This was wad he said to me

Hey Wendy, in case you were wondering, I was waiting outside school for you today at 5pm that's why i asked. quite dumb cos you didnt even go school, but the time spent waiting gave me alot to think about.

I think you will probably never understand how I feel for you, nor will you ever realise how sincere & true my feelings are for you. You're probably even wondering how I can fall in love with you in such a short period of time. I don't know either.

After all, I told myself that I will not fall in love again after my ex girlfriend, because most girls simply aren't worth the heartache. From then till now, so many other girls have came along, but none of them ever came close to making me attach emotions on them.

You're the only one who made me fall in love, the only girl who made me cry for, and the only girl who made me do anything for you so willingly. I was even willing to let you go, as long as you were gonna be happier if I did.

Remember what I said? I said that if he keeps his promise to treat you better, and you'll be happy forever after, even if it meant that I can't contact you anymore, I was willing to do so. I was contented just watching over you from afar, and contented just knowing that you'll will think of me once in a while. I also don't know how I'm able to think like that for the first time in my life, becos I've always been selfish and never willing to give up the girl I love to another guy.

Since u came into my life, you've made me really happy. All the times we spent together, irregardless of how shortlived they were, I will hold near to my heart for the rest of my life. I will never ever regret knowing you, and I will never ever regret falling in love with you. If time could turn back, I'll do it all over again.

The only thing I'll ever regret for the rest of my life is not being able to make you my baby and introduce you to my family as my girlfriend.

I really wanted to treat you the way you to deserve to be treated, take care of you, protect you and make you the happiest girl on earth. But I guess it's not possible anymore. But I'm still glad we met, because you made me understand what it means to let someone go if you really love her. And even if I am to you just another insignificant guy that you'll forget sooner or later, you'll however always have a place in my heart, a place just for you and no one else.

I won't bother you anymore from now onwards. But I'll still be here if you needed someone. I've already decided to go to England and not come back. Guess that's what I ought to do to make things easier for you.

But you were the only one who ever made me think of not going. I must have been crazy. But if I ever had a choice, I'll choose you without hesitation. And when I'm over there, I will always keep a photo of us in my wallet, at least whenever I'm lonely abroad, I can look at it and remember the laughs we had, the things we did together, getting caught by the police together, sitting by the beach together, how beautiful you looked when you were singing at the playground, your massage, your smile..everything. Remember last night when I said I'll still remember you after 3 yrs? I meant it, cos I'm not the kinda guy who just forgets so easily.

So from the bottom of my broken heart, I wish you happiness. And I'll miss you, always.

Love,Brandon

I'm sorry if you dint wan the msg to be posted up here, but i really don't know what to say to you, one always so caring ;one always in my mind.

This is the toughiest choice i had to make in my life. Any choice will somehow hurt anyone of us.

Nobody can understand my feelings, in such situation i rather have a peace of mind; don't wanna think of anything but time seems to be pushing me hard to a corner; to choose an answer.