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im back again!

2012-02-17T16:37:00.001+08:00

It's been months I've neglecting my blog. Spending most of the time taking care of the little bubbly Eden. He's been very active as time passes by. Finally, have settled his 1st birthday celebration and done searching and selecting the preschool for Eden. I've discussed and make decision with my hubby to go back work after settle Eden down in Mulberry learning Academy when he's 18 months.

Went down wanting to pay the register fees ytd. To my surprise, they are having HMF outbreak this period! Quickly move Eden far away from the school. In the end, din walk in to pay. The staff there just pass me a set of register forms to be filled up. He just recovered from his fever , I dont want him to catch the bugs again. Wondered why he has been on and off feverish ever since his 1st birthday. Is there other way to boost up his immune system ? I dont wanna him to keep get sick after I sick him to school.

Acc hubby down to Rolex shop to check upon his watch. My heels was killing me then. Had a few blisters walking with my heels. No choice, went into a shop in lucky plaza to get a new pair of heels. Later on, had a walk with hubby and Eden around Ion. Bought a Bebe white tank top. Was again attracted by the old rhinestone design tank after few years. Afterall, I was wearing my sister's all along, so thought of getting one for my own. Wanted to get the short sleeves Tshirt top instead couldn't find it at the Ion outlet. Had a dinner at Paradise Xiao long bao @ Ion level 4 with Hubby, Eden ,Hubby's 2nd bro and mil. Overall, it was a sumptuous dinner. Din manage to try the 8 different colour xiao long bao though. Shall try next time round. :)

Next month march & is hubby's birthday again. Din know what to get for him again. I seldom get present for him. Was kinda guilty and sad as I was not working. Din have my own finance coming. Hubby booked a yatch tgt with his fren to celebrate their birthday there tgt. Can see he was very excited! HAHA! Hope Eden wont feel sea sick as well.

Alright , I shall update again soon! See ya!

When the roosters starts to sing..

2011-08-16T15:03:00.001+08:00

Went to Kbox with shirley and Jayvier last night. It's been many months ever I stepped into there after giving birth to Eden.

We had a enjoyable singing session especially Shirley , with the out of tune of 听海! 听海become 听奶！Lmao!!

Afterwards, I went to meet Cassandra and we head to sk there the sintua to ask a for a peaceful mind. Without Eden by my side, my boobs really going to burst by accumulate all the milk. Went home thought of pumping see whether I can find the pump shield but to my disappointment, I really dint bring it along with me. Sadly, I had to compress the milk out by hand. Wth! It's not that tedious as I thought by still it's kinda tiring thou. My surprised, I'm still able to compress 150ml using hand. Hahaha! Luckily after that Eden hungry again and help me to remove the leftover milk. *Heng ah!*

Hmm, later night got to call up eden's pd clinic to book appt for Eden. His phlegm problem is getting worse and affect his breathing and drink milk. He's having a slight cough n flu too. :( Hope he will be alright soon.

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Location:Pasir ris ehub, kbox

Life goes on..

2011-08-11T15:50:00.001+08:00

Nowadays been so busy that I rarely enter my blog.

Eden is on his 7th month already. How time has passed so quickly.

I'm moving on to another stage with Eden. He's in his stage two now and I'm glad to say that I'm still able to breastfeed him til now. I've also been cooking porridge or si Shen brown rice porridge(with yang Shen) and other purèes into his diet.

Excited to more upcoming recipes that I can cook for Eden very soon!

Thinking back when I just started as a mom, life was hectic and disaster. ( it is still kinda disaster now due to my little active monster)

Ytd I was just chatting with mommy Kim about life we used to be when we were single ladies. Hanging out with friends late night without hesitation, going clubbing often without having to ask our hubby for permission,hang out with friends for a short break chill session without headache who could take care of our baby, sun tanning without worrying bout our baby and our figure and going out with our guy buddies for a chill-out session. All these we used to do without having to worry about anything, cos it's just ourselves. Now everything we do, we got to think twice of our family. Life's just isn't the same anymore. The commitment that we choose is a life-long issue, not something we can simply give up just within a snap of a finger.
It's really a tough decision. However, we both had no regrets for coming this far. There's always pros and cons. You gained something, you lose something just like what my hubby always told me "东西每次都是这样的，有「一」好、没有「两」好。sigh*

Oh ya! Nearly forget! People please congrats me! Because my applications for applying flats has approved and I've gotten my queue number. Although it's very far, 700+ but I still very glad we got a queue number. Hopefully we are still able to get a gd flat
locations and unit. Anyway, FYI I've alrdy applied it for the 4th time! I've applied for archovale cove, punggol parcvista, tampines greenleaf/greengarden and fernvale riverbow/archovale isles. We shall wait for the time for selections of flat in oct. Wee! I'm so excited!

Now these is one step nearer to our family planning's future. Next I shall get my car license ASAP and start planning for eden's 1st birthday celebrations! I hope I can make it a big gd blast for
Eden!

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I finally update! -Weaning My Little Cute Eden!

2011-05-17T14:33:00.000+08:00

Finally, Little mini Eden is in his 4th mth. Times really flies so fast! Thinking back when he's still inside me, how he looked like and what kind of character baby is he still makes me so happy.

Well, finally in his 4th mth, I'm so anxious to start trying out making purée for him to eat already. Hahahaha! I've tried making apple purée for him. It was a success! And he ate so much! Still whined,screamed and cry when I stop feeding him. When feeding him, he saw the spoon coming closer ,he will use his hands to grabbed the spoon from me to put inside his mouth. So adorable! But of cause he ate until the whole hand all purée. zzz -.- Ended up I fed him quite a lot cause I cant afford to see him cry for more. Cry until so 'qi chum'. :_;

I bought the Avent 2-in-1 steamer plus blender. It really make the job alot easier. :D Steam and blend it in one. Dont have to slowly steam with pot and blend with our whole hand. Gd! Save my trouble!

Ytd, fed him with the new organic biscuit from cold storage. Crush the biscuit then added 60ml of expressed milk unknowingly that was too much milk added. Suppose to be purée, ended up become like porridge. Diao! Lesson learned.!

What shall I do today? Thought of doing mash potato for him. Hmmm, shall go downstair NTUC buy washed potato later. Hahahas! Eden's ingredient all have to be in mini size de. Heard those smaller/younger fruits/veggy are easier for them to digest. :D

Another thing to share with u guys! I just went to see 罗志祥 on sat! 14 May 2011! He's super handsome la! Have never seen any man that handsome and attractive,esp he dance and sings sentimental love songs.Super attracted to him! If next time Eden grow up got 1/2 of his handsome,talent and filial piety towards me, I've no regrets liao!I must be dreaming! -.-" Remb last year went to see his 舞法舞天concert was when mini Eden still inside me unnoticed. Still went powerhouse celebrate my friend, yue's birthday. Drank a lot and drank neat with Sim Qiren for 3-4 secs. Smoke some more! Tsk! Lucky nothing happen to Eden. If not I'll be so sad and guilty!

。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。我要减肥！

2011-05-02T13:22:00.001+08:00

翻开一篇篇的久照片，忍不住的感到伤心难过。

以前那漂移的长发，细小的手臂和腰围已经不在了。以往爱穿的衣服也应此挤不进了。虽然一直告诉自己一切都是值得的，但我仍然无法随附心中那份遗憾。

嗨~(( ´Д`)y━･~~ 这就是当妈妈的其中的代价~!

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Location:Choa Chu Kang North 6,,Singapore

About breastfeeding-I'm not a expert, Im just a mom who encounter lots of difficulty in breastfeeding

2011-04-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

Milk supply...

Hi mommies stressing about milk supply?

Fenugreek

You can try fenugreek capsules from the GNC. Fenugreek is a natural herbs that helps boosting in your milk supply.

I've tried but fenugreek doesnt works on me. How?

Try sacred tea.!!

Sacred tea

If you having the same situation as me, tried everything drink fish papaya soup,eating oat and others food that you've heard in aiding the milk supply but still having low milk supply? Same! Doesn't work for me too. So you're not alone here. Just like everyone else, I'm feeling stress and depressing on my low milk supply. I searched everywhere for answer and found sacred tea. Any slight chances of hope, I wish to give it a try.

So I began to order it online a website which I've found.www.sacredtea.weebly.com

Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers

100% Certified organic herbal formula, formulated with specific ingredients proven to successfully increase milk supply within days.("Certified Organic" means the item has been grown according to strict uniform standards that are verified by independent state or private organizations. Certification includes inspections of farm fields and processing facilities, detailed record keeping, and periodic testing of soil and water to ensure that growers and handlers are meeting the standards, which have been set.)
also to protect both mom and baby's digestive systems from common stomach upset, indigestion, constipation and gas.
Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers was exclusively created to help you. The Unique combination of our ingredients makes this herbal formula a powerful cocktail of Vital Nutrients that will help your body to increase your milk supply.
It's 100% safe n tested by hundreds over mothers.
is the #1 natural selling product on the market.
It's created by a woman named Ana sola who is a Professional Labor Assistant, Breastfeeding Consultant,Hypno-Childbirth Educator,Wellness Consultant, Women's Spiritual Counselor, Motivational Speaker and an Author.She do have the same problem as well.
The herbs contains fenugreek powder n seeds n more other ingredient for boosting milk.

What are the ingredients used to make Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers?
Ingredients: Fenugreek Seeds, * Fenugreek Powder, * Fennel Seeds, * Fennel Powder * Anise Seeds, * Blessed Thistle, * Alfalfa Leaf. * 100% Certified Organic.

However, to increase breast milk supply, it is very important that

you MUST nurse your baby on demand, making sure, you are positioning the baby on the breast correctly.
You must follow a healthy diet, drink plenty of fresh water, get plenty of rest, manage your stress levels and be patient. Breastfeeding is a learning experience for mom and baby.
To guarantee a successful breastfeeding experience, it is recommended for you to exclusively breastfeed your baby on demand for the first few weeks, right after birth.

Here is some basic information to remember:

Step 1- Breastfeed your baby on demand;

to be really patient and consistent, especially within the first few weeks.
Milk supply is dynamic. It follows the law of supply and demand.
The more frequently and effectively a baby breastfeed, the more milk the mother's breasts produce.
Sometimes for new moms, not understanding their baby's behavior can lead mothers to think they don't have enough milk even though they actually do.

Step 2- Make sure the baby is latching on correctly and vigorously.

If your baby gets sleepy on the breast, try to gently pinch her cheeks, or tickle her feet. if she get sleepy, remove her from the breast and put her to latch again, making sure she have the entire nipple on her mouth and her lips covers most of your aureole. Remember her jaw needs to be doing the work, not her checks. Place your finger on her throat to make sure she is swallowing.

Step 3- Remember to drink plenty of water!

at least 1.5 liters of water a day. Buy yourself a plastic cup with straw have it close to you and drink ships of it all the time. Drinking plenty of water is very important.

Step 4- Nutrition is very important as well remember this.

Try to have a diet rich in whole foods. Eat whole grains, as is wild rice, brown rice, quinoa (very important grain) oats, and amaranth.
Eat fish especially salmon and if you can many avocados, very rich in omega-3 and omega-6 fatty acids.
Eat roasted chicken and make sure to eat the skin as this has rich nutrients that can help you to increment the milk supply.
Try to have snacks during your meals. Eat seeds, nuts, and hummus with crackers, energy bars, and fresh fruit.

Step 5- Try to control your stress levels

remember that stress is the worst enemy of a breastfeeding woman. Stress can actually be a factor in decreasing the production of milk supply.

Step 6- Forget about schedules for the first few weeks/months

try to get some rest. Sleep when the baby sleep and get as many naps as you can. Sleep deprivation ca be another factor altogether with stress that can influence your ability to produce more or less milk supply.

Step 7- Drink Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers if you need to

increase your milk supply.
This herbal formula is made with 100% certified organic ingredients, is very concentrated, and can increase your milk supply within hours of use*.

WHY CHOOSE SACRED TEA?

1 - 100% CERTIFIED ORGANIC USDA
Every single herb used in the creation of our formula is 100% certified organic, which most brands are not.

2 - SUPER CONCENTRATED FORMULA
Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers is a very unique, innovative herbal formula super concentrated that can greatly help women to increase their milk supply very fast.

3 - SATISFIED CUSTOMERS FROM ALL AROUND THE WORD

Many clients all around the world that after using other brands have come to us in desperation and found out that by using our product they were able to see satisfactory results very quickly.

4 - REAL TESTIMONIALS
Huge amount of testimonials and success stories letters sent on a daily basics. As you can see more websites have just a couple of testimonials or none at all. All our testimonials are real.

5 - 100% POSITIVE FEEDBACKHave a 100% positive feedback customers. To this day and after selling thousands of tea bags, NEVER received a negative testimonial or a request for a refund for unsatisfied customer.

6 - UNRIVALLED OF PURITY AND QUALITY
All herbs comes from the most reputable and exceptional agricultors. Their standards of quality in the growing of their herbs and seeds is of unrivalled in its levels of purity.

7 - SUPPORTING WOMEN
Most important, is a family based business run by women only.

8 - 100% UNCONDITIONAL SATISFACTION GUARANTEED

100% customer service satisfaction.
Most importantly, is to trust your body, have patience and if you think you need it .

Question: regarding for how long a woman can drink Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers.

Response:
Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers is a dietary supplement taken in the form of an herbal tea that can help mothers that are looking to increase their milk production, in two ways.

* One - For those who are experiencing low milk supply, and want to increase breast milk, and

* Two - for those who work full or part time and cannot nurse the baby on demand any more. In this last case, the formula not only will help you to increase your milk supply, but will be helpful in making sure that at least you won't decrease completely, keeping enough for the baby to breastfeed, the few times a day, you can nurse him.

Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers is so powerful, that many women only need to take it for a few weeks, even just a few days. However, many mothers continue drinking the tea, even when the milk supply is not an issue any longer, because of its many health benefits.

I want to remind you, that Sacred Tea for Nursing mothers, have specific ingredients that not only successfully help mothers to increase their milk supply within days, but can as well protect both, mom and baby’s digestive systems from common stomach upset, indigestion, constipation and gas. Besides, it has a great taste and have been proven to be safe for Mom and Baby, by hundreds of satisfied breastfeeding mothers!.

So yes, you can prolong drinking the tea. Many women drink the tea after they reach satisfactory results, because it is many other wonderful health and nutritional properties. I have clients that drink the tea for as long as they do breastfeed their precious babies!

If you initially purchased the tea with the goal of increasing your breast milk supply, once you reach satisfactory results, you can stop drinking it; or you can continue drinking Sacred Tea for Nursing Mothers for as long as you choose to nurse your baby. The decision is yours, but if it feels good and does works for you, why not?

I've personally tried everything I can but still can't increase my supply until I tried this. Really amazed how it really helps. And now I'm no longer worried for low supply even if one day my supply drops again , I will start taking the tea once again. Now my supply was more than enough so I stop taking already.

INSTRUCTIONS GUIDE ON PREPARE THE TEA

For making per cup

1. Put into a pot with two cups of boiling water and add one tablespoon of herbs.

2.Cover the pot, turn the fire to very low and let the herbs shimmer for about 15 minutes.

3. Strain the herbs and pour the liquid into a large cup of tea.

This alternative is for those who want to make one cup of tea at the time.

For making a Pot

1.Put one liter and a half of water to boil, pour three and a half Tbsp of our tea into the pot.

2.Turn the fire down and let it shimmer for about 20 minutes.

3.Strain and pour liquid into a big drinking jar or bottle.

Use it through the day or take it with you to work, or on the go. Drink it hot or as an ice tea for the summer time. This alternative is for those who only want to make the tea once a day, and for those who work out side the home.

