Musical fountain

Went to musical fountain on the other day.

Actually, we are not purposely went there for the fountain. We went there for movies with friends.

Then, the beautiful musical fountain caught my eyes.

So we went there to take a look and as normal days, of cause photos are included.

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Lazy to blog already. Just enjoy the photos alright.

Never meant to be

I would never thought that this would become how it ends.

Just because of a small and unrealistic stupid dream of yours , make you suspect until we have to end it up like this. Do you think it's worth?

Last night, do you know how I wish to meet up with you? However, you told me "not today."

Well, I dint force you. I remember you told me once, you don't want me to control your freedom in making friends, so I thought maybe you really wanted times with your friends and so I dint bother you further.

I brought this sadness and loneliness within me, dragging my heavy footsteps travelling home last night. Though I had some thoughts that would you lie to me you are with friends but actually you are with her? Or maybe you don't even want to let your friends know that we are back together again.

But, all I want for you to know is that I care. I really do.

What makes me disappointed is that though I am sad but I never thought of disturbing you when you are outside with your friends cause those short sms-es you sent make me seems that you are busy.

To prevent me from thinking too much, I forced myself to sleep early last night.

Now, I know there's something which couldn't been prevent. The more you prevent , the more it may come. When there's time I needed you to be here, you ain't here for me at all but I didn't demand or make a big fuss out of it.

When there's time you needed me there for you, and I wasn't, you would make a big fuss out of a little thing. Like today, you really make me disappointed. 6 plus am in the morning, sms-ing and telling me that you had this weird stupid nightmare that I'm with other guy and you really let it in your mind that I probably not at home sleeping just because I dint sms you before I went to sleep.

It's 6 am in the morning, sun is coming out soon. Where do you expect me to be?

Yet, now, out of anger you scold me all kinds of vulgarities blaming that I was not there to pick up your calls and replying your sms-es when I was not in the the room and my hp was on silent mode? Claimed that I must be out there with some other guys.

I know it's my fault for not being able to answer your calls but do you have to do this?

After saying all those words and vulgarities to hurt me and blame me, a meaningless and not sincerity sorry is all you said but yet, blame me for not clarifying my innocent and resulted in making you make the wrong presumed?

You have changed. Changed to a person which I no longer attracted once and a person who will never satisfied whatever I do for you.

Disappointment.

My life; my memories

Sometimes, I just get to thinking that when will this end? Tomorrow? Weeks later? Or maybe months or years.

You know nobody wants it to happen, but now there's little effort put in between us; We are drifting apart day by day..

I'm getting more and more confused. Should I or should I not?
I no longer see the need of me in you, probably you just dont need me afterall?
I want to move on, I sincerely want to get into a stable serious relationship whereby compromises , understanding and trust is available.

Day past days, all sorts of obstacles and difficulties come about to challenge our live, therefore humans grow between a certain period of time.

Bits and pieces of memories...

I don't want to rush for a love and I won't want to rush for love. However, is this the time when I should move on and forget bout our memories? I dont understand you at all.

You said we need time but do you know that time can wash off feelings? I don't have time. I had feeling that I'm gonna lose you again now, but this time round is forever...

My lovely presents!

The present from my MDIS classmates!!

Surprisingly to say this gift and the cake below are from 5 big boys yea! So thoughtful of them isn't it?!

Hey thanks guys!!

YuM YummY!! Delicious!! My favourite Oreo Cheese cake!!

The present from my brother's girlfriend!!

I've always wanted a cute little Hello Kitty jewellry chest to put all my

accessories!! Now I've got it!! Love it so much!!

Thank u, Ying ying!!

My birthday celebration!

Qiqi and me / me and Fabian

[[It's my birthday celebration!!]]

Sorry to everyone who is eagerly, patiencely waiting for me to update my post for my bday celebration =)

Thanks to all my girlfriends!! Darlings, you guys are great!!~

*Sorry*

I went to Boat Quay for my this year bday celebration with my groups for friends of years.

Surprisingly, I also managed to see some of the friends who I lost along the way.

It was so happening that day. I never thought that in the end, there would have so many friends to celebrate my birthday together!

We went to the pub named ' Bottoms-up' because my friend,Qiqi was working there that night.

Beginning of the day, I went ard to find my friends. In- out, in-out..

I think I almost fainted*!!

The cake was delicious! (bought by shirley)

It was so nice la.. Toppings with flesh-looking fruits! Thank u girl! I love you! *Muuaccks* LOL

Sorry that I cant managed to entertain all of you well that night but I do hope you guys have fun together!!

It was almost 3-4am when I already lost my conscious, after that I cant remember what else I said. Sorry guys, I really cant remember what I said, but lucky it's not some disgusting or offensive words/action. *Pheww

The last thing I know was that..... I VOMITED THE WHOLE NIGHT AND THE DAY AFTER!!

It was so uncomfortable alright, I just cant stop vomitting. Actually I'm those kind who cant afford mixing of different hard liquor. I choose my drinks and I only suitable mixture of coke or else I will be like having likely to vomit nth but gastric juice. *Sorry for the disgusting part.

Afterall, I'm digusting drunk!! So shameful, OH MY GOD! This is what I got after that.. Bruises all over, my legs and arms. Next day, it was so pain when i tried to massage it!! (BTW, I'm easily get bruises kind of people)

And anyway, Thanks to all my friends who came that night and also to all who send me birthday regards!!

Thank you!! That's so nice of u guys! *Muuwaacks*

*KeKe*

Very moody me =.=

I'm feeling so moody right now....

Thinking that after today, tomorrow will be my birthday but i simply does not have any feeling of excitement at all.

2ND Nov; My birthday.

Super normal day.

No surprises; no nothing.

I'm so depressed, I even have to think and plan what to do for my bday.

Go where also got no idea.

Sadly, I'm just feeling down. Don't wish to celebrate my bday anymore.

So pointless, meaningless...

Maybe in the end my planning will be....stay at home sit in front of the clock and for it to past by 12am.... =(