I've think about it very very long.
I think this is it.
Final decision, I'm gonna give myself time.
Right now I just want to concentrate on my last 2 exams for my course.
After that I'll be finding a admin job.
Hope everything goes well. I'm gonna bring myself back.
The bubbly and naughty lil Wendy. (=
Thanks for all this month your love.
I have to see things clearer and I will move on.
After this month from now would be the dateline I give our love.
My last best try.
After the dateline, things never seems better, I'll get go with no strings attach anymore.
This is when, Wendy will be free and I won't get into r/s for a period of time til I forget every pain.
I believe myself, this is the determination and motivation that pushes me in becoming a successful career woman in future.
Now I know, female is not materialistic and realistic in nature. They gone through many painful paths to becoming one.
So never blame a lady for becoming this way. Money is your future , your trust and your loves!