NOTE TO TAKE :
You should NOT REUSE the herbs more than once! when you make the tea as recommended the herbs are shimmered for about 15/20 minutes, this will release all the essential nutrients in the water and make the tea very concentrated. When you heat the herbs over and over, the tea will change it's properties and the taste will become a bit bitter.

Note: Recommended to drink at least 3 times of Sacred Tea per day until your milk supply increases. ( Max 4 times a day ) You can reduce to 2 cups a day, then to once if your supply stablished. You may continue to drink until you reach your satisified level or as long as you continues to nurse.

Things that affect breastfeeding:

Smoking
Ginseng; is gd for health and body but bad for milk supply. (chinese medical way)
STRESS!
Not enough resting (milk supply produce when u are relax)
Not drinking enough of milk.
Less blood. (eg: menstruation/hormonal changes DO affect milk supply)

For Any Question: Can visit www.kellymom.com for more info or www.sacredtea.weebly.com for more info about the sacred tea/ordering of sacred tea.

My birth story!

2011-02-28T21:04:00.007+08:00

Baby Eden let me wait so long.. Still don't have any intention of coming out at all. No contractions, no pain, no bleed , no nothing. And finally on the 5th of Jan went back visit Doc, taken CTG and he agreed to for me to induce. Arrange to admit hospital after 12am. Went to eat my fav steamboat 鲜得来 with mil and hubby's brothers and their wife/gf at Bukit Timah after visiting Doc at Beauty World Plaza.

Went home at 10pm plus for the last bath and shampoo! 11.30pm we all ready to head set off to Mount Alvernia.

Admission
Reached there took some pics outside the last time with my big tummy before I went in the delivery suite to do my admission with hubby.

Reached the delivery suite,Hubby go do all the admissions info and the nurse asked me take off all my clothes and undergarments change into the delivery suit and she started by pumping the Fleet (for constipated) into my asshole to make me poo all food out. After a few mins, very fast, I am ready rush to toilet to let off. There goes! All the steamboat I ate just gone! -.-"

When I'm ready, she put the CTG (to test baby's heart beat and mommy's contractions) on my tummy. 12am plus, Dr came and see I'm only dilated 1cm. Then he put the pills for the cervix muscle to soften and to dilate more. After telling me all the info that I need to know, he asked me to take a rest now for tml's push, wish me gd luck and see me tml.

All alone in the room waiting for hubby and the admission things is taking very long time as the queue is very long. I'm alone in the suite , I can hear the lady next door is pushing time to time makes me so nervous. I keep going toilet and because it's a shared toilet, next door I heard already next door change 2 labors mommies give birth to their girls. After hubby is back, we chatted for some time and start to rest early. Throughout the night, don't know is I'm too nervous or what, I can't really sleep. Keep tossing and turning, sleep and awake in between every few mins to a hr. The lower back is aching damn badly. Turn which side also dont feel soothe. The nurses keep coming in to check on the CTG. Take out put back, take out put back when I can finally sleep. Feel kinda irritated thou.

CTG machine.

Burst water bag + put drip
Til around morning 9am Dr came and check on me. I'm only 2 cm dilated! ZZzz. But I feel nth throughout the whole night just abit itchy down there. Then after that he make burst my water bag and start to put me on the drip. He injected something in and told me it's something like aesthetic. To prevent bacteria infection after the water bag burst cause after it burst it's directly contact with the surrounding air. He told me he estimated the time I'll be ready for labor at 3pm on so he'll be back at around 3pm after he close his clinic so if anything the nurses in charge will inform him.

Awhile later, a nurse came to check on my contractions and then she injected another medicine in my drip, she said it was to speed up the dilating of the cervix and I might start to feel more contractions pain after injecting. Hubby was by my side throughout the whole process holding my hands and talk to me constantly. Checking me whether I need anything or some water. He even caught a cold thou with his jacket on. While acc me the whole night and he dint have much rest as I keep waking up and he's worry so he's having light sleep throughout so he could cater to my help in anytime.
Thanks Hubby!! I love you so much!

Contractions starts to come
By 9.30am, I started to feel the contractions pain. As time goes on, it's getting more n more painful. My lower back is very aching. I can feel the pressure it's like pressing down my lower back. The feeling is like gravity is holding your upper body and pulling the lower back downwards.No matter how I lie and position myself, I just can't find a soothing position. In my mind,I told myself, I'm not gonna consider taking epidural. I'm gonna stay strong! Others can do it, so can I. I gonna take it slow. Try to relax myself to let the cervix open more faster. I tahan til around 12pm plus, the pain is getting more and more unbearable. The nurse came to check on my contractions on and off and she asked me whether I need to sniff the laughing gas. She told me it takes 2-3 hrs to actually have the effects so maybe I can consider take it early. So I agreed. She told me to keep sniff it once the contractions come, don't stop cause the effect fades away very soon if I stop sniffing it. When contractions came, I just do what she mentioned, keep sniffing. Starting my hubby asked me "How u feeling baby? Got any effect anot? Still pain? Will 'seh' anot?" I replied " Eh.. Like nothing leh. No effect leh!" Then my hubby laughs. After few times when contractions come again more n more pain. I thought no effect so I just keep sniffing like no body business. In-out in-out very fast motion. Suddenly the feel come liao! I super 'seh'! I hold my hubby's hands and say " Oh my! Wooooo.... Bi, I'm floating now! Feel so high and 'seh' sia!! Help me!! 我头皮发麻！！救命啊！" Then I keep laughing non stop. Hubby keep laughing at me. -.- Nurse came and asked me whether I opt for epidural and we said no, and that was the last time I hear epidural this word.

Contractions getting strong even with laughing gas
I keep looking at the time, Its getting more pain and comes fast. Til I can't stop sniffing the laughing gas. Sniff til I like intoxicated lidat. Sniff til I feel like a drug addict. My whole body is shaking non stop, feeling restless,keep sweating cold sweat and cannot even open my eyes. I can feel my eyes is like keep '翻白眼' when sniffing. Hubby see already very heart pain. Keep hold my hands tightly and throughout the whole process taking tissue put water to wet my lips to prevent my lips getting too dry and also wiping my sweat off my forehead. He constantly encouraged me, asking me to hang on. Reminding me,soon all these 10 mths pregnancy is coming to a end and we will see our cute little baby soon. Because of his encouraging words, makes me hang on and I told myself, unless I really can't take it, if not I wont opt for epidural! Epidural is my last last last option and I will drag my patience overcome the contractions. And when contractions come , I'm too busying enduring it than to think there's still epidural this thing.

Aesthetic in thigh

Around 1pm, really cannot take it so the nurse ask whether I want to inject aesthetic in my thigh, I agreed. After few mins, I feel so dizzy and nauseous wanting to puke. Lucky nurse has already prepare a holder for my hubby to hold when I'm gonna puke. After puke, I felt relieved a little and I fell asleep before the contractions come again. Continuing keep sniffing the laughing gas even after the thigh injection whenever contractions comes on and off. Til around 2pm plus , Dr came and check on my cervix, it's already open to 8cm! Gd gracious! I was relieved to hear that. Hubby still encouraging me constantly non stop. Dr said wait awhile more, asked the nurses to prepare all the things ready for labor, he went for a short coffee break then come back and he get himself change into surgical suite. After awhile Dr check my cervix again and it's 9.5-10cm dilated already! Wee! However, he said but baby's head still on top nv come down to the birth canal! -.-" zzz Sian lor after I hear this! Dr then said prepare to push. Inform the baby Dr Simon Ng to come.We'll try see how. After several times of pushing, I'm exhausted cause I trying to force myself keep pushing non stop continuously and the contractions also keep makes me keep wanna push. Like what few mommies (kim & step) had mentioned, a very very big shit coming out but stuck there, u will keep want to 'gek' without controlling. Like constipated lidat. Damn "gao wei". Then hubby said " Mei mei jia you!! I saw Eden 'car car' outside already which means our Eden is coming out! Keep pushing!! Jiayou!" Then he showed me the 'car car' photo he took outside the suite. =D

Few sessions of several pushing
Again, several times pushing, Dr shaked his head then said hard la. He said the push is very good, he can see the head but once I breathe in for oxygen, Baby's head went deep in again. ZzzzZ. Then Dr told me, "I only help you deliver, the rest must rely on you already. You are young, if can try your best to push out naturally don't cesarean. If this situation continues, Im afraid baby's heartbeat will gets weak and by then must cesarean already. " This is considered a hard labor, I'm afraid you may need cesarean. I heard cesarean this word, I keep pushing hard with all my might when the contractions come..Dr uses the vacuum to suck Eden's head when I try to push. Struggling myself to step on the pedals and holding my thighs up to push hard , with the aid of 2 nurses pushing my tummy downwards from each side and hubby holding my hands tightly and my back up to 45 degrees incline pushing down my tummy. The 2 nurses also keep encourage me telling me "You're doing very good. Such a clever girl know how to control the pushing herself, keep going, keep going! Clever girl! We will help you natural birth, don't cesarean." and they pushing down real hard on my tummy.

Finally, our fruit of love
Finally, on 6/1/11, at 4.1+ pm, weighing 3.12kg, head circumferences 34.5cm,length 51cm, baby Eden is out with a slip of his body with a total labor hours of 7 hrs (From the moment water bag is burst til birth).The end of feeling constipated. Instantly I saw my tummy went down and Eden is placed on top of my boobs. Looking at him, I forgot every pain. Even after that Dr doing the washing and sewing, I dont feel much pain. I was distracted by keep looking at Eden, thinking he's the little one who has developed from a small little membrane to who he become now. The one who grows inside me for the past 10 months! He's our son! Our little 爱的结晶！ For that moment, I felt so happiness, so blissful... So noble.. so brave! Giving birth to him is the bravest thing I ever did in my life! Hubby kissed me on my cheeks and said " baby，辛苦你了baby！我爱你和我们的儿子!" then he went taking photos of every details of Eden's birth.

Dr said to me: "哇！年轻就是好！你很厉害！很能推！"

And to my hubby "很佩服你的老婆！很厉害推！她这样算难产了！可是她可以! 换别人很多都开刀了！"

Nurse: " Clever girl! Very brave! You last time got keep going gym or exercise is it? You very strong! push very well, good job mommy! " Cause after labor I can move myself well from the labor bed to another bed without much help and I look active after labor.

And after that I was pushed to my ward at St.Raphael ward. Mil and hubby's brother is already outside waiting for me and Eden!

SO HAPPY

HAHA Don't remind me that I look very horrible and fat! I know!! LOL!

Happy Chinese New Year!

2011-02-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

Chu yi.

Our First Little Family CNY!

Cheeky boy don't want look into the camera!

My little mini mickey mouse!

Take picture! *cheese*

One thing I dislike is I always can't find a proper clothes to fit on those enlarge saggy boobs! Sian! Super saggy after I start bf-ing.

He's struggling for milk again ! -.-" That explains why all the photos are in this kind of face. zzz

This yr cny very sian. No more Ang bao-s take yet still must give ang bao. Only left Eden's ang bao-s.

2 exchange 1, super bo hua but I still love this cny because we've got Sweetheart Eden!

Chu er dint go many place so nv take pics.

Only took Eden.

Smiling when sleeping! :D

Spill out his tutu.

Updates of little mini sweetheart Eden

2011-02-07T16:20:00.000+08:00

Just some updates pics of Eden!

Loves the way he smile! :D My mini mini sweetheart!

Yawning!

^0^ *pull pull mommy hair!

Hello everybody! My name is Eden and I look like hamburger!

Add caption

Always sleep til tu-tu drop/ spill out.

I'm ultraman!! Pi-u pi-u pi-u!

Haha! Like to disturb him!

Post after long time laid back

2011-02-07T16:04:00.000+08:00

I've so much to blog about and my blog is so laid back now til I don't know where should I start from.

Life has been hectic after I delivered Eden. I become so busy that I dint have time for myself. Not even a short nap. Just like what all mommies have said. Now I finally squeezed out some time to blog while my sweetheart Eden is sleeping.

I've been staying over at my mom's place during confinement. First few weeks have been stressing that leads me sleepless every night. Dint have much help thou during confinement, I find myself have to busy figuring out how to handle every situations and taking care of Eden all by myself. I've got so stress that I nearly breakdown cry and I'm easily frustrated and agitated at little things. Sometimes Eden really makes me going mad cause I don't know what he wants yet he keep crying even I've done everything I know to soothe him. He's simply makes me 又爱又恨. Esp I'm feeding breast milk, I can't be stress. I've to stay in a calm and relaxed manner in order for me to increase the milk flow if not my milk wont come out and slowly decreasing. Family support is very impt when feeding bm. You need a lot of patience, encouragement and respect. Bf-ing is the best that a noble mom can give for her babies. Not all mom are able to take up all these stress and it's very difficult on them. I hope I can have the support and understanding to stay on and continue feeding him for at least 6 mths and above.

Ytd was the day that Eden became officially one month! Congratulations my precious mini sweetheart Eden! I've been waiting for this day so long even thou I end my confinement early like FINALLY. Everyday I was hoping, hoping that Eden will grow up fast and everyday I've been taking care of him til now after I've moved back to hubby's place. I'm a full time mommy learning things and trying to get the hang of his schedule day by day. Now I've learn to take things slow and step by step at a time. I'm actually quite happy and contented that I'm able to do all these by myself. I clean him, change his diapers, bath him, feed him, coax him to sleep ,simply almost everything all by myself and I still trying hard to continue feeding him with EBM as long as possible. These are what I do daily. Things aren't easy. Nobody in the house does more than what I can do to nurture him and take care him. Thanks to all the super mommies who helped me, advised me , teach me and answer tons of my questions with patience.

As times goes by, I feel that I'm slowly getting used to him like the way he getting used to me now. Always fall asleep when I put him on me. Listen and slowly recognize my presence and voice. I can't wait til the day he start recognize me as his mom and call me mommy.
Now, he can start

recognise voices
turn over from side to front
turn his head left to right (once a while esp he's hungry)
lift up his head for a few seconds. (like 3-5secs?)
Always loves doing stretching and making stretching noise almost every time.
Loves drinking water
Loves bathing
Drinks up to 100ml
Cry mostly because hungry & wind inside stomach. (will not cry when he poos/urine/hiccups)

Topic back to me, I'm so so wish that I can slim down even more faster esp my chubby arms and thighs. Even I'm pumping out my breast milk every day but I don't seems to slim down that fast and much like some mommies. I'm so envy of them. Haiz. Hoping to slim down back to last time 42kg when I'm at my slimmest moment after I finish my post natal package. ):

After baby shower event on 30th of Jan. The only pic I took that day. Too busy to take photos. You can see how shag my face is.

1 Feb, the reunion dinner with my family.


Chubby cheeks!

*P.S: Will update my birth story when I have more time.

A quick updates!

2011-01-18T12:10:00.002+08:00

A quick updates!

Wa liao! Seriously , I fat til my eyes also cannot see lo. My nose super fat and swollen la!! :(

I think I look like piglet here lo.

My baby boy is finally out on the 6/1/2011 ! Super shag after 7 hrs of contractions! So ugly right! Big differences ba! LOL!

First min! See my boy! Look like me in this picture huh!

Hello my bb boy!

Open eyes look around!

Discharge lo!我们回家咯！

The bear bear hubby bought to cheer me up while bb Eden in hospital 1 day before to 'BBQ' cause of jaundice.

Burping!

His classic look! The mouth always lidat!

Lastly, I hate confinement! I'm still hang on! Jia you le! Shall update my birth story soon when I'm free again :) See you guys!!

EDD is today!

2011-01-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

Today is BB Eden's EDD already. Now has past 12 am. Ytd just visited the Dr and decided to induce on the date of 5/1/2011. A day after my EDD. BB Eden should be able to arrive and see this world for the first time on 6/1/2011, Thursday. I know many are wondering why not induce earlier, why wait til now. Because Bb Eden's head have not been engage in earlier stage and my cervix has not open yet. Dr was afraid if I choose to induce earlier, I may need a ceasrean if BB Eden still isn't ready to come out and might causes his heartbeat to be weak for staying inside too long.

