Came across to this video yesterday.
Saw the word "RIP". I had a shocked! I was just enjoying watching and admired her beautiful angelic face and hot sizzling figure in her other fashion shows and personal videos How adorable and gorgeous she is, and next thing it linked to the video where she's RIP!
She is from 小悪魔 ageha's model.A magazine's model in Japan.
It makes me feel so remorseful and sad.
The thoughts of him come into me.
The time we spent together and we used to have fun together.
Remember that time I often stayed over at my aunt house and almost every night I'll meet up with my this girlfriend, Anqi. Sometimes together with her new neighboring friends.
This was where it started. I'll cut it short.
-We became friends and slowly to lovers.
-Due to some personality things we broke up after sometime after that.
-However he never give up after then, always there for me and be my listening ears. He concern and dote me a lot. Always listening to me and pampered me.
-Remember once, I wanted a converse shoe so much. He knew it I like that shoe when I keep staring at it while we were shopping.
-Never will i know, he bought me the shoe on my birthday and left it outside my house cause I was out to celebrated with other friends.
I felt so touched and called him up to thanks him.
As time passes, we lost contacts. ( due to my hp always lost? =.=")
We dint contact for years after that.
I went to work P/T in a CD manufacturing factory with my girlfriends.
Met a girl there also working P/T and we became chatty friends.
To my surprise, she heard about my stuffs from that him and what a coincident they were school mates! Slowly this is how we find each other back through the girl.
He meet up with me once after we contact, at my house downstairs. We were chatting along happily by the past and how we've been lately. Then, I found it strange as he keep having terrible running nose non stop. All his tissue has been used up. I went up to take a whole box tissue for him.
Few times he's been sms-ing me greeting messages and asked me out but I dint agree to due to busy with O levels. A month passed, one day homed after school, the girl called me and she said this words to me " Winson has passed away. Please go see him the last time. " I thought she was joking with me but I realized her very serious tone. I knew she was not joking. "He passed away with sickness." (leukemia) she said in her voice sounds trembling.
I broke into tears immediately and cried out damn loud. Tears burst out from my eyes. I quickly called Anqi tell her bout the the bad news. Ran to take a shower and rush to meet her to the funeral. Along the way, I feel so worse inside and regrets for not meeting him often to spend more time with him. I should have realized it earlier and accompany him to for check up. Telling myself why he didn't inform me bout him being hospitalized why dint I spend more time with him. We only got back contact within a month! Just a month only after few years. Everything happened to fast, he don't even know he's having leukemia until one day his stomach suddenly hurts drastically. 这变成我人生中最大的遗憾。我失去不只是感情，还有朋友的友情和我们的回忆. Nevertheless, he's always in my heart and the memories spent together though it stop there but it will always be remembered.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Upcoming post! / the regrets in taiwan trip
Coming up soon will be the BKK trip post.
Stay tuned!! Have to wait awhile for these post because I have too much thing to post. Too long never update already =.="
And also I can't upload those pictures.
Bear with me alright (:
Recently after came back from Taiwan, saw a lot of those travelling show that introduce the places in Taiwan.
I was so regret and disappointed that we dint have time to check out the Hello kitty restaurant and it's furniture shop.
It seems there's still quite a lot place we dint go. Was whining to bf about it and he said" we could go again another time if you want to." with a very gentle sweet tone and a smile. (:
Suddenly I feel so light and seems like gonna fly up. o.O So glad! And I realized my this bf also have his own very unique beauty. LOL.
We spend too much time sleeping and wasting in shopping dint really have the time to explore. Next time shall do even more research and plannings.
Yesterday, saw my sister post about her Bintan trip. She actually asked me along but I turned down the invitation as I was invited to my friend's niece 1 month celebration. It's been a long time I ever meet those friends so it wouldn't be nice if I don't go. They will kill me as well! =.="
Well, Back to the Bintan trip. Saw all the places and her hotel room that she taken pics on.
I think it was quite relaxing and beautiful. With the beautiful white soft sand and clear waters of the beach. There's even a table and chairs placed there on the beach especially for couples.
Told bf about it and he asked me to get some information from my sister so we could plan to go there together. I felt being so happiness to have my bf! He's always there giving his best for me and never fail to dote me (: Haas. "BF! Be proud and honored that I said this!.." Love you la BF! Muacks! Thanks!
Our First Japanese photo machine pics taken in Taiwan.
We went to try out the drawing portrait by an uncle along the streets. When he said it just takes ten minutes for everything! I thought it would be long. But we don't think it looks like us anyway. =p
Oh guys! Please help me click on the nuffnang ads at the side. Thanks and I appreciate a lot from your help.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Japanese Maxi contacts lens
Few months ago was browsing some online sprees for contact lens.
Came across one that sells Japanese Contacts.
Their design is quite different from the GEO Korea design.
I've bought 2 pairs to try.
The Japanese Maxi lens is bigger and also softer than the GEO.
I'm amazed by the softness of the lens.
It's really soft and it's not very thick.
