Happy V' day?

The Superficial..

The smile behind every pain..

I dont know should I say Happy V'day or not Happy.

Everything seems nice on the superficial. Nobody know what's beneath everything deeply.

Gifts, presents, flowers...

Is that all a girl would ever wanted? If that's what you may think, I cannot say that you're wrong but maybe just that we have different upbringing thoughts.

If were to chose, I would want nothing but you and only you by my side spending this special day with me.

11 feb

Went for photo shooting tgt with celestina @ selegie studio.

It was rather fun and honored to be able to have a shooting session with her.

She was great and experience! Damn pretty, make my heart beat fast! LOL.

We had 2 different clothes shoot and I swear any clothes looks well on her. So envy man!


After a 2 hrs shoot, the next model came and to my surprise she's one of my friend's friend. Ariel.

Sadly, I dint take photo with celest on my phone before she rush to work.

I guess, there's more chances.

However, I taken one photo with Ariel.

Nice to know you, Ariel.

The time still far much earlier for me to go to lecture so I waited in the studio watching Ariel pose. She was so cute!

stress Stress STRESS..

-Random

Have been really stress all these days.

The feelin' of being freedom from these stress are far too much.

No mood blog neither nor study.

This isnt me anymore..

I need someone to support me ,acc me thru out the obstacles hand in hand but....

Who will be there for me?

I sense the tragic

Today rush to KK hospital.

I carried a heavy and deeply upset heart along the cab.

These wasn't right.

Morning call , letting the bad news out.

My niece heart beats stopped this morning for 23 mins!!

Fortunately, she was saved but, however this isn't all.

She's in a very critical condition right now. She may just leave anytime.

2 new viruses were found in her body. The very powerful ones.

More stronger antibiotics and morphins were inserted into her body thru tubes.

I'm so afraid, so afraid that she will not be able to take the high concentrated antibiotics.

It's late, my mum and I were yet to sleep. We just cant concentrated to.

Doctors said that she's still very dangerous conditions.





*Please anyone with caring big heart and sympathy, please help her pray. Let her get well soon.. Bless her..

Zouk ♥

Head to Zouk after the long day out after lesson.

Me and Danica. Meeting some friends there.

Hmm, dint wanna say more.

Laziness is a form of sickness.

So just let the pictures do the wonders.

Today's lesson so boring !!

Some pics taken before I head to school :P

Me and my good buddy classmate (:

He's handsome and cool, dont he? (:

Reached school late again today.

Today is my new lesson of BAF, ( Business Accounting & Finance ) the lecturer really speed on the lesson. She went thru it so fast. It's kinda hard for me to catch up and I start worry 'bout this new subject.

Alright I skip away the schooling part before it spoil my mood.

After my lesson, called my mum and meet them at KK hospital because I was on my way down to visit my poor little niece.

Here goes what happen to my niece.. She's only 5 years old and she's suffering from heart problem and blockage of her blood vessels.

Eventually she need to get her operation today but due to her red blood cells were too low for the operation and therefore, make it very risky to start the operation so they decided to postpone it to tomorrow.

Hopefully she will get well soon, or if the operation failed, she will just leave the mortal life..

I went to visit her today. She hardly even open her eyes. She cant even talk. Normally she's always very happy and hyper to see me around and to play with me. But now....

It's so heartache to see her like this. I just hope she will be fine and pass thru the operation ):

By the way, I wonder why are some human so heartless and inhuman. I heard the story about this poor little Malay baby boy (who's on the opposite bed of my niece) was seriously injured on the back of his head. His condition was very much critical. His head was so swollen and bloated.

The tragedy was due to a cruel and heartless stepfather who hit and abused the little baby. It was reported as a police case and the stepfather was caught now in remand.
The baby boy's family members came to visit him and I was there visiting my niece on the day before.

Unfortunately, when I went to visit my niece today, I received the bad news from my cousin. The baby had pass away this morning. That baby's brain was announced dead and only depend of the machines for breathing. Without the machines he was totally helpless. OMG! I was so shocked but I truly felt so heartache to hear this news. I really sympathize the baby and his family members.

Few hours past, my parents decided to leave the depressed place and head to Novena square and Bugis for a walk.

We bought some new clothes and very soon it's already nightfall.

I said " Mummy, I'm tired. I had a made-up lesson tomorrow, I want to head home already..." *Yawn*

Mummy said " OK, let's go home.."

......That's it. That's the end of my tired day..

Previous Photoshooting ♥

Surfing on net in wee hours again.

So happened that I found those CDs that I had all my photo shoots in it while looking for my things around the book corner.

Thought of sharing some as some of the photos has never been exposed out yet before.

There it goes: (Done by Fisheye aka yew kwang)

I'm real fat I admit and confess. I'm not a skinny slim beauty you may think.

Being a nuisance and playing a fool as I was quite tired. A way to release my tiredness.

I"m a "Pa Di Xiong" (a cartoon panda that lays on the floor?)=.="



Doing online clothes shoot: (Done by Eric Lee T.Y.)♥

Love this white dress ♥

(Left)You hardly see me smile with teeth.

Simply love this photo to the max! ♥

Hate is not the worse ,but indifferent.

Today, I'm hurt again.

This time, drastically.

Your words strikes me deeply as if it's saying" I don't love you but neither do I hate you , cos you mean nothing that bothers to me; indifferent."

You say," I'm sorry to have hurt her, I shouldn't have...."

I say," I lose him once and over again, but this time is forever...."

I went wordless.

I've failed. I've lose . I'm hurt. So pain.. Why I always lose you?

Seriously, sometimes humans' thinking really makes me wonder.

Winnie our memories ♥