Actually I would want a early labor due to many reasons.

I don't wanna clash the baby shower into CNY period after my confinement.
School intake, Eden can choose to join the 2010 intake instead of 2011 cause the 2010 intake ends at the first few days/1 week Jan.
If baby shower to be clash with CNY, how am I going to cope for the things to prepare for CNY and baby shower stuffs together? And of cause the cost of the buffet for baby shower will certainly goes up higher during CNY.

There's many that I'm worried for however BB Eden wishes to choose his own date and Dr refused to allow me induce any days before my EDD so I guess I can only take one step at a time slowly organise everything. Hope when time to come, it won't be in a chaos.

Conclusion:
05/1/2011-6.30pm :Wed night visit Dr to insert the pills for induction.
06/1/2011-12am :Check in to hospital for labor waiting.

Wish me luck people! Hope I can withstand the power of using Epidural!

Still waiting......

2010-12-31T00:53:00.000+08:00

Counting down 4 more days to go! Jia you Eden!! Jia you Wendy mommy yang!!!

I wonder how? I wonder why?

2010-12-21T13:58:00.003+08:00

Baby Eden! Mommy is still waiting for your arrival! Please come out soon! ):

Mommy awaiting for your arrival !

2010-12-09T15:59:00.001+08:00

Counting down the days towards my Baby Eden's full term and I'm ready to start my waiting game.
Went for check up along with hubby ytd, Dr warned me again about my weight gain. ):
When he look at my new weight record, he sighed and look at me wordless for few secs and then he said.."... Your weight really.... you really must control. Stop eating those fattening stuffs and lock your fridge up.."

I felt so guilty and remorseful. I feel like I'm a big fatty who just can't resist on those fattening food. That moment I felt so sad, feel like crying. Because of my weight gain and the 地中海贫血 previously tested, I need to do another blood testing on my next appointment, also Dr is afraid that my weight gain can leads to a post-diabetes so I have to do a diabetes check up as well for precaution just to check.

Now, left a week to 37 weeks full term. Days getting closer and I'm getting more excited but scared. Though before that, I read up a lot information and mommy's experiences when giving birth but I'm still kinda nervous actually. I just try not to think so much and let nature takes it course. At another point , I'm also very excited cause soon , I'll be hugging that little precious boy of mine in my arms and snuggling him to sleep.!

Every now and then, I can feel him so much. He's moving everyday actively. So happy for him too. I love to see him moves around and I'll talk to him and *sayang* him whenever I catch him moving. My tummy is getting harder and heavier each day. Getting off from bed every midnight for toilet trips and every morning seems to be a tedious job for me now. Recently, I keep having cramps/contractions below. It feels like a sudden sharp pain and it just shoot up my anus on and off daily. Something like a cramps. I think that's what Dr calls it Braxton Hicks. A contractions that most pregnant women will experience it. As your due dates gets nearer, it become stronger and last longer. *Phew~*

At this time, I will move to my cousin house at Compassvale to stay for the time being til I deliver as no one is at home to look after me. I hope after that when I come back, the house and room is clean and ready for me and Baby Eden. That's your job already, right hubby? *evil winks* :D

Well, before I end my post today, I would like to share some pics that I've taken during around 32 weeks with the help of my friend. Edmund Tan

Proudly presents, The Pregnancy life of Mommy Wendy & Baby Eden!

My Baby Eden!

Looking back at these pictures, I really feel very touched and proud from the bottom of my heart that I'm gonna be a mom very soon! 妈妈真伟大！^^

Santa santa baby?

2010-11-21T09:58:00.001+08:00

Have been lazying around these few days. Let lazy bugs climbed on me so I dint get to update my blog.

Well, life have been fine for me but the process of being pregnant is making me sick and tired already. As time gets closer, I become more and more impatience. I wanna faster get to see my Baby Eden! Of cause, no doubt I'll be missing the period of pregnancy after birth.

All these while I've realised that I've became darker and darker on my skin. It looks so dull and everyone started calling me "Auntie!" Ya! Even my mommy calls me that too. I've changed so much due to hormones and really pray that after birth ,I'll be back to my glowing self. So upset! My face have bloomed so much like a balloon. Pimples are getting on my nerves! They keep coming like having party and ended with many dark spots. *Tsk! Indeed a great impact on me!

Lastly, at least I've a supportive family, friends and hubby always there for me. Regardless of how I've changed and become. Hubby dint neglect me thought I wasn't looking the same as last time. HAHA! Instead, he tried to consoled me by telling me is the size of the clothes shrink, and keep convince me that it's all due to pregnancy hormones and after birth I'll be back to myself like last time. HEHE! He is indeed a sweet hubby!

Even when going out / outside together, he will always hold my hand and walk slowly with me. Especially when there's a lot people, he will even hold me by my tummy and be a guide beside me. Thank you hubby!

When visit my gynae on Friday 19/11/10. Routine, scanning and explaining Baby Eden's growth. Baby Eden, as usual. Moving more and more. Keep doing stretching inside me. =x I guess he's running out of space soon. Though I've ate a lot, to my surprised this time I dint increase any weight. Still remain as 61 kg and I dint have +ve for high sugar in my urine test! It works as I cut down the sugar/food intake.

Dr Lim said that Baby Eden is now in a acceptable weight, weighing around 2.4-2.5 kg and an average will be around 3kg. He said if Baby Eden remains 2.++kg he will be easy labor so he encourage me to continue cut down if possible. Dr Lim also mentioned that Baby Eden will probably be a Santa baby! Wee! How I hope so he will be. So now I'm afraid he's feeling squeezy inside and getting impatience to come out. Though I wanted to see him so much from the beginning til now, for now I just hope that he can drag til 24th- 25th of Dec after he's full term on 14th Dec.

I told Hubby, Baby Eden probably gonna be a Santa baby! His name is inside the bible and it's all related to Christian! HEHE! We both thought if that's the case , it's gonna be fate.

Baby Eden, do you wanna be a special baby and born on Xmas day?! If you do, please be patience and tolerate around 1 week plus to 24-25th Dec after your full term ok? Mommy really wish to keep you in me till Xmas day for my big big Xmas gift! Mommy love love my Baby Eden so muchieeee!!

Officially 8th months today!

2010-11-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 32 weeks to my little precious!! Wee!
I'm so happy and excited! It's getting real close! Blink of eyes and I'm entering my 8months of pregnancy!

Seriously I can't wait to see my cute little Eden! I've been fantasied so much on his face all along! He's moving so much today! I guess he's very happy too because another one more month we will be able to meet each other for the very first time!

♥ My little Baby Eden!!♥

He's my mini cute cute precious!!♥♥♥ I love him ttm!♥♥♥

Just now while still sleeping , I dreamt of 2 dreams with little Bb Eden inside the dreams with me.
Though, the first one was a very scary one. IT freaks me out! I decided to shared it out so that the bad ones won't become real.

1st Dream:
I dreamt of Baby Eden came out before his full term but he's healthy. The labor was very fast and painless without i noticing it. However, though the doctor wrapped him up with a blue cloth but they just left him there unattended and he's feeling very cold. When I went over to touched him, his body became cold and hard already!! *Cries!* I ran around asking " How? Why?! What happened to my baby?!!! " No one could answer me. Then I faster went to make a hot bottle of milk and make him drink........ finally, he blinked his eyes, stared at me and gave me a very sweet smile and it really melts my heart. I broke into laughter and cried.!

2nd Dream:
The 2nd one was around the same. Fast and painless labor that I dint know I've given birth to my baby. But this time, he was healthy, quiet and obedient. He's small and adorable. So huggable! He keep looking at me with his innocent eyes and naive little face! I hugged him throughout and feed him with milk.

My 2 dreams were kinda funny isn't it? But it's always common for pregnant lady to dream of all the weird stuffs. I feel that the 2nd one was more realistic! I like that!!

Now in my 8 months, the common signs that I'm having now isn't very worse compare to some of the mommies. I hope it would just stay the way it is until my labor day.

Common signs:
Backaches
BH contractions (once a very long awhile)
Leg cramps (once a very long while & lasted only few secs.)
Shoulder blade aching
Heartburns
Heavy & spinning head
Slight migraine (once a awhile)
Short of breath
insomnia (most of the time)

Lucky all of it comes one at a time. It wasn't so worse when I'm in my first trimester. All the morning sickness makes me so uncomfortable.

Tml will be my last day doing prenatal massage already. Gonna enjoy it the last time before I start my post natal massage. Hmmmm~

Xiaoboy's wife's gonna delivery very soon! Should be this week , probably on thurs or fri! Wao! I'm so excited for them! I can't wait! I wanna see little baby Jerry!!

Bb Eden likes to shake his butt?!

2010-11-05T23:00:00.001+08:00

It's BB Eden 31 weeks and 3 days! That means another around 6 more weeks , he will be in his full term. Hopefully by that time BB Eden won't let me and babyhubby wait too long.

Jolynn (Thanks Sweet!) accompanied me to Dr appointment ytd. I'm gaining weight again. Too much weight, I'm 61kg now and I'm not yet in my 8 months. Really gonna cut down my food intake and stop eating too much already.
Dr advised me twice already. Cut down on my sugar intake or else BB Eden probably will end up too big will need to be cesarean and also I may have high risk of diabetics after birth. OMG! I don't want cesarean please.! If not, it would be even worse than having epidural for normal delivery. Dr also advised me to cut down on my food intake as I'm gaining weight too fast. He's afraid I may have difficulty in slimming down after birth.
Now I must really stop myself, I don't want to put BB Eden and me into risk.

As usual routine, scanning my BB Eden and realised that I've mistaken his position. Previously last scanning, BB Eden's legs were at my right side of the tummy and the hands at my left side of the tummy while head is below. All awhile I thought he still remained at that position.
But now, Bb Eden has already turned. His legs are at the top (under my ribcage), head remain below and his hands are at my right bottom side of my tummy. Whereas the area where he always been moving/poking/kicking around (my left side of tummy) is actually his body and butt! All along I thought was his hands moving but no! Is the butt! =.="

I've read some articles about food intake. Maybe this will help. Hope after that my weight will either lessen or stay on.

www.babycenter.comI find this website very helpful, have been reading up and checking up information ever since I'm in my first trimester. They have tons of FAQs and information inside to help you get along with pregnancy and even after pregnancy. Information of how to handle the things that you may experience while taking care your baby Many videos provides you the visual understanding and experience which is not too gross or too bloody for pregnant moms to watch. They also have free Iphone applications for you to install.

Today I'm gonna share this topic with parents. How to cope with Crying & Colic?

22 strategies for soothing a colicky baby

It may take some trial and error, because what helps one colicky baby might not do anything for another.

Check the bottle.
If your baby's bottle-fed, it's important to find a bottle that won't contribute to his gulping. The more air he swallows with his feeding, the more likely tummy trouble will be.

The nipple should have a hole that's not too small, which could frustrate him and make him gulp for more food, or too large, which would cause the liquid to come at him too quickly.

Some bottles are specially designed to reduce air intake. Some are curved, while others have internal vents or liners, which prevent air bubbles from forming in the liquid and keep the nipple from collapsing.

Keep feedings upright.
You might try holding your baby more upright during feedings to help the formula or breast milk travel more smoothly to his tummy. If he's curled up or hunched over, he's more likely to trap some air in there with his food.

Eliminate frantic feedings.
Feed your baby before he's starving — if he's crying from hunger, he's more likely to gulp air along with his meal. Try to feed him in a calm environment: Turn down the lights, put on some soft music, and ask siblings to play quietly (you can always hope).

Burp him often.
Frequent burping will help get air bubbles out of your baby's tummy. Don't wait until he's finished a full-course feeding to burp him. Prop your infant up for a burping when you change sides during nursing or every few minutes when bottle-feeding.

Adjust your diet if you're breastfeeding.
If you think that your baby may be sensitive to something in your breast milk, try eliminating dairy products (milk, cheese, yogurt) for a couple of weeks, which is how long it takes for the cow's milk protein to work its way out of your milk.

If that doesn't do the trick, you might take a look at spicy foods, wheat products, nuts, strawberries, cruciferous vegetables (such as cabbage, broccoli, and cauliflower), garlic, caffeine, and alcohol. Stop eating likely offenders for a few days, then introduce them one at a time, waiting to see if your baby reacts to one item before introducing the next. The process may take a while, but if it saves your baby any crying time at all, it's worth it.

Ask about a formula change.
Formula doesn't often cause colic, but if your baby is colicky, a change may be worth a try. Ask your baby's doctor about switching to a formula that doesn't contain cow's milk protein.

Brew a natural remedy.
Parents have long treated colicky babies with natural remedies like weak herbal teas (especially fennel, dill, anise, peppermint, and chamomile). You'll want to be careful with dosages, so consult a reliable herbalist and always talk to your baby's doctor. Some breastfeeding moms report that if they drink the herbal tea themselves, their babies benefit noticeably.

Try an over-the-counter solution.
Many parents have great luck giving their colicky babies gripe water (a preparation made from herbs and sodium bicarbonate). Or you might want to try over-the-counter anti-gas drops if you think gas is what's bothering your baby. Make sure you're buying drops created specifically for babies, and — as with any medication — get your doctor's okay before using either of these.

Massage your baby.
A gentle belly rub might help dispel gas or at least help your baby's tummy — and psyche — feel better. You might also try placing your baby across your knees, tummy down, and rubbing his back. This sometimes helps release excess pressure.

Use a (warm) hot water bottle.
Some babies appreciate the feeling of warm water against their belly. Fill a hot water bottle with lukewarm water and wrap it in a towel. Place it on your belly and let your baby lie on top of you. Be very careful not to make the water too hot, though — what feels warm to your tummy may be too hot for your new baby's skin.

Get noisy.
Babies like sounds that remind them of the rhythmic heartbeat and whooshing noises they heard in the womb. Your baby might be comforted to sit in his infant seat near the clothes dryer as it's running or in a front pack while you vacuum. Or he might calm down when the exhaust fan is on in the kitchen.

Make music.
Sing to your baby or try a CD of lullabies or other gentle tunes. You can even find CDs of soothing womb sounds. On the other hand, some parents report that their colicky babies prefer loud rock!

Move it.
Babies are comforted by gentle motion of all kinds, so invest in a rocker, baby swing, or simple bouncer. Your baby might also find it soothing to be walked around the house in a front pack or sling. Keep in mind that he may prefer being held higher in the pack, close to your chest and your heartbeat. Try gently bouncing up and down in this position while hugging your baby close.

Do the baby bicycle.
Put your baby on his back hold his feet and gently move his legs in a bicycling motion several times a day.(Diaper changes are a good time to try it.) For some babies this relieves gas and other tummy discomforts.

Get behind the wheel.
Many parents find that a ride in the car — with its movement, noise, and vibration — is the best remedy for colic. Buckle your baby into his car seat and go for a drive to get a change of scenery for you and (possibly) relief for your baby.

Try a different atmosphere.
If you've been indoors, it may help to take your baby out for a walk, either in the stroller, a sling, or a front pack. The new sights, sounds, and smells may distract him, and the fresh air and rhythmic movement of walking may calm him and allow him to fall asleep. On the other hand, if you've been out and about with your baby all morning, some quiet time at home might be just what he needs.

Hush!
While some babies are comforted by motion, noise, and activity, others need less stimulation and respond better to quiet, stillness, and darkness.

Swaddle.
Think about how snug your baby was before his birth, and you'll have a good idea how wide the world seems to him right now. Swaddling — an ancient method of wrapping your infant in a blanket or cloth — can help a baby feel less out of control. You can try swaddling your baby during feedings if he has trouble focusing on his meal, or wrap him up before his usual colicky period or before you put him down to sleep.

Not only might swaddling help your colicky baby get to sleep, there's a good chance it will help him stay asleep, too. Researchers have found that babies who are swaddled sleep more soundly than those who aren't. That's because when a baby twitches during sleep, his own movements can wake him up. Swaddling keeps that little twitch from becoming a full-fledged flail he's unlikely to sleep through.

The swaddling technique is easy to master. Once you find that your baby loves to be swaddled, you may even want to invest in a special swaddling bunting.

Scent the environment.
Some babies respond well to scent. Aromatherapists develop specific essential oil formulas for a variety of problems and conditions, from headaches and fatigue to anxiety and fear.

You might try one developed for calming and soothing nervousness. (Some are made specifically to help calm babies.) A spritz of chamomile in the bedroom or a lavender-scented bath might also do the trick (if not for your baby, then for you).

Bathe your baby.
A warm bath in the middle of your baby's colic time might distract and relax him enough to help. Some babies also love to be held in the shower, with the spray on their back. Your baby may enjoy the rhythmic beating of the warm water as well as the sound.

Offer a pacifier.
Anything that helps your baby calm down is priceless right now. For some babies, sucking is the ultimate soother. So you might want to try offering a pacifier, even if you ordinarily wouldn't. Or encourage your baby to suck on his finger by gently putting it in his mouth.

Stick to a routine.
You'll want to feed your baby whenever he's hungry, but otherwise he might find some comfort in a set routine — baths, walks, naps at certain dependable times. Your baby isn't watching the clock, of course, but he does carry a sense of the rhythm of his days.

How to keep your sanity

An inconsolable baby is a tough trial for a new parent. It's enough to make you cry. Go ahead. Also keep in mind:

It's not personal.
When your baby spurns your attempts to console him or seems angry with you, remind yourself that he's too young to comprehend the concept of blame. And while there are things that you can do to try to console him, his having colic has nothing to do with your parenting skills.

You can't do it alone.
Share baby care with your partner. Have a friend or relative take over for you once in a while so you can take a peaceful walk or a refreshing shower.

If you find yourself becoming angry or frustrated with your baby, take a deep breath and gently lay him in his crib. Then call a friend or a relative to come and stay with your baby while you calm down.

If there's nobody you can call to come and support you in person, contact a local crisis hotline or a child abuse hotline. The people who staff these phones will know how to help you.

You're helping your baby, even if he's still crying.
You may not be able to keep your baby from crying. In fact, it's possible that crying is exactly what he needs to do, and you can best help him by respecting and accepting that. Continue to hold him, rock him, whisper to him — and let him cry, all the while assured of your love.

Happy 30th weeks to BB Eden - late post

2010-10-28T16:06:00.000+08:00

Finally , BB Eden hit the 30th weeks! 2 more weeks and he's entering his 8 months in my tummy! Time flies real soon!
He's growing well and fast. I can feel my tummy becomes harden and heavy. Especially when climbing up the stairs. Feel so exhausted but that doesn't stop me from climbing up and down the stairs.

His eyelashes, hair and eye brow are now fully grown. Able to responds to lights and almost all the major organs are functioning now.

I can feel BB Eden is getting more and more active each day. Now, he will be kicking , moving and poking me every day. Especially the nights, without his favourite nursery songs on while sleeping, he will be throwing tantrums. Kicking and poking me, feels like he's telling me that he wants to hear music to sleep or else, he just makes me goes tossing and turning on bed. So naughty! He just don't bother about what I said and even when I said " mommy is angry if you are not going to sleep! Mommy is so tired already and I'm so gonna whack your butt if you not going to sleep!" BB Eden still! Wants his music on then he will get into sleep obediently.

BB Eden likes:
Moving around a lot during daytime due to lights.
Sleeps only when his favourite nursery CD is played.
Toss around to find his most suitable position.
Moves when I eat the food/fruits that I loves.
When daddy caress him and talks to him.

BB Eden dislikes:
Sleeping without his favourite nursery songs.
when I neglect him too much by playing long hours of games on computers. moving/poking/kicking/elbow jab me.
when my sitting/sleeping position restrict his space inside my tummy. He will protest by kicking and elbow jab my tummy.

Went for my prenatal massage yesterday with the accompany of babyhubby. Finally reserve a therapist that I enjoy so much with her massage skill and chats. She taught me a lot and have good massage skill. She manage to capture all my acupuncture points. Left 2 more weeks to my 8th months means left 2 more sessions of massage before I need to stop my prenatal massage.

My precious cute little mini Eden, please don't keep throwing tantrums. I know you are a very particular baby but please be good boy. Mommy will be very happy if you listen to me and be a good obedient boy boy.

Tuesday, we went to HDB hub to check out the new BTO flats at Sengkang and it's showroom. The design were beautiful and the whole house looks cosy. We thought the surroundings and the house were convenient & beautiful so decided not to waste more time and just try our luck applying it. Hopefully we can get selected.

Babyhubby's 3 off days *poofff!~* gone so fast! *Humpppfff~*
I wish he had more off days but I'm just dreaming. He needs to work for our future.
Poor babyhubby had a very very serious ingrown nails which is making both of his big toes swollen and infection but yet he still have to wear covered shoes daily for work.
His nails is so thick and cuts in so deep into his flesh. I wanted to help him cut but it's simply too painful for him to go on. Now only can wash and apply the creams that Dr gave him, see whether it get's better.

My cute little niece. :D

2010-10-20T17:15:00.001+08:00

My big tummy with BB Eden!

Can you see the different?

This one more obvious.

Finally I took pictures my cute little niece.!

Changing diapers.

I said :" Twist! And she twist like this! AWWWW!~ Baby Cryst and my brother.

Happily munching the cereal biscuits before dinner arrives.

And she shared some with her daddy who is my brother.

There's one point of time , she just stuffed the whole cereal biscuit into her mouth just to keep her hands free.

Then she started playing with the bowl and spoon.


After dinner, we went back home and it's time for baby cryst to have her shower before she head home for her sweet dreams. She's adorable is she?!

Times up for bed! She's sucking her fingers already.

Happy 29 weeks to Lil Eden!

2010-10-19T19:01:00.002+08:00

our baby's head is getting bigger, and brain growth is very rapid at this time. Nearly all babies react to sound by 30 weeks.

Your baby's nutritional needs reach their peak during the third trimester. You'll need plenty of protein, vitamin C, folic acid, iron, and calcium (about 200 milligrams is deposited in your baby's skeleton every day), so eat foods rich in these nutrients. The skeleton hardens even more and the brain, muscles, and lungs continue to mature.

Click to see Video of 28-37weeks pregnancy

You and your baby are beginning your last trimester together. At 28 weeks, your baby weighs just over 1kg (2lb). He'll more than triple his weight between now and birth, and build a layer of fat that will help keep him warm outside the womb.

Your baby's skeleton is hardening. The bones in his head have not yet fused together, which will allow them to slightly overlap as his head passes through the snug space of the birth canal.

Billions of neurons have developed and are firing in your baby's brain, creating essential connections that will help him learn in and outside the womb.

Your baby can open his eyes now and see the light that filters through your womb. He can hear, too, so go ahead and talk or sing to your baby.

As your due date nears, your baby will shed small bits of vernix caseosa, the white "cheesy" substance that covers his entire body and protects his skin from the amniotic fluid he's floating in. Your baby swallows some of these bits, along with other secretions, which pass through his digestive system to become his first bowel movement.

My lovely lil BB Eden is now 29 weeks.
One more weeks to go and he will be hitting his first 30 weeks.
Way to go BB Eden!! Mommy is here to accompany you throughout all this stages. Don't be afraid and feel insecure.
BB Eden is getting more kicks and movements nowadays. Mommy can sense that you are really growing bigger inside.
Though BB Eden move more often, It's not painful yet and I'm still glad to feel every of his movement letting me know he's actively growing in my tummy.
BB Eden , mommy loves you more than anything to sacrifices anything just for you to grow healthy.

Personal jokes
Was chatting with my mommy while on bro's car yesterday.

I said: " Mommy! Why your top part of teeth so lousy? All fake only left 4 real tooth? 啊姆（aunty) 60 years old already , her teeth are all still real and strong." ( for your info, my mommy dropped another teeth while biting the coconut flesh from its shell.)

Mommy replied: " give birth the three of you lo, suck away all my calcium make my teeth so weak."

I said: "啊姆 also give birth three children! What's the different?"

Mommy anxiously replied: " HELLO!! When she give birth, all her babies are very small in size ok! I was around when she gave birth! I gave birth the three of you like MONSTERS! All at least 3kgs. Awhile "mommy I want milo! " awhile" mommy I want kopi!" Your kor kor worst! I once not at home , he took the milo tin and finished all the milo powder inside. NOT use drink but use EAT wan! "

After mommy made this comment we burst into laughter. Esp me! Cause I contributed in eating up the milo powder as well!! HAHAHA! But it's true, many pregnant women get weaker teeth after giving birth.

Before I end my post, I would like to Congrates all the brave mommies who have been struggling throughout the 9months plus to see the arrival of their babies!

Congratulations!

Mommy Alicia -Oct
Mommy Fiona - 17 Oct
Mommy Stephanie - 18 Oct

Gynae visit.

2010-10-16T17:22:00.001+08:00

Thursday 14 oct went to visit Dr Lim. He explained further to me on how baby will be coming out and contractions then continued with scanning.

Lil BB Eden is very naughty. Keep moving around when Dr Lim is doing the scanning then suddenly, he kicked directly at the scanner!! Hohoho! We all shocked by his actions. He keep kicking, don't know is excited or what. Hmm.. you ahh.. this lil naughty boy! Think he really hate it when doctor is rolling the scanner around my tummy.

Dr Lim asked me if I have come out with BB name already. As when I told him "His name is Eden!" Dr Lim just nice scanning his heartbeat and made a remarked " I think BB Eden is angry cause his heartbeat is beating very fast and he seems agitated and frustrated as he keep moving.

Overall , BB Eden is doing well in my tummy. The amnotic fluid inside the water bag is sufficient for him. Just that Dr had advised me not to take in too much sugar intake as he afraid BB Eden might grow too big for natural delivery when near to his EDD.

OHH! So cute my lil bb Eden! However, my BB Eden , you must be patience ok? Cannot be like these so naughty huh? Don't be so bad-tempered and impatience in the future alright? Mommy will love you and teach you good. Give you all mommy can give so you must learn how to be 知足 in the future k.

Next appointment will be on the 4th of Nov. By the day arrivals Mommy Stephanie's BB Addison will have arrive and Mommy Cassandra's BB Destinee will soon arrival.

Dr gave us this goodies bag. Wee! I have goodies bag!

And I begin to exploreeeee.....

There's magazine for choosing chinese names and make baby hair brush.

Sample of Huggies diapers.

A brochure of the Enfa widget where you can download a personal schedule diary upon your BB growing stages.

The sample pack of Anmum milk for pregnant moms!

A booklet to assist you on breastfeeding knowledge.

Includes Avent 20% off Voucher and baby moisturiser cream.

A booklet with lots of discount voucher. I have 2 of this booklet unused. Another from Mount Alvernia. Anyone need it can ask from me cause BB Eden haven come out yet a lot will not be able to use now and it expires on the end of oct this year. So ask from me if you interested.

If you are interested in getting catering or buffets for your baby 1st month. There's a brochure advertising as well.

Pigeon baby wipes , lotion and nursing pads.

This booklet contains a lot of information too. :D

And I found this page advertising..

Mommies who are interested can send your baby pictures for the contest. Try your luck, you'll never know that you may be the winner.

"Are you overweight?..." Your BMI= Your weight

your height x your height

Stay Happy In The 7th Month.. !

All my mini BB Eden clothes!!

2010-10-12T13:25:00.004+08:00

I know these is too much. Always tried to control myself not to buy too much. All these clothes are contribute by my cousin, my mommy, my aunt and me! Some belongs to my cousin's son previously. Every time bought new clothes, I will just pass it to my cousin. She will help me wash and prepare everything for mini BB Eden's arrival !! Thank you Wendy jiejie!

Don't be too shock as you scroll down!
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TADA~!

The handkerchief!

BB Eden's clothes!!

For your info, all these are the 2nd batch washed clothes.

Sockies & mittens!! So adorable!! So tiny! WEE!!!

Baby basket from my cousin. During midnight if baby cry too loud can bring him out of the room for milk to prevent waking up my hubby too much.

Towels for me and BB Eden, my mugs and powder holder.

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MORE!!

Wahahaha! Very exaggerating right!

So friends, BB Eden first month please don't give me clothes anymore! hahahha! Too much clothes!

Happy 28 weeks aka 7 month to BB Eden.!

2010-10-12T11:59:00.009+08:00

BB Eden big big lo!!

I have one big stretch mark on my tummy already! ):

Happy 27th weeks to BB Eden. He's getting crowded and less gymnastic movements but more of the kicks and elbow jabs.! No wonder he's moving more and more vigorously and I gained another 2 kg in 28 weeks. Now I'm weighing 59.5kg already! So heavy!

Symptoms that I'm suffering now are:
Backaches
Insomnia
Frequent toilet trips
Heart-burns
Fatigue

your baby’s changes this week

Your baby continues to take practice breaths this week, breathing amniotic fluid in and out of its lungs and swallowing it as well. It can also suck, blink, roll, kick, grasp and hiccup.

More REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep in week 28, which is so important for your baby’s brain. Studies have shown that newborns spend a large portion of their time in REM sleep as well, so your little one is getting in lots of practice beforehand.

Your baby’s brain is changing from being soft and smoothly rounded to having the familiar grooves and indentations on its surface.

This week your baby’s hair may be going through a growing phase. Some babies are born bald or with fine, almost invisible hair on their head. Others are born with a thatch of hair.

hints for the week

If you find yourself rushing to the toilet every five minutes just sit tight. Chances are this is because the baby is lying in a particularly prominent position on top of your bladder. Try lying on your side to see if this prompts it to move into another position.

Watch that indigestion and heartburn. Antacids may have replaced jelly babies as your favourite lollies and you’ve got packets of them stashed in every bag and drawer.

Ease that back pain by doing strengthening exercises. Check with an obstetric physiotherapist about how you can target the muscles and joints which are causing you grief.

Book a holiday. Now is the time to think about organising some time away before the baby is born. Having a break between leaving work and your due date can be incredibly restorative and help remind you of the important things in life.

I believe more to come soon as I proceed to my 3rd trimester now. BB Eden is getting more active during mid-nights than daytime. Aww~ Opposite! During the day, I'm always wanting to play with him but he's so calm and relax , doesn't want to care about me this mommy! Humpf! When night time, he's so naughty. Keep kicking me so hard and it scares me at times when I'm falling asleep soon.

Went out my aunty, mommy, babbyhubby, cousin and her family for shopping on Sunday.

Bought a bag at Isetan. This bag have a lot compartments and is very light. Unlike my other bag, once it's loaded it's so heavy including the weight of the bag. This bag cost $56. Same as the one my cousin using now.

Bought the nursing pad in offer price at kiddy palace and 2 powder holder.
Mommies, if you noticed you have leakage of pre-milk, you can get the nursing pad to prevent it stains onto your clothes and bed sheets. You also will need it if you are breastfeeding after birth as it will leak too.
When buying powder holder make sure you get those inside include a net want is better because the powder sponge will take up a lot powder while dabbing. With the net, you wont waste too much powder while using it.

I also bought this in offer price from Kiddy palace. My cousin said that if normally offer price is around this price, the baby expo will probably be having this price as well so there's no need to wait for further comparison. There will be exactly many same brand appear in the baby expo too.

It comes with the whole pack includes the steriliser, 2small milk bottles, a teething toy, a water-drinking bottle and a pair of pacifier.

the steriliser

2small milk bottles, a teething toy, a water-drinking bottle and a pair of pacifier.