The price compares to Geo is of course more expensive. (Of cause better quality) But I think it's worth the price for the quality.
Want your eyes to look big and sparking?
Capturing alluring cat eyes can be found on you too (:
So you don't have to wait long for them to reply.
Came across one that sells Japanese Contacts.
Their design is quite different from the GEO Korea design.
I've bought 2 pairs to try.
The Japanese Maxi lens is bigger and also softer than the GEO.
I'm amazed by the softness of the lens.
It's really soft and it's not very thick.
The price compares to Geo is of course more expensive. (Of cause better quality) But I think it's worth the price for the quality.
Want your eyes to look big and sparking?
Capturing alluring cat eyes can be found on you too (:
So you don't have to wait long for them to reply.
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*Notice* This is not a advertisement. It's just personally introduce
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Upcoming post!
Coming soon!
A post of the BKK trip!
It's gonna be a long post. Bear with me (:
Stay tuned! ♥
A post of the BKK trip!
It's gonna be a long post. Bear with me (:
Stay tuned! ♥
Shopping in Ikea - Simple life ♥ (:
19.08.09
Went to Ikea today with baby.
To get the stuffs to fulfill our dream room (:
It's fun! We even draw and design it on a blank paper and after that uses the paint in computer to add the colors and shapes.
Cab to Ikea. When we reached there, we head for the food over there first. The famous meatballs and chicken wings. ( That's explains why I'm so fat now! I just eaten an hour before left house?)
Nowadays always laugh to myself when I see the word "chicken wings''. Crazy woman! Because baby always pronounce til so funny. He pronounce it as ..... "Chick-cang winds"!!! Wahahaha! It's funny trust me when you hear how he pronounce it you will laugh too. LMAO!
So cute him.. Feel like pinching his face! (:
Loves!
We bought:
Went to Ikea today with baby.
To get the stuffs to fulfill our dream room (:
It's fun! We even draw and design it on a blank paper and after that uses the paint in computer to add the colors and shapes.
Cab to Ikea. When we reached there, we head for the food over there first. The famous meatballs and chicken wings. ( That's explains why I'm so fat now! I just eaten an hour before left house?)
Nowadays always laugh to myself when I see the word "chicken wings''. Crazy woman! Because baby always pronounce til so funny. He pronounce it as ..... "Chick-cang winds"!!! Wahahaha! It's funny trust me when you hear how he pronounce it you will laugh too. LMAO!
So cute him.. Feel like pinching his face! (:
Loves!
We bought:
- 3 colored cushion pillows. (red, black, blue)
- A long photo frame. ( light beige photo frame)
- 2 Strips small bolster.
- A paper lamp light.
- 2 packets of Raspberry scented candles.
- A packet of red translucent candles holder.
mei mei go gai gai!! (:
14.08.09
Both baby and me were having our off day today.
Planned of going out for a walk around orchard area.
They are having a Osim road show @ Taka.
Baby said he wanna go down meet his previously supervisor and take a look at the road show.
Cab down to Taka. Along the way, took some pictures with baby.
He's so funny when taking pictures. Always cannot his eyes big.
We both have small eyes but I'm lucky enough that I'm a female because I can still puts on makeups and make my eyes look bigger. Teeheehee!
Loves!
Both baby and me were having our off day today.
Planned of going out for a walk around orchard area.
They are having a Osim road show @ Taka.
Baby said he wanna go down meet his previously supervisor and take a look at the road show.
Cab down to Taka. Along the way, took some pictures with baby.
He's so funny when taking pictures. Always cannot his eyes big.
We both have small eyes but I'm lucky enough that I'm a female because I can still puts on makeups and make my eyes look bigger. Teeheehee!
Loves!
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The officially /MDIS dip cert/Oriental BB cream
The officially 11.08.09
11.08.09 is the day. The day that we officially as a couple after the 3 months of dating.
Let me introduce my bf (:
Eldwin Chua. 21 years old (I make the sentence seems like my bf is a criminal. LOL)
We met each other through friends one day when hang out together.
That point of time, we are still stranger to each other thus, we dint really talk much. He's not talkative and I'm not so sociable and chatty to people I'm close with.
Years later, we bumped into each other at my work place. We started chatting and found there's many common similarities in us.
We decide to give each other some time first. At that time, I admit that I still have my ex in mind. So we thought that dating first is better for both of us until we are clear of what we want....
Anddd... slowly the story goes on... There's good and bad times of cause but I don't wanna reveal too much more bout the past. (:
After all, he really indeed treat me very good, concern and doted me a lot as he promised before. (:
I wouldn't wanna know how he will become in the coming future, I believe the more worse you think the more it will happen. So as long as day passes day, we still care and love each other with understanding, mutual trust, loyal, faithful and respect, things won't come out bad. (:
"Be grateful baby.. see! The trust is there.."
