couldn't help missing you so much. Once I think of you, tears just come down straight uncontrollable.
How I wish we could be like last time and nothing had happened.
But... I know it's impossible.
Knowing in order to be with you, I had to share my place in your heart with someone else.
Maybe you will never know how I feel for you.
Baby, I understand you are busy with your stuffs and that you won't even have a single time for me however, I don't want you to spend a lot time on me. I just want you to take a little of your time, look into my eyes , a pat on my head and tell me all my efforts for you aren't wasted and that you sense my love.
Will this small wish of mine be fulfil?
I misses the day we happily together, hand-in-hand chatting walking home, walking in the middle of the night to buy stuffs and all our sweet sms-es.
Don't tell me all my effort waiting and hanging on during the CNY is all a waste.
Unforgettable the way you said "I'm gonna get you a DS lite after getting my pay so you can play while travelling. " and " I open a chalet and sponsor everything on your birthday just for you."
If only we can be back like last time so loving, I would rather give up all those monetary stuffs just for you to come back to me...love me like you do previously.
Don't ask me why I love you so much for this is how much I love you and willing to do for you..