Total cost after offer. Without offer, just the steriliser only costs $149. There's 2 types of steriliser. Digital and Electric. Digital is more expensive and the steriliser last longer hours after sterilise but I think the electric one is good enough. Lasted 6 hours.

As for the pram, we decided not to buy first. Not in a rush for it yet. Cause newborn baby have to be carried in arms first, cannot put in pram as they are too small and they cannot adjust their head themselves. Moreover, my cousin may want to give me pram probably later after BB Eden 1 month.

Don't wanna spend things on some of the unnecessarily stuffs. We shall gather all the money for any further use or needs. The rest of the necessarily things not yet gather will be left till baby expo then buy.

Blocked nose & sore throat

2010-10-07T13:30:00.005+08:00

I think I've eaten too much heaty food. My body is so heaty and warm now. I always feel so hot, sticky and sweating even inside the room with fan blowing directly at me.

Recently weather is very bad too. No fresh cooling air. *Tsk! Makes me feeling so frustrated.

Yesterday went to visit my Chinese physical doctor. Waited damn long. Book time 10.30am - 11am reached there take the queue number ended up waiting from 10.45am to 2pm +! Damn 3hours of waiting. No choice, Who asked the Chinese doctor so famous,the queue waiting to see her is so long.

When it's my turn, i went in. I was amazed by how every time she just uses her fingers to test my pulse and she knows everything from inside-out of my body.

She said that BB Eden's size is just nice now and he's doing very well inside. Not too big and not too small. Average size and she's quite amazed because since I dint have to work, normally pregnant woman staying at home will just eat and sleep ,thus baby will be growing too big but mine is OK.

Of cause, I did went for walk walk once or twice every week for few hours.

Another thing was because from young , I have a very sensitive nose; my nose is a bit crooked. My nose easily get infection. This is call 鼻痘炎。It's very very common. I think most of the people will realize they have it too after consult a 中医. She warned me to refrain from drinking ice/cold water. Only allow me to drink warm water. If I drink too much cold drinks, the flesh by the side of my nostrils will swollen and I will have difficulty of breathing sometimes.

These may affect BB Eden future growing as well. It may affect his future studies progress, his skin alleges and if come to very very serious come to worse , might even stop breathing while sleeping.

I dint follow the instructions because I really can't stand the heat inside my body. I'm feeling so hot everyday. Really very uncomfortable and hard to resist. So mommies, must take note of this! Don't drink too much/ eat too much cold beverages/food.

And because I dint follow, I get my 'karma'. Now I'm turning even more frustrated with blocked nose of the 2 nostrils ,sore throat and cough. *Tsk! *Sigh*

Now just hopes these faster goes away and I'll be good drink only WARM WATER.

Random

2010-10-07T13:02:00.003+08:00

We watched this movie. I personally think it's nice and interesting. Some parts are kinda exciting as well. It's recommended! You guys should watch it!

Tuesday, was babyhubby's off!

He had his driving practical at BBDC in the morning and after that he accompanied me to Cuppage for my prenatal massage. Woot! Shiok!

Later on, we met up with xiaoboy and his wifey for walked, dinner and watch movie.
We had our dinner at Billy Bombers and the quantity of the food there is according to the America size. It's really very fillings!

After that we decided to take Peektures from Pretty in Toyko.
I don't take those photos as much with babyhubby because he doesn't like it that much as I do, but this time round, for my sake, he agreed.
Thanks Baby!!

Too long never use the machines already abit blur sotong now. I chose the wrong size and it become so small. ZZZz
Overall, I still love it a lot! Especially one of the big one with BB Eden. The smiley face is BB Eden and the 2 icon beside is actually "So cute!" & " Hello!"
So in love with that picture. Keep looking at it and smiling to myself because there's BB Eden inside with us.
I really feel so happiness! :D

After the movie, we all felt so restless and tired already. We did thought of going somewhere else to chill but I guess all of us cannot take it already so we went home.
I wish more time with babyhubby. He's always busy working and tired after daily work.
I love family outings but it seems to have always end so fast every time. ):

Family gathering 3 oct

2010-10-04T16:26:00.008+08:00

Yesterday had a family dinner together with my parents, brother, sister-in-law, baby Cerys ,their maid, my sister and her boyfriend. I love family gatherings! We always talk about the past and the funny things we used to do and laugh about.

We walked around in Tampines One to look for baby stuffs. Brother and his family is going for a small family trip to Bangkok on the Nov. They have to gather some cold clothing wear for BB Cerys. Oh! She's so adorable and chubby!! I shall post her photos next time when I take photos with her! Nowadays, she loves sticking with me and keep searching for me this 姑姑! She will always looked at me and rubbed my tummy and said" baby!" So cute!

We had our dinner at F.I.S.H.
It's very packed everywhere during that hours but luckily last minute we still able to find a dining place.

Forgot to took pictures of the food but anyway, it's delicious.
I got these 2 cakes for desserts. They look great and no doubt , they tasted heavenly as well!

We love the Raspberry Eruption more as it's not too sweet.

Yummy! Let's have more family outings!!

I believe BB Eden loves family gathering as much as I do too and he definitely loves all the delicious food! As I was eating, BB Eden keep kicking and moving inside me. Love you so much my little boy!

Later on at night, met up with babyhubby and his friends for a chill at Clarke Quay. We went to a Caucasian pub named The pump pub or something like that . There's live band and also DJs for trance & house music. Quite relaxing place.
I had a glass of red wine. It's been so long ever since I ever touches red wine. Woo! Miss it! LOL.

Reached home and have a nice rest then.

2nd oct 2010, Saturday

2010-10-04T15:48:00.009+08:00

Had a advance celebration for Rebecca's 22nd Birthday at Town. Sakura Buffet, below Club Ratchada. There's so many different kinds of food. All of us were so excited when it comes to the food taking. You can see us all scattered around to gather our food. Seriously, we all ate damn full!

Look at the food on our table! These were just the starter only. There's more. Ice cream , fruits, cakes, tarts, desserts and pudding. I think it's quite worth it, each person $31.05 but be sure you can eat a lot , if not it's a loss.

Celebrating Rebecca's 22nd Birthday!

As we took out the cake, She glad but later on she sighed and look at the cake with the "I-don't-think-we-can-finish-the-cake-look." LOL!

*Scratching her head.* "I can't eat anymore!!!"

We sang her a super loud Happy Birthday song. As if the whole restaurant only left us. Happy Birthday Rebecca! Hope you enjoy yourself very much!!

So sweet!

Oh! I'm so fattttt!

After that we went up to Club Ratchada to chill. Yongsien and Junyi came after that. Only left 8 of us in the end. I rang up my sister and asked if she's working and she helped us to book a table before going up.
We had a good time chatting and laughing. Laughing at some particular things. It really makes me go mad just by laughing.

BB Eden was so active and keep moving around. I think it's due to the vibrations of the bass there. Babies hear and feel our voice by vibrations as well.
I made a comments by saying, BB Eden must be dancing inside.
Rebecca feel my tummy and BB Eden kicked/ poked her twice!

I love my BB boy! You're so adorable! How mummy hopes to see and snuggle you in my arms!

Reached home at 3 am. Overall , it was a wonderful event. :D

Wondering

2010-10-01T00:59:00.006+08:00

Today(30/09) I went for my gynae appt and had a scan.

BB Eden is so naughty, he kicked as my gynae is scanning my tummy.
He probably doesn't like the way he's being pressed and disturbed.

Everything went out fine. Gynae said that now the only thing is to wait for baby to grow bigger.
I went from 55kg in 14 Sept to 57.5kg today. Haa. So heavy!
I keep afraid that I might go over weight. Always asked my gynae is BB Eden overweight, but sad to say, Gynae said I'm the one who is gaining more weight instead of BB Eden.
However, it's still glad to hear that BB Eden is doing fine and growing just as well. Gynae said " Not too big and not too small. Just nice." HAHA!

Recently, I start to stare at my tummy and ponder.
I noticed that my tummy is turning bigger and rounder.
I thought it should be sharper instead cause BB Eden is a boy. This freaks me out!
Today went to gynae and asked for a reassure again to confirm BB Eden won't later suddenly 'become' a girl girl.
Luckily, the result is still the same after the scan. BB Eden still a boy boy!

Now, my tummy is so big that I hardly could bend down to cut my toenails and wash my 10 little toes while bathing. *Tsk!*
It left me feeling so irritated. And yes, I thought I will be free from late night leg cramps as it doesn't exist before until YTD.! I had one last night but a very short period(like 3-5 sec?) and left me a post-leg-cramp painfulness. I did put a pillow below to lift up my legs but I guess it doesn't help much. Now I hope my coming 3rd trimester don't be so harsh on me please!

Baby Expo is coming..

2010-09-29T23:42:00.006+08:00

Baby Expo is coming.. thought wasn't that soon.
It's on the upcoming Oct 2010 at Singapore Expo hall.

Baby Expo

22 oct 2010-24 oct 2010

Venue: Expo hall 6B
Admission: free admission to public

Event schedule:

22 oct -23 oct 2010 :11am-9pm

24 oct 2010 :11am-8pm

Baby expo provides you with amazing choices and unbeatable value on everything for your pregnancy,baby and toddler. Get set to make the most of the Hot deals & Great promotions!

By that time comes, I'm already on my 29th weeks as I counted. Heees! Though it gets tougher for me to go out for shopping but I'll still try my best to make the effort to get the best value stuffs prepare for my BB Eden arrival. HAHAHA! I know it's kinda kiasu but I believe it's all mother's nature ba.

So excited! Wish that Expo sales come fast fast so I can open my eyes wide to grab all the last minute things needed for BB Eden before I'm too FAT & CLUMSY to move around. =.="

WEE~!!!!!!

Way to Mount Alvernia for maternity tour..

2010-09-28T13:24:00.005+08:00

Yesterday babyhubby was off again. He make a delicious breakfast with my favourite herbs bread, cheese, eggs and ham which he bought the night before yesterday. After preparing, we headed to Mount Alvernia for the maternity tour to understand more about the facilities and rooms, and different wards.

On our way there..

I love this picture. It express so much about the feelings than words.

Love him ttm! ♥

His cute innocent boy-boy face!

Along the way while busy taking pictures, I noticed he keep caressing my tummy (BB Eden) and BB Eden is so excited and happy. Keep moving around in my tummy.

Wooo! It's gonna rain again!!

The goodies bag.

Includes: Magazines, Mum-to-be discount voucher, PIGEON baby wipes & nipple pads, HUGGIES diapers, free drinks coupon at the canteen and many brochures.

It was quite eye-catching and interesting to be able to walk around the whole maternity level, to see all the different rooms, different wards, 10 delivery wards and many more with few groups of parents.

At Mount Alvernia, their delivery admission is different. Daddies will straight away bring the mummy to the delivery room then go to admission. After admission, the daddies can come back to the delivery room and accompany mommies til the baby is born then they will be transferred to their chosen rooms. Only daddies allow to enter the delivery wards/rooms. All rooms including the delivery rooms are internet wireless.

There's one part where we visit the nursery rooms. As the nurses inside the nursery room pull up the curtain, we saw so many lovely newborn babies! They are so adorable. The sight of it makes me so touched and warmth. The goosebumps all stands!

Last night before bed

babyhubby said: " Baby, tell BB Eden tomorrow he don't have to wake up so early because he don't need to attend school. "

I was like =.=" zzzz then I broke into laughter cos recently few times BB Eden wake up in the morning feeling hungry. Always the same timing. 6AM or 6plus. Wake up for breakfast before school. =.="

Then babyhubby asked is it that I always told BB Eden must study well so he gets so excited to go to school, every time 6AM wake up want eat breakfast then go to school. LOL.

Silly babyhubby! I love you so much la! HAHAHA!

updates for 26.09.2010

2010-09-28T12:59:00.004+08:00

I've already chosen Mount Alvernia as my baby's delivery hospital. Scattered all the brochure around on the table. Decided to go through it seriously one by one with babyhubby. Make sure he gets in his mind, if not always tell him about it. Later on/ few days later asked him , he will said "huh?" Then I have to repeat myself again. So irritating! =.=" LOL

Had chosen for the double room. I think anyway it's just 2 days so a double room will be fine. I hope I can go through normal delivery w/o epidural. I know it's kinda hard to predict and my Gynae told me I'll probably give birth early.

My mom and relatives actually against me going for normal delivery as I've asthma, they worried that I'll not have enough breathe to push. I understand it may be risky, I'll still willing to try if in the end my doctor approves.

As for epidural, I've heard a lot people mentioned how pain it is, but I'm gonna give myself a challenge. No matter what I hope I won't considered a epidural.

What to bring upon your delivery admission:

As for mommies:

For newborn & daddies:

Happy pampering :D

2010-09-24T22:22:00.009+08:00

Babyhubby is off yesterday and today.

Yesterday went watching movie and dinner with Babyhubby's friends. Xiaoboy,his wife (whose pregnant with 8 months),Chang & his gf, Qingwei & his gf.

We went AMK hub to watch "Chen Zhen" ,the recent show acted by Donnie Yen. The show was kinda interesting. Love watching his fighting scene. His abs is damn fit and sexy la! 40+ yr old still can stay in shape so well.

Babyhubby & I discussed and chat a lot of pregnancy stuffs together with Xiaoboy and his wife. Found out many different knowledge. Very fruitful sharing.

After that, we went Ang Mo Kio Ave 1 to have our seafood feast. CRABS! Superior! Salted fried crab & Buttermilk crab! Love their crabs, they were so delicious. In order to take a seat , we still have to queue for around 30 mins or more for a table but I think it's kinda worthy. Wahaha! I know due to some myth, many will say not advisable to eat crab or seafood. We think it's actually ok , as long as you don't really eat too much in too often , it will still be fine.

Today went out to BBDC with babyhubby as he's taking his final theory test and I'm so proud of him seriously. Just within less than a hr of revising at home, he managed to scored 49/50! First timer some more and you know the question they asked always tricky. Great great!

After that we went walking around in Town area, hoping to find a prenatal massage service which is good,worthy and reasonable. Not much interested until we got into one in Cuppage. The big advertisement poster of a beautiful pregnant woman outside the door caught our eye straight away.

We decided to check out their services and rates of the massage. Not realizing, actually that was wellness spa that Mediacorp artist , Zoey Tay is currently attending to. She had them attend to her by home services once very week.

They also provide home services to customers and their consultant is very patience in explaining every detailed to us. I take up the prenatal massage first time trial (45mins) which only costing $28 nett. After trying, I think they were professional and I thought the package is at a reasonable price too. Imagine each time you went to salon/spa for a prenatal massage is already estimate min $100 exclude the first time trial, some more plus it's a big spa & wellness with good products used.

Babyhubby and I had a discussion all over and he decided to sign up the package to pamper me! WEE! So contented because I'm very clear though our financial status is very tight now but babyhubby said as long as I like the treatment and I'm happy , it's worth it and also I don't really anyhow spent money to buy other stuffs so it's time to pamper me. Teheehee! I love you bi!!

BellaLuna
They are quite specialized on maternity massages.

visit them @ http://www.mybellaluna.com/index.html for more info.

The packages that I took includes:

Prenatal massage treatment (60mins)

Post natal massage treatment (Jamu massage + Mask + Wrap + Steam) / Dip sand treatment(cuppage only) (After 1 month confinement first)
Home visit 5 Days recovery
consists of:
5x postnatal energizing massage therapy
5x natural sea salt scrub
5x portable steaming relaxer
4x overnight toning wraps
5x baby massage (helps/teach you how to help your baby massage)

Total: 20 sessions, not limit how many times you want it to be either prenatal /post-natal.

FOC: Wrapping/Toning Belt X1 -for postnatal (home visit)
FOC: Body scrub X7 session (with after some negotiation)

Total package: 2k+ (of cause ,installment payment is allow)

My Naughty Cheeky Little Precious Boy!