The graduation 15.08.08
Finally went to take my MDIS cert after a year of graduated under the accompany of markus. My MDIS ex- classmates. He's gd, and is taking his degree now already. (:
I know my results are bad but it's difficult to juggle my life with full time studies filled with assignments and 2 module exam every month plus part time night life job. (almost full time schedule) At least I pass all, I'm contented but of cause can be improve. Teeheehee!! (:
The feeling of holding the cert in your hands is really wonderful. The sense of achievements and fulfillment strongly takes over the feeling of pressure and hardship during the course. (:
If financial allows, I wanna pursue my advance dip and degree too (:
If financial allows, I wanna pursue my advance dip and degree too (:
Oriental BB cream
Heard many people said that is good so I bought it to try.
Really have a nice smell.
By the way, I bought it quite some time ago but didn't post it.
I personally feel that this product still alright. I don't like oily product. And I mean seriously loathe oily product, even it's a little. The best is cannot feel any greasiness.
This product still feels a little oily; though lesser than the others. And the blusher part doesn't really last that long. Dint use it that much nowadays because I found another BB cream which really is better, don't have the greasy feeling. The Dr Jart BB cream. Haven take the picture of it but I believe many people already saw how it looks like before or maybe already using now. (: And it's not greasy at all!
Recommended!!
Finally back to post/ Bar1
Hi everyone. I know it's been a very long time since I update my blog post already.
Many of my friends keep telling me that my blog has rotten already. LOL Sorry sorry!
Some even asked me what happen to me. "What happened to me?!... How come I don't even know there's things happen to me?... " Until they told me they read bout my blog.
That was kinda very old post already. Zzzz...
Now let me think which one I should post......
I need to organize my post according to the date. Well, alright here it goes..
2.8.09
Went to Bar1 staffs gathering together with my wifey Jocelyn.
Get ready and take a cab down to her house and then to Chinatown Keong saik Road.
We were late and when we reached there , they already finished their meetings already.
After that we just head to the nearby steamboat restaurant together with all the colleagues and the boss.
Ma la and chicken soup ♥
Our manager
Steamboat with Whiskey drinks (enjoy life yea)
Taken by wifey (:
Bar 1
I'm so clumsy. Eventually wanna give it to my wifey but due to my stupid hand the crab meat fly off my hands and being stepped under my heels.
Wifey so bad, still continue stepping the crab meat. She's very happy doing it. =.="
Jo refuse to take pictures o.O
End up, Jocelyn and I were playing with the seaweeds and tau pok.
Jocelyn add too much seaweeds into the soup which make us difficult to take the food we want because the whole lumps of seaweeds keep tossing around our chopsticks. Zzz..
Soon after eating, we went back together to bar1 carry on enjoy drinking and singing.
Bosses let us have the VIP rooms for our gathering. Only for our staffs.
Order 2 bottles of Martell for us. It's more than enough cause some of them is busying working and most of them don't drink much.
Few hours later, we ordered some finger food again! We really can eat!
Phinneaus & Jo
The 2 of us keep running over to next door. LOL. It's a Thai disco. Last time Cherry, now they named it Club bubberry.
Jo have sexy long fair legs!! Super envy ):
Jocelyn , Nas and me stay up til 6 plus in the morning then leave home (:
Anyway, that's my last day working there as well.
Enjoy the 1 month spend working with them. Misses!
Many of my friends keep telling me that my blog has rotten already. LOL Sorry sorry!
Some even asked me what happen to me. "What happened to me?!... How come I don't even know there's things happen to me?... " Until they told me they read bout my blog.
That was kinda very old post already. Zzzz...
Now let me think which one I should post......
I need to organize my post according to the date. Well, alright here it goes..
2.8.09
Went to Bar1 staffs gathering together with my wifey Jocelyn.
Get ready and take a cab down to her house and then to Chinatown Keong saik Road.
We were late and when we reached there , they already finished their meetings already.
After that we just head to the nearby steamboat restaurant together with all the colleagues and the boss.
Ma la and chicken soup ♥
Our manager
Steamboat with Whiskey drinks (enjoy life yea)
Taken by wifey (:
Bar 1
I'm so clumsy. Eventually wanna give it to my wifey but due to my stupid hand the crab meat fly off my hands and being stepped under my heels.
Wifey so bad, still continue stepping the crab meat. She's very happy doing it. =.="
Jo refuse to take pictures o.O
End up, Jocelyn and I were playing with the seaweeds and tau pok.
Jocelyn add too much seaweeds into the soup which make us difficult to take the food we want because the whole lumps of seaweeds keep tossing around our chopsticks. Zzz..
Soon after eating, we went back together to bar1 carry on enjoy drinking and singing.
Bosses let us have the VIP rooms for our gathering. Only for our staffs.
Order 2 bottles of Martell for us. It's more than enough cause some of them is busying working and most of them don't drink much.
Few hours later, we ordered some finger food again! We really can eat!
Phinneaus & Jo
The 2 of us keep running over to next door. LOL. It's a Thai disco. Last time Cherry, now they named it Club bubberry.
Jo have sexy long fair legs!! Super envy ):
Jocelyn , Nas and me stay up til 6 plus in the morning then leave home (:
Anyway, that's my last day working there as well.
Enjoy the 1 month spend working with them. Misses!
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