Everything comes to an end...
I guess is what that can never change anymore.
It's too late..
I chose to be alone, don't wanna think about others.
What am I suppose to do?
Both decision hurts , I get the hurt too.
(Hello? I'm human too; flesh, blood and feelings too)
The back of my hand and the front of my hand; both flesh =both hurt
(Which part would you want me to stab with a knife? You answer me?!)
Who will really understand my feelings now? Anyone consider for me or just bloody wanna get/ win me over and that's it?
You tell me to choose, by right I shouldn't even think other else but I've been so hurt, since then, I start to ask myself " Will this relationship goes on just like this or what? Will there be second, third or even fourth time I getting the same old mistake done by you and must I accept what ever shit u gave me?"
Though I can forgive but never will I forget everything.
'Til now everything still seems so clear in my mind; the images
I can truly say I'm still happy being with you.
We shared so much things together, hobbies ,interest , characters and thoughts.
Never will i find someone else better suits me than you do.
Do you think it's easy for me to let go? NO!
You must imagine how much things I've been thinking and overcome to make this damn fuking choice?!
I sincerely love you plenty but I rather don't be with you.
It's another kind of feeling which you can never understand.
Being with a person and love a person is so much different.
How you want me to express my feeling which you can't even feel exactly the same way I do.
Blaming me and saying me heartless is all that you say.
Do you think I'm really that heartless?! There must be a reason I love you but why I dun wanna be with you.
Being with you there's far too much of disagreement and always leads to quarrel.
All I can say is " Dui Bu Qi, Wo AI Ni "
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