BB Eden is kicking/poking/moving very much the whole day today. He has never been like this.

Normally is very peaceful & calm during the daytime other than if my position happen to compress him, he will kick me or else he only kicks during night time for a short period of time.

Is it because his eyes have start opening now already? I can't sleep well last night. Wake up at 5-6AM feeling heartburn and morning sickness came back. Backache persisted and shoulder blade is aching like nobody business. I burped a lot and vomited in the end.

BB Eden has been moving all day long til now! He is still moving inside very actively now! Why is this so? What is happening and what's wrong with BB Eden? I hope I can magically change becoming the magic school bus in the cartoon , so I can travel into my womb and see what's actually going on in there. LOL!

♥ Us ♥

2010-09-22T16:10:00.005+08:00

Just wanna share our childhood photos together played on our wedding as a memories.

The actual day. Sisters and brothers , you guys are great! Thanks!! It's actually quite fun and hilarious! For info, the games that sisters plan:

Dance 达浪舞 at my house downstairs
Sing 唯一 dedicate to me
Find the key that connects to my room door in icy cold water. (actually my room don't have a key)
wax 3 person leg include groom
Pledge his love to me outside my room and make sure I hear it.

Baby I'm sorry. =(

2010-09-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

Few days ago just had a big arguments with babyhubby.

Emotional & imagination runs wild. Uncontrollable, I went insane.
Dint know that it sparks off the fight to become so serious.

Conversation was harsh and I even went crazy by saying I wanna take BB Eden away from my tummy and stop everything. What the hell am I even thinking? *slap my head!*

I understand Babyhubby is very tired and stress cause all the pressure is on him and I'm not working. However, at that point of time I just can't think carefully. I was impulsive. I admit that I'm the one who went too over board and I'm very bad tempered at times. Even stubborn and went ridiculous.

Things happened when I went home to stay couples days. I realized a married couple really have to stay together and sleep together on the same bed to share the bonding. You can say I'm superstitious but really, once I went home to stay,we will start quarrel.

Babyhubby dislike when I went home for too many days, he knew things would go wrong. He keep convinced to meet me and bring me home.

That day, mummy accompanied me to go over to Babyhubby workplace at Vivo. She dint know about our quarrel and I dint want her to know either , or worried about us. We just merely had our dinner there and some shopping.

When we reached Babyhubby working outlet, we saw he was doing closing soon. As he turned over, he still had himself to bring on the smile on his face and welcome us. That point of time I felt guilty but because of my stubbornness, I still ignored him.

We went in the shop and sat on the massage chair and I just left my slippers left and right on the floor. After babyhubby had clocked-out, he came over and put my pair of slippers nicely in front of my feet and help me to wear. Mummy saw his action and comment that Babyhubby is so loving and caring towards me. Yet , I wasn't appreciated and added up a sentence " That was just on the surface, superficial."

Babyhubby then brought me home with him. Throughout the whole journey back to Babyhubby home, Babyhubby was still showing his care and patience to me. He did not get angry and did not scold me. Along the way traveling in train, I secretly turned over to looked at his face. What I saw was not a angry face but a very tired and sleepy face. Awww. Suddenly my heart felt so painful and guilty. Then I realized he's having a hard time in work yet I still pressurized him by making nonsensical arguments. What a unthoughtful wife I am.

Babyhubby, I'm so so sorry about the comments and nasty words that I've said to hurt your feelings. I promised to be more considerate and understanding wife. Thinking about the times how we met , been together and got married. It's irreplaceable. I love you more and more and together we'll share all our little happiness awaiting the arrival of BB Eden. I love you more than everything my dear hubby. * Blushed!* Heeeees..

Along the way traveling on train, I listened to my mp3. And this song came out and refreshed my mind once again. Our Wedding second march in song. Breathless by Shayne ward

Couldn't find the original one as many has been blocked. Left this live.

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
breathless

The irritating stretch marks I hate you!

2010-09-19T17:09:00.004+08:00

I'm so damn pissed off with the irritating stretch marks.

Just within a night time, came out multiples of stretch marks on my butt cheeks!! Many disgusting pimples pop like having party! *Cries!*

I remembered last night while applying the lotion on my butt cheeks, it was still few lines of stretch marks. ( like at most 3-4 lines)

Today, after bathing , as usual I apply my lotion and found it spreads from a few lines to many multiple lines. (like 10 or more now)

I'm so super duper upset man! I think I'm gonna go mad.
I can't accept it. What a great sacrifices!

Conclusion: I'll try not to spread too much time sitting, I should go for walk more often!!! >.<

I'm so messed up.

2010-09-19T13:20:00.004+08:00

Things are getting too much emotional recently. I don't know why everything doesn't seems to be in the right place. However, I just can't find a way to make it right. Mouth was blocked. No right words seems to be able to come out from my mouth.

Recently I've been thinking. Getting emotionally depressed and stress up.
I blamed the hormones that is causing all these to happen. Shit crap!
It's getting tougher for me to get into sleep at night.
Backaches are annoying. Tossing and turning on the bed, just can't find a right position to sleep on. It's so frustrating!

Some times, I'm really in dilemma. One side of me telling me to be contented with what I have now and cherish the moment, the other side of me is feeling so depressed and feels that I worth more than just that.

These days, I felt that I'm a failure too. I spent too much time thinking about myself than the little precious in my tummy. I've been asking myself, is my feeling more important than my little precious. I've been doing many things that I never spare a thoughts of feelings on BB Eden. I feel failure as a mom.
Comparing to many mommies and mommies-to-be, I feel so inferior. It's like nothing I've done much to prepare for the little precious to arrive in this world. I'm so sorry my little precious.

Every thing seems normal to you. Why am I the only one to think negatively? I always thought we were much better and comfortable all along, but now I think otherwise. Is this what people so-called " marriage" is to be? I doubted so.

Where's the happiness from the bottom of the heart gone to?

I miss my old self. ))=

2010-09-17T13:36:00.006+08:00

Seriously I miss the old me.
I'm a very self-conscious person. Though now it's because I'm pregnant with Eden and I've grown, some times I still feel that I'm fat , I shouldn't eat too much.

I can't even stand the way I walked some times. I looked like a big fat penguin!

In my whole life I've never been so fat before, now I felt so depressed and low esteem. I know this is just because of pregnancy,just a time being. Many will say, "you can slim down after you give birth, for now, just eat more." However , I don't have the confidence that I will slim down a lot after birth. Even after birth, many things will slowly change. Examples, your skin texture, aging,metabolism and so on..

To all mommies out there, you guys are really brave and sacrifice a lot for your baby. Just hoping that in the future our children will understand how much pain we have suffered to give birth them.

See my last time pictures, I suddenly felt that I'm no longer young and sweet anymore. Starting to the stage of becoming auntie.These is just so heart-aching.

2009 est around march-may:

I miss my La La. Things have changes so much. We have our own thing to handle now and no longer seen together in a pair anymore. ):
I miss our belly dance lesson too. You promise to wait for me and attend our R&B freestyle dance together.

My second Bikini shoot 2009

First Bikini shoot

2008-2009

2006-2007

Times passes really damn fast. Soon, I can't remember how I used to put on those make ups.

Gifts from oversea

2010-09-16T13:53:00.005+08:00

Sis just came back from Osaka trip and she bought me a few stuffs. She said the Disneyland in Japan is better than HK and much more bigger. Many Japanese wearing many different cartoon character cosplay walking and visiting the Disneyland despite hot weather. Their fetish towards fashion sense is always being so admired.

Thank you sis!! Love ya! ♥

Sis bought Hubby and me this couple towel from Japan Disneyland. The Mickey & Minnie mouse! She mentioned that these 2 towels are expensive. $50 (sgd) per towel. zzz

She bought us a couple glass cup too. The Donald & Daisy duck. So cute! A knitting craft for me and some small little socks for Bb Eden! It's so adorable! Look at the the Teddy bear face and the little happy stars!

Not forgeting some snacks and tibits from Japan for me. The quality is good and it's really delicious. Does the GREEN GREEN box looks familiar? It's 蜡笔小新的小熊饼干！！ I can't imagine I will have the chance to taste the one in Japan! LOL. Wee~! I'm happily munching on it now already!!

Meanwhile, my 堂嫂also came back from Taiwan. She bought back few things for me as well. A facial mask, a condom-like chocolate, a hair clip and a bottle of Martell for my confinement. Thank you so much! ;D

They said it's good to consume some Martell while in confinement but not immediately during your confinement, but a couple of weeks later during your confinement. Because I'm doing my confinement at my cousin house, she will be taking the Martell to her house and cooks dome dishes for me using it. Thanks ya!!

Well, after so long I dint have a sip of Martell already, hopefully I don't feel drowsy after then.. zzz LOL.

mini is a boy!

2010-09-16T13:29:00.003+08:00

After confirmation from 2 doctors, my gynae and the doctor in Thomson medical center during the detail scanning in mini's 5th month.

Mini is confirmed to be a boy boy! Now I can start painting my rooms and gather mini clothes with blue! weee~!

♥ Baby mini ,Eden Chua ♥

2010-09-15T23:06:00.004+08:00

Baby and me had finally sort out the best suitable names for mini from a long list of names. We decided we shall call him ♥Eden Chua♥.

Baby wanted a easy pronounce and a simple name for mini. We came out the idea that since it's a boy , we shall name him according to baby's first letter. E-ldwin. In this case , we can categorize and shorten many ideas for mini.

Naming mini is really a tough job. Had to find the meaning of the names and also it's very important for mini in the future. I've been searching ups and downs for names from varies of website that really cause me headaches.

After so long, I've listed down a whole full list of names of baby boy names starting from the letter E. Using the one by one cancellation method to pick out the best name for mini.

Some more we figure out. Baby has a 6 letter word name, mine is 5 letter word name and mini has a 4 letter word name. 654. sounds kinda unique, isn't it. ;D

Shopping/Choosing names/Appt.

2010-09-14T00:10:00.005+08:00

Tml and wednesday is hubby's off day again.
Wee~!

Tml we will be going out for shopping as usual and look out the things for mini.
Baby promise to discuss about mini's name finally. Recently he's always so busy working, I've chosen some names for mini myself and need to get baby get down to the serious business in choosing mini's name.

Tml is also another appointment with my gynae. I can see my cute little precious again! Hope mini don't get overweight. Mini is so active nowadays. As usual, esp night time he will move around so much but I'm very happy to feel him moving every night. My little boy is cheeky! Really cant resist his cuteness! Teeheeheeee =D

I've noticed that stretch marks on my butt cheeks is getting more =(
So sad.! I must put even more creams on my butt and thighs already.
Insomnia gets worsen as day by day. Horrible, I find myself hard to get into sleep even more when baby's not with me.

Days passes by, though compare to many mother-to-be I'm still very far away from my E.D.D but I'm getting nervous yet excited every time that I think about my mini.

I'm so curious on how mini look like, how his eyes ,mouth , the whole face looks like and how he feels coming out to this new world.

Recently I start talking more and more to mini. When I'm free, I would read up some knowledge book and sings to mini.
Eat more fish and eggs as it provides DHA to mini's brain. I want mini to be a smart obedient boy.
Search many nursery songs for mini to listen.
Every night I'll talk to mini before sleep , actually I'll talk to mini whenever I'm lying down on bed as and when.
I can feel mini more and more real and lively each day.

Mini is poking me now non-stop even when I start writing this post til now. Naughty mini. You are simply irresistible. Mummy loves you more and more than ever. ;D

Review : Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Products

2010-09-09T12:05:00.010+08:00

Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Products (Review)

I believe that everyone has heard Hada Labo products. I saw many reviews by people all around the world. It's getting more popular among the skincare and best part of it is that it's easily to grab it.

Hada Labo is a skin care line researched and developed by Rohto Pharmaceutical Co, Japan and The Mentholatum Co.

You can easily search it's review everywhere online to see how convincing and effective it is.
The 2 very simple yet strong points of their brand philosophy:
-Perfect X Simple
-Nothing More, Nothing Less.

I personally loves this sentences "Nothing more, nothing less."
I learned that many things have to be in moderation previously in the beauty school. Including the skincare product that we used, depending on each individual skin conditions. Too much or too less is not gonna do your face any better.

-Perfect X Simple: With the philosophy 'Perfect X Simple', Hada Labo uses only the purest ingredients that are beneficial to the skin, with no unnecessary additives and manufactured under strict pharmaceutical standards.
Hada Labo is such a HOT topic in Japan that it is sold 1 every 4 SECONDS!!

Every time I walked past Watson, I saw many ladies standing in front of the Hada Labo counter looking at it's product.
I even saw the advertisements introducing Hada Labo products in the Japanese Famous Fashion magazine ViVi September issue.
Have you wonder what is Hyaluronic Acid and what does it helps?

Introducing the Hyaluronic Acid: is a component of connective tissue whose function is to cushion and lubricate.
Occurs throughout the body in abundant amounts in many of the places people with hereditary connective tissue disorders have problems such as joints, heart valves and eyes.

Hyaluronic acid abnormalities are a common thread in connective tissue disorders. Hyaluronic acid has been nicknamed by the press as the "key to the fountain of youth" because it has been noted that at least some people who ingest a lot of it in their diets tend to live to ripe old ages. (1gm of Hyaluronic Acid is able to hold up 6 liters of water).

The Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Hydrating Lotion. (SHA)

Contains advanced skin hydrating ingredient - Super Hyaluronic Acid, with twice the moisture retention capacity of Hyaluronic Acid.

The benefits of Super Hyaluronic Acid:

Replenishes essential moisture to visibly improve skin texture and prevent dryness so skin stays soft, hydrated and supple.

Instantly hydrates skin and helps preserve it's optimum moisture balance.

Replenishes and locks-in moisture for complete hydration. Skin feels significantly soft and supple.
Helps improve dry and dehydrated skin, leaving it silky smooth.

It is free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant. Skin pH balanced and low irritation.

Directions: Use it as a toner twice a day after cleansing face. *Not too much, 1-2 small drops will be good enough because it's very rich, I use 1 drop and it can last me for a very very long time. Not greasy at all and skin feels fresh after use like freshly peeled boiled egg. *D~oing D~oing*

The Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Hydrating Wash.

The benefits of Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Hydrating Wash:

Hydrates as it cleanses.

Helps restore and preserve skin's natural moisture, leaving it silky smooth.

It is free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant. Skin pH balanced and low irritation.

If you just wanna try up the product first for some self prevention /protection to see how's the result, you can log on to your free samples today!

http://www.hadalabo.com.sg

Don't wait! Grab yours now! =D

Happy 23rd weeks mini!

2010-09-09T10:33:00.004+08:00

Mini is growing really fast and I can sense that I put on a lot of weight during the 5th month until now. *Gosh!* In the 5th month, I can feel mini's kicking getting stronger and stronger. He's so naughty and sometimes do frightens me when he kicks so hard.

My backache is getting more and more serious. It's only the right side that will feel aching.

So far, I dint have any late night leg cramps yet, so "leg cramps please don't come to me!"

The irritating stretch marks is found on my boobs and a little on the side of my butt cheeks. Hopefully it doesn't spread on to my tummy and thigh area. I gotta' work hard and apply more lotion and cream to prevent it coming. I've noticed some other changes as well.

The discoloration line along the tummy called the La Linea Nigra is getting darker and thicker as mini growing.

I've also noticed that some leakiness on my boobs sometimes, this is because the during the fourth or fifth months of your pregnancy, your milk reverts to colostrum.(the nourishing pre-milk produced by your breasts in the first few days after birth) The colostrum is a rich anti-infective nourishing substance for your baby. It's very important if you are going to breastfeed your baby.

