Baby, as I promise.
I've done my best. Whatever I can.
I know maybe this is not the right time.
After ytd competition, it leads a great impact on you.
I know no matter how you hide, you still feel sad.
I can sense it.
I'm trying very hard to cheer you up.
I doesn't wanna see you so sad. It really hurts me.
I always thought I can be there watching every competition you took part.
Cheering for you, giving u hope and strength.
Last night I cant slp, cos I know probably you can't as well due to competition result.
I know you would be heartache and have many thoughts.
"Baby, don't give up hope, no matter what we are, always remember I'll always be there supporting you. You are the best lion dancer always in my heart~!! Good luck to all coming competition. "
Today is our 6 months together.
I msg-ed you. But you dint reply anything about it.
I can understand you are not in the mood of whatever.
I wrote you comment in friendster. Cheering you for competiton.
But..realise that you dint accept my comment except others.
All above, I don't blamed you at all. Maybe it's me who don't know how to cherish the past.
I admit, all this while, I may not be a gd gf. But I'm been trying very hard. Really hard..
However no matter how hard I keep trying, I can't get you to recognise my effort.
Bi, if being with me causes so much stress to you then I'll rather let you go.
I don't wanna be your burden.
Though I don't bear but I love you. I know I love you alot.
Now I understand what it means to let go someone if you love them.
I really don't bear!!
But I promise this is the last time. I don't want make you pity me.
I failed to make me love me more. I really failed.!
Out of a sudden, everything flashes back my mind.
How we met. Those words you said to me.
Never will I forget those sweet times together.
The way you used to dote me, kiss me, hug me and tease me.
I miss it! I miss everything.!
I can't forget! How I wish we can be like last time what you said.
Help you open a clothing shop and you design it, I help you take care the shop.
That's so sweet..
If were to give me anything, I wouldn't want anything but only you.
Baby, I really miss you and I need you. Unfortunately... You are not here.
Now I only hope to hug you tightly in my arms and cry out loud. How I wish you can realise everything.