As you know it's very common for pregnant woman to dream of many weird weird dreams when you're asleep. This is because our baby is sharing and connecting to our brains too.
Share a dream with your guys:

There's one time I dream that my friend and I were guessing the name of a crazy lady we saw before while in secondary school days.We used to called her "ah siao".
I was so enthusiastic in guessing that I dint realize she was walking towards me.
My friend warned me and when I saw her walking closer and closer to me, I faster cover myself in the blanket. She came so close to my face and she grabbed away my blanket and strangle me!! zzzz
I screamed and shout out the top of my lungs, struggling on the bed til my hubby had a shocked & was awaken by me. He faster hugged me tightly and asked me what had happened.

Then, I suddenly felt mini's kicking constantly so hard. LOL! Mini heard my voice inside me and he got frighten by my scream as well. After I told my hubby what happened and mini's reaction. He keep laughing me throughout! ZZzz I was scared eh! Ok, that was funny. =.="

Now mini is 6th month already!
Congratulations! Happy 23 weeks to my little precious boy!

Basically,I've been eating a lot of fast food along the way. ): I know it's not healthy but I can't stand the craves.

It's not good for my mini too and do you know the amniotic fluid that our baby feeds on diffs the taste as we changes our food? So don't be surprise if you eat a particular food a lot during pregnancy, your baby will recognize it's taste and smell when he's born and more likely to eat them later! So mommies, want your baby to be healthy and stuck with a healthy diet? Start eating more veggies and fruits now! ;D

Princess Phoebe's Birthday Party

2010-09-04T17:35:00.002+08:00

Wee~ A Blink of eyes, my cousin's precious little daughter is celebrating her birthday later on today! Last year I still remember attending her wedding last year!

Anyway, Happy Birthday little Phoebe!! Wish you always stay happy and become smart little girl! (:

Got ta' get dress up and attend the party later on. The theme is on pink and blink.. It's interesting but I not one who is into pink dress. So I guess a bit blink will be good.

Alright, going prepare now already.
Shall update again when free!! ((:

Detailed scanning at Thomson medical centre, 20 weeks and 2 days.

2010-08-23T13:01:00.006+08:00

I'm still worried during that period after my blood test result. I've a seriously low red blood cells. That scares me when the doctor break the news to me in the early morning that day.

19/08/10 went to Jurong to visit my Chinese physical. Every thing came out good! She was shocked to see my tummy grow so big when I'm only 5 months pregnant and my boobs grow a lot bigger and fast. She told me that mini is very healthy now and he's very active! No wonder he's kicking me so much nowadays. I'm so happy to hear that mini's very active and healthy. These shows he's growing well inside! Weee!

Doctor also told me try not to eat too much fried food as baby is growing very fast. He's my first baby and she's afraid it will be hard for me to deliver if mini's growing too big. Even the medicine that she gave me, I no longer have to eat it everyday just alternate days will do. That's a good news cause I hate eating it! Eeeeek!

Called bi to tell him the good news straight away! I'm so happy that I nearly cry out of happiness!

In the noon, my cousin accompanied me to Thomson medical centre for detailed scanning. Waited for almost an hour even my cousin fall asleep while waiting with me. LOL.
Finally it's my turn! So excited to see how's mini!

The Doc was very friendly and nice. He scanned and explained very detail to me , every part of mini. The result came out mini was very healthy and normal in every part of his body, brain, mouth, heart, kidneys....etc. I can feel myself a rather peace of mind after hearing it.

The doc even burn all the pictures into a CD rom and give it to me. (: I don't know all along is it like this but maybe to me it's a first time Doc burn all the pics to me like that. So good ;p

This is the bone structure of the back brain of mini!

This is the center line of the bones of mini's brain!

Mini's spine!

Mini's little stomach!

Mini's heart valves! The left and right of the valves of the heart.

My mini's cute little face. Hee! The orbits are the eyes and the lips have upper lip and lower lip.

Mini is a boy!! :D

Mini's small little hands and fingers! So cute! (The left pic looks like he's saying hi! and giving a high five!)

Mini's feet!

Being a mum, the most happiness is to know that my baby is healthy and growing well. The best ever in life!

5th month pregnancy!

2010-08-18T13:34:00.004+08:00

Wee~
So fast mini's 5th month already (:
I'm feeling so ecstatic as each day passes..
Now, I can already feel the kicking of mini. So fun and excited when *he kicks.The kind of happiness of every mother is not describable.

I'm so waiting forward to October, so I could start buying mini's stuff.
By Dec/Jan I'm awaiting for the little precious to be out to this world.

Tomorrow 19/8 got an appointment with my Chinese physical at Jurong on 10.30am and an appointment at Thomson family hospital on 3pm. Will scan my little mini and see how *he grows. Same time, I think tomorrow can have a final confirm of mini's gender.

20/8 got to go back to the my gynae's clinic.

Sadly, on both days, bi is not able to accompany me. He can't get leave on either days but it's OK. It's time I've to learn to be independence as well. *Hees!

And today, I gonna keep myself busy by learning knitting. Thought of knitting a sweater for mini but i guess it is not advisable as baby grows up very fast. I'm gonna knit a blanket for mini instead then. :D

How I found out mini and so on.

2010-08-17T16:50:00.009+08:00

It's kinda shocked me.

During that period of time, I was still working in ThatCd shop.

One of the finest day, what I dint realized was that I'm actually having morning sickness for like going a month. Continue to see how it goes...

All along I thought it was just some indigestion occurs. Due to my previous work in pub, I often will have indigestion problem and gastric problems.

First, I missed my period for 1 month plus. I started burping and burping. The feeling was really awful. The more I burped, the more I wanted to puke. Whenever I rushed to the toilet,nothing comes out. Just some sort of foam-like stuff.

Sooner, things getting worse. From few days a few times, to almost everyday a few times. I couldn't bring myself to eat my lunch and dinner. Strange thing is, before these happen, I begin eating a lot in the first place. After these , I ate horrible less and sometimes depending on the mood. I can get really hungry as if I can eat up a whole cow. My boobs got bloated. At first I thought my menses was coming because I'm irregular and I can't estimate the correct date. My body became bigger and wider too.

Few weeks passes with these symptoms, I've been trying to convinced myself that it's just some kind of indigestion. I've talked to him few times about it too. We both suspect something but still, hoping it's not real.

Even after that, I gets tired very easily and often have mood swings. Usually Bf and his friends will drop by Neverland at least 1 time a week. Imagine after all these, I've been following them to Neverland but I dint drink just simply SLEEP over there.

Few drinking events, I found that I can't drink anymore. I get high and drunk easily. Every time
I reached home after drinking I would have to puke all the alcohol out before I can get to sleep.
Smoking is the next following. Whenever, I smoked til half way, I've got to stop. I can't take the smell anymore ,it's making me shortness of breath.
All of these lasted for 1 month.

One day, he was working and half way through his mom called. Asking him help to buy 4D. Usually he don't buy himself only helping others but that day, he suddenly have the urge to buy for fun. So, he took 2 numbers from 2 friends and buy a 4D number. Unexpectedly, the numbers did came out. Same day , he also have strong feeling that something's gonna happen.
While I was working for my friends' company giving out flyers on weekend at bugis. He called and asked me to buy a pregnancy kit to assure it after work.

Seriously, I was scared! Of cause , kinda embarrass to have gone to the nearest guardian and grab 1 pregnancy kit. My friend accompanied through out the whole process. I took about 10mins to actually grab that pregnancy kit in my hands and 5 mins to wonder around before going to the counter. Upon reaching the counter, I took out the pregnancy kit from inside my jacket and just throw the money and go.

Reluctant and frightened, I went to Bugis street to walk around and buy a Jacket as for gift for my friend's birthday present instead. In between, BF keep calling every 5 mins asking whether I've checked. He called so many times until I got fed-up so I lied to him that I've checked and nth happens.

Then, after spending around an hour in Bugis street, I told myself "OK, I really got to check now!" therefore I went to nearest toilet.

There, *tested*
I hold on to the kit and wait. My hands shivers.

"............................

............................................................

..........................................................................................................."

Guess what? You know what is it then.

It's a ' + ' sign!! *Gosh!*
I shouted in the toilet! It wasn't that loud as if outside could hear, of cause. =.="
I quickly called him and tell bout the result.

He was shocked. He though I lied to him.
For the next around 5-10 minutes of conversations....

ME: "Bi, I tell you something."
HIM: "What?"

ME: "Just now said I've tested , actually it's a lie."
HIM: "So.. have you tested now?"

ME: "Yes!"
HIM: "What's the result?"

ME: "It's a '+' sign..."
HIM: "Eh.. '+' sign means what ah?"

ME: "means got la!...zzzz"
HIM: "Uhhh.. Serious? Don't bluff me!"

ME: "yes! This time is real..."

These
HIM: " Uhhh.. Serious? Don't bluff me!" ME: "yes! This time is real..."

continues for a few minutes and so on...ZZZzzz

Then " let's get married then...." :D
Of cause, we struggled a lot of things.
Discuss a lot of things before we really decide what is good for us.

*In the beginning, I did have thoughts of giving up this baby because I want my future to be so-called well planned as the way I've been hoping for my life. Friends who knows me, knows I will not blindly just give birth a baby without thinking carefully.
No job, no secure =hardship. When I found out mini , is already 2 months going to 3months and I have to make the decision quick. My choice was quite determined until the last week mini becoming 3 mth in my tummy, I dropped the thoughts of abort and decide to give mini what I can ever give.
I've thought a lot.
To think carefully whether he's the right man who I can entrusted my whole life happiness on his hand. Never will I blindly play with whole life my happiness. If he's not the one I think he should be, I will not want the baby to suffer together with me. The final choice is on still on me and best part is, he respect any choice that I made.

My little mini-me!

Coming up!!!

2010-08-13T22:13:00.001+08:00

Next topic!!!

How I found out about MINI-ME!!!!

Stay tune! :D

From how we met til we got married ♥

2010-08-13T13:53:00.015+08:00

Do you guys believe in a thing named "FATE" ?

I guess.. Somehow I really do.
A thing call Love and Fate bring us together after 2 years.
I have my story...
It maybe long but do stay with me and I'll share it with you. :D

It goes....

Just like every year does, a common special period of the Chinese.
The Chinese New Year.
I felt bored (as like every year) after the dinner and supposing to be the start of great
excitement. GAMBLING.
I don't really like gambling that much so I went out with this friend.
He told me that we'll be joining his group of friends to a pub.

I dint talk much to them cause I still felt like a stranger to them.
After some drinks, they decided to shift to another pub at BQ area.
Before we leave, we took a group photo.

And there goes, how I met him for the first time.
That point of time, the impression he gave me was that he's quiet and decent. He's unlike some other guys who will do/ talk a lot to attract people's attention. (Attention seeker; Which I dislike most)
He gave me some kind of mystery and special feeling. A feeling I can hardly describe clearly and know what it is.

The group photo. 10.02.2008.
The day where we first lay our eyes on each other..

We went over to BQ, we started our first conversation and also playing some games.
After that night, we did not exchange numbers so we lost contact and dint see each other anymore. (Only friendster at that point of time however we did not message each other as well.)

2 years later, I finished my dip studies in MDIS and was working in Le Bar for going 1 year.
Life has always been ups and downs.
Past couple of relationships brought me real bottom point of my life.
And when I start picking up myself day by day...

I saw him .
In my work place.
I was shocked to see this familiar face again.
Our eyes met once again.
I went up to him and said " You look familiar" and he thought I was joking.
He replied" Ya! you look familiar too!" in a joking manner.
"I'm serious! I saw you some where before." I replied.
then...I remembered. It was him.
I told him I know you are my "that friend's" friend.
And that's how he recalled too. Then I went back continue working.

Met him again at the toilet after that..
That's when I said "Hey! You looks like you've gained a lot of weight uh?!"
"Yah" he replied in a very shy and short sentence.

Several times ( like 4x?) met up at my work place, one day we teamed up to play 5-10 together along with his friends. We keep winning and that's how our bonding became closer.
He asked me out on 6.6.10 as they are going clubbing with big group of friends at dragonfly.

He finally initiate to exchange numbers.
That day I met him at dragonfly after my work and we took some pics together of us for the first time.

Slowly, that's how we started dating.. for 3 months. Due to the heartache I had in previous relationship and due to my job, I didn't wanted to be in relationship. So during the first 3 months, we remains as friends. Meanwhile these 3 months, he was very patience with me, his love and concern were persistent. Instead, he's been giving in a lot to me and that makes me feel very touched. ♥

After the 3 months, I accepted his ♥.

He started out by giving me surprised gift even though it wasn't any special occasion. Just some casual day.

Brought me to Taiwan for trip. Our first trip together and I enjoyed it just as much with him. Having to experience a brand new thing together with him.

Our hotel room in Taiwan.

Brought me to the restaurant that I wanted to go. The Toilet restaurant.♥

First time experiencing taking Taiwan's MRT.

To relax in Spring bath.♥

Drawing our portrait on Taiwan's streets stall

Our first neoprints together! In Taiwan.♥

A little bit by bit, showing his love and concern to me. Telling me he misses me through sms everyday without fail. Showing me and make sure I feel it.♥

This was one day, I went out with my friends til dawn. He was feeling sick but I wasn't around to take care of him. He rest at home alone and he did not angry with me, instead, he make this soft toy wear my lingerie and prepare a towel for me to bath when I reach his home, all beside him to show how much he wanted me next to him so he took the soft toy to replace the physical me. He was snoring real loud next to it! *Hees

On my birthday, he help me organized and sponsored my chalet consecutive 2 days celebrations.
Got me my designer's cake for my day 2 celebration.

And of cause, my first branded bag for my birthday. Burberry.

My sister's birthday at Club Atlantis.

My Christmas present from him. BB Bold 9700. Which I lost it after 1 week on new year eve together with my burberry wallet, Sony T90 camera and another Nokia phone. Damn drunk. ): Super heartache! Sorry baby!

Valentine's day flower. Though it was rather normal common night with dinner and movie but the presence of him makes it unforgettable.

The promise that he make to bring me to Kitty lab. Play the kitty games with me! Thanks!! We had a lot of fun! I feel kiddy again!

Dint realize that at this point of time, I've cut the bangs. Something special is already growing inside of me. A amazing magical happens!

The promise to bring me to universal studio. The mummy ride was fun! I sat 3 times but The Jurassic Park really brighten up my day because I can see him whole drenched with big splashed of water cover him from his back. He can still happily laughing away! So cute of him!

I have my propose on Genting cable. He is afraid of height but because I wanted to sit the cable car too so he hide his fear in front of me and carry on. Then I realized he was holding the pole inside cable car almost throughout the whole go-&-back trip and his hands was sweating all over!

And so.... WE GOT MARRIED ON 08.08.10.

It doesn't matter how long we've known each other , how long we've fall in love with each other.
For all, we both chosen each other to be the right one to hold our hands together hand in hand and walk down the rest of our life til death do us apart. May what obstacles come...

Just married!

2010-07-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

My baby most probably will be due on this 2 month.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov 23--Dec 21)

This child is a boisterous scatterer of energy. He goes straight to the point but doesn't always stick around to reap the benefits. He's cheerful and optimistic, perhaps expecting too much from the world. Generous with friends, he will share without counting the cost. He is courageous and loves to explore in every sense of the word. A tendency to over-eat can be counter-balanced by a love of sport.

• Personality key: Optimistic, full of expectation, friendly, generous, indulgent, fair, free, philosophical, playful and energetic.
• Parent power: Committed parents can teach Baby Sagittarius focus and application.

CAPRICORN (Dec 22--Jan 20)

Capricorn is a very serious child -- an old head on young shoulders. Tenacious, she will work tirelessly to achieve her goals. She's ambitious and unafraid of hard work. She is a structured thinker -- encouraging her imagination and optimism will mean she can achieve a great deal in the classroom. She likes to be appreciated and encouraged for her efforts.

• Personality key: Orderly, committed, tenacious, careful, formal, traditional, purposeful, responsible, serious and thorough.
• Parent power: Sometimes this child's attitudes can reflect those of the parent -- be careful what you say in front of her.

A test from baby center.com.sg

2010-07-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

It's too close to say!

Based on your answers, the research gives you equal chances of having a boy or a girl.

Are you over 35?

Yes
This answer suggests it could be either a boy or a girl
No
EXPLANATION: There is some evidence that the older you are when you conceive your baby, the more likely you are to have a girl. The sex of the baby is partly controlled by the level of the hormone gonadotropin, and this declines with age.

Were you living with the father of your baby when you conceived?

This answer suggests it could be a boy
Yes
No
EXPLANATION: One very large study of 86,000 people shows a figure of 51.5 per cent male births for those living with a spouse or partner before the child's conception or birth, and 49.9 per cent male births reported by respondents who were not.

Is the father of your baby over 40?

Yes
This answer suggests it could be a boy or a girl
No
EXPLANATION: It seems that the older a dad is the less likely the male sperm are to fertilise the egg and the female sperm win the race. The latest evidence is that the quality of sperm does deteriorate with age and older men produce fewer male sperm.

How many children do you already have?

This answer suggests it could be a boy or a girl
None
One
Two or more
EXPLANATION: The research here shows that the more children you have, the more likely you are to have a girl. This may be linked to the fact that the more pregnancies you have, the higher your levels of the hormone gonadotropin. This seems to be linked to a higher chance of having a girl.

Were you eating a high or low calorie diet when you became pregnant?

High
This answer suggests either a boy or a girl
Medium
Low
EXPLANATION: A study divided 740 British women into groups according to their calorie intake. 56 per cent of the women who had the highest energy intake had boys. 45 per cent of the women who had the lowest energy intake had boys. The average calorie intake for women who had boys was 2,413. The average calorie intake for women who had girls was 2,283. It has been suggested that our bodies only invest in boys (who are more fragile and statistically less likely to survive) when food is abundant. In times of famine or low food production we "play safe" with more robust girls. Remember, whether you're having a boy or a girl, a healthy diet is very important before and during pregnancy.

Does the father of your baby work in any of these occupations: airline pilot, deep sea diver, submariner, timber mill worker, flour mill worker?

Yes
This answer suggests either a boy or a girl
No
EXPLANATION: Some studies have looked at the father's occupation and the ratio of boys and girls. Occupations that involve stress or pollutants seem to lead to more girls. But these are small-scale studies that have only looked at certain occupations.

Were you under stress before you became pregnant?

This answer suggests it could be a boy
Yes
No
EXPLANATION: We know more boys are born at times of stress, such as after wars, and research carried out so far seems to confirm this. One theory is that the mother's high stress levels lead to increases in both testosterone and cortisol. This may lead to changes in the egg, which makes it easier for male sperm to penetrate. Just how this happens no one is sure, but there is much mystery still about the moment of conception.

Did you conceive after having your ovulation induced hormonally?

This answer suggests it could be a girl
Yes
No
EXPLANATION: Studies carried out among women who used hormones, such as Clomid, to induce ovulation show that you are slightly more likely to have a girl if artificial hormones are involved.

In your pregnancy, have you suffered from severe morning sickness (hyperemesis gravidarum)?

No
This answer suggests either a boy or a girl
Yes, I had no treatment or was treated at home
Yes, I was admitted to hospital for treatment
EXPLANATION:

Were you born in a tropical climate and living in a tropical climate when you conceived? (Only answer yes if the answer is yes to both parts.)

This answer suggests it could be a girl
Yes
No
EXPLANATION: A global survey of birth data showed that more girls are born in the tropics than anywhere else in the world. Scientists are not sure why. One possible theory is that it is the effect of the hormone melatonin, which has been shown to cause changes in the reproductive systems of animals in response to the length of the day. More females are born when the days are longer. Or it could be that high temperature alters the survival of male or female sperm in semen.

updates of the wedding betrothal. (Guo Da Li)♥

2010-07-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

More updates of the wedding betrothal. (Guo Da Li)♥Just a small updates. Nothing pretty much.
My relatives came to my house very early, just awhile after I wrote the previous post.
BF came over to my house on time though it was raining.
Successfully pass everything needed to my mum and we both side sit down and chat more about me n BF's future being.

Everything was went very smoothly than I thought it would be.
After that, Bf had to follow his aunt and uncle accompanied his mum to deliver all the cakes and invitations card to his relatives.

As for me, I went out together with my relatives and parents to shop around. I decorated a cake too in between shopping. I know it was rather awful looking but it's the happiness and sweetness within matters. I don't even have to eat the cake to feel the happiness within. They also guided me on what to get and what's not needed for the arrival of the baby. (:

Today is 24th of July already. I'm counting down to the days for the wonderful event of my life.
15 more days to go! I'm so excited!

Wedding betrothal (Guo Da Li)

2010-07-18T06:43:00.002+08:00

Today, 18 of July Sunday, is my chinese traditional wedding betrothal. (Guo Da Li)
I'm actually very excited cause this is the first and only time I'm experiencing this and my relatives will be coming over as well.

Everyone is still in bed now waiting for the later betrothal.
I'm awake by some loud noises just now. Don't know what was that and I'm so irritated cause I'm a very light sleeper nowadays. I could just wake up even slight noise. The most irritating is that I always failed to fall back asleep after waken. *Tsk!

Well, back to the betrothal topic.
BabyEld and his aunt will be coming over my house later @ around 9 plus before 10.
I wondered how will the betrothal goes later on.

Still thinking about ytd, I was happily pasting the 喜word on every big fat oranges and rolling the oranges around like a small girl! *HEEEE~

Mei mei: *pasting the 喜word on all the oranges, then rolling the fat oranges away round and round...*
Mummy: "meimei, what u doing?! siao ah?! Why keep rolling the oranges around?.."zzzz
Meimei: *look at mummy and smile.. then continue happily rolling away.... OOOOOOO

Will update more on regarding the betrothal again soon.

*Awww, hungry already. zzz *pout lips*

Boringggg..

2010-07-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored at home.
There' pretty nothing much for me to do.
It's always sleep,breakfast ,medicine, sleep, lunch, medicine,sleep ,dinner then medicine again!
I'm so sick and tired being at home with nothing to do.

All my friends are so busy with their own stuffs and work.
Barely have a time to catch up with them.
I miss the olden days!

Where has it gone to....

S.O.S I need some help here!!!

Wendy's back for more!

2010-07-01T09:25:00.005+08:00

With a blink of eye, 2 months has past and I've stopped blogging for 2 months!!!

Within these 2 months, many things had happened.

Even myself couldn't believe so many things have changed my entire life.

So now, let me have brief of the process.

1) I'm outta' the tiring and stressful days; my job. Meanwhile before I've finished and end my contract, I was told to transferred into the office after the previous staff left. Everything wasn't easy but I can say,however I still managed to pick up and learn all my responsibility and roles fast enough. Seriously it was a very stressful work as I'll be the only one who knows all the job inside-out of the table.

2)While still in the middle of the job, I've found out something that really surprised me.

3)Currently, out of job. Thinking of having a gd break first.

4)Boyf proposed to me during the Genting trip(as for my mom's birthday) in a cable car and it surprise me! I dint even know when he brought the ring with him throughout the trip. He told me "带上这个戒指，你就要当一个好老婆，一个好妈妈了喔". I was so touched, eyes filled with tears but actually I keep staring at the diamond ring. Can't take my eyes off it. HAHAHAHA! It was so beautiful and glazing, the first time I've received such ring. And then I realised I am happiness! 我是幸福的!

5)Preparing for my wedding. It's still in the middle of processing and almost done very soon.

(:

2010-04-04T18:56:00.001+08:00

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以前，以後

2010-04-01T00:58:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what am I doing.
This is not the kind of life I yearn for.
Why in my life , I always can't get the things in my own way.
Always making the wrong choices.

Why cant I just be brave and more determine to achieve the kind of life style I always wanted.
Do & really be determine in going for what I like & be who I wanna be.
Often, I feel lost . Have these emptiness & loneliness within me.
I feel that I'm so ordinary and doesn't have a strong and unique personality at all.

Have to force myself to achieve what that doesn't make sense to myself.

Money can probably leads to a better life in the future but somehow, it's like I'm living for people and not myself.
Stubborn-ly stuck in a place where I'm not interested just because others keep telling me it's a kind of training for myself.
Just because don't wanna get look down by people saying that I can't take the hardship of working, force myself to stay in a company that I'm so sick and tired of.

I've been telling myself, by the end of the time, I won't get satisfied in what I'm doing but still stuck there.

Maybe to some, conclusion is important but if were to ask me, I would rather choose the process of the issue.
If during the process, you enjoy what you are doing and who you are, at least it wont feel so bad if the outcome is negative.
However, if during the process, you suffers a lot, though you probably gain more knowledge , you are still not happy.

Often I finds it hard to express myself & the way I'm feel now.
In life, there's always lost & gain.
I've got a job now but I feel lonely and emptiness.
I've drifted further & further with all my friends & families.
Sometimes I realized I rarely talk anymore, there's a loss of words.

This is not the Wendy Yang who I used to be.
What happen to me?
*Sigh*

Who am I?

Cry me out.

2010-03-31T01:27:00.003+08:00

After it's been 3 months passed, today .. something gonna change.

Remember I mentioned bout my job 3 months ago.
It's about working in a retail sales line.

Selling various CDs & DVDs.

Retail hours 10am to 10pm ++++++++++++++++++++++++

Long standing hours

2 different types of sales target weekly.

Stressing about the personal sales and targets every week.

Politicals & arguments.

And today, a choice by the boss change everything in just a sentence of words.
I've been transferred to office tml.
Til now I still very confused about this choice that's been made.
Is it a better or tougher road for me ahead.?
I'm not sure is it really the choice that I want & is it good for me.
There's always pros & cons. Gd & bad.

Advantages:

Working hours is shorter.
Job scope is easier without personal targets or sales. (Not so stress)
Standard 5 working days + fixed off days (sat & sun) + off on public holidays.
No long hours standing.
Not much of packing and area cleaning.
Can gain experience in admin's job ; data entry..etc.

Disadvantages:

Face boss daily (He has a very bad temper at times.)
Misses the fun and time spent with my previous outlet's manager and colleagues. ( Most importantly. = no fun,no life, harder pass time.)
Stuck inside office.
Faces more politics.

What should I do? Sometimes I even have thoughts of going back beauty line. However , I'm so afraid that I would always temperamental. In the end it gets me no way neither. Save me.

I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
There's always so many things I wish to do and accomplish.

FIRSTLY, BLOODY SLIM DOWN FAST LA!!
!@#$%^!&*^@#

Miss the fun.

2010-03-04T20:32:00.009+08:00

Though I've lost my dearly camera, but lucky I've saved most of the pictures in the computer.

Looking back at the pictures folder.
Saw some pictures that holds lots memories and fun.

Don't think I've post this in my blog previously.
Kinda missed the fun we had through the Wei Yong & the lao chai's gathering. LOL!
Very long time never see all of them and my girls ever since after I started work already. I missed the fun and the girls so much! ):

Ever since I started working, It's always tired, tired still tired. Slowly I can't get used to it staying out late at night anymore. ):

How I wish I can have more time for all these outings.

Sentosa ----> Steamboat session ----> Chilling out in Le bar..

My beautiful, Lala

It's really freaking hot that day!

The Buddha of the day, Mr Bean!

Fit Sexy man! LOL. Ah gao

Wei li , Han Long & Dao

Mr Bean's sexy legs

I'm so soo fat that time!! Me , Jolynn & Lala.

The 2 gorgeous babe, Lala & Jolynn.

Sexy Pauline & Lala.

The man. LOL

Team Wei Yong （威勇 )

Steamboat session!
♥♥♥

*Head to Le Bar~

Back

2010-02-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

Back to my bloggy.

All these time , I realised I've been making changes to my appearences and my lifestyle.
Instead of making it better , I felt that I'm making it worse. Everything it's like goes haywire.

First , I wanted to diet. But in the end, I'm like putting more weight. Nothing to do when there's no customer , I just can't stop myself fro putting biscuits into my mouth and happy munching away.

Secondly, thought of having new hair cut and went over to m'sia when off day to get the hair done and yet............ the person spoil my hair by cutting the top of my hair short and it become two layer like a jelly-fish-head.
So sickening! I swear I'll never go back there again. Looks professional but her skill cannot make it. You guys must be wondering how come before she finish her cutting why dint I tell her that I don't like it. Know what? Cause she wash and blow dry my hair til it was so straight and flat that I can't see the differences.

Went back to the same Jean Yip outlet which I used to cut previously. ( I like the cut previously)
They said no choice have to cut my hair til kinda short to make the length seems smooth. No choice loh!

Hais* Heart pain. ):

Nahhh, drop that subject.
Anyway, I've change my new blog song.
Most of it by Brian Mcknight. Many of you should heard his songs before uh.
He had a sexy voice somehow seems to lure most of the ladies. haahaa

Hmm, anyway, gdnight readers. Enjoy the songs in late night. I don't mind u can off the screen and just let my song play. Wahaha! Super romantic. BUT! don't emo ah ,readers.

Nitey!!
Wendy, signing off

Hurts me badly ):

2010-01-02T18:27:00.004+08:00

I cant slp after all this while.
I keep thinking about it.
I can't let go.
All of them are my precious gift from people.

Why it always have to be me?
Do I really always offend people who I , myself don't even realise it?
I don't understand seriously.

I've lost my bag in Club Atlantis on 01.01.2010 on count down.
It's around 11 plus going 12 when I reached there. I went over to join my friends and they asked if I want to put my bag together with them. I thought it will be better if I put it together with them. We were going around the tables and some friends were still there.
I don't know how , somehow no people notice there's stranger or maybe someone around us is aiming at our bags.
In the end, around 1-4am, only my bag was stolen and which is the most simple and plain black bag and also the items most worthy bag among all.

My Nokia 5800
My Black berry bold 9700
My Burberry wallet
My camera

I really miss you guys.
I feel so lonely and upset when you guys are not by my side.
All of you are so precious to me.

Don't say I'm over sensitive, but I have this feeling it's someone who know me. They confirm know I got BB. That's why, other of my friends was not stolen only mine.
If that's really the case I'm so disappointed.

Cause of this matter, I'm like a living zombie.
Though it might seems like a small matter but no one will understand the kind of feelings and bond I have towards my stuffs.
They ain't just some gadgets that I can earn money and buy back.

Selfish and greedy are the main points of a human.
I've lodge a report and waiting for some clues.
I really really do hope this may help.

For the thief who stolen my stuffs,
I would appreciate if you still have the intention of returning me my stuffs if happens to read my blog.
If you do. If you still feel have the feelings of guiltiness in you.

Randoms

2009-12-18T19:30:00.003+08:00

It's been very long I've last update anything on my blog.
Was very busy working and it's damn long hours of standing, makes me so tired and aching on my whole body.
I wondered can I last for 6 months before the contract finish.

Taken a lot pictures recently but I'm lazy to edit them and upload now.
Shall do it some other day then.
Job was ok for me just that have to stand for the damn 13 hours is very very tiring and sometimes you tend to get some hypocrites colleagues and staffs that makes you damn pissed off.
Have been working for 3 days and I've already got backstabbed by people and stuffs like that.

What baby says was indeed true, 拿人钱，替人消灾！
There's a lot of conflicts inside which I don't wish to know, just wish to be just as Blur-cok that they may treat me as.
It's not so easy. I still have to tolerate until next year May then can quit.
No matter what I'll try my best to overcome this and try to boost my confidence and determination with this.

Hoping everyday will be a good day.

PDL

2009-11-25T16:46:00.006+08:00

Along this time, I don't want to waste my time so I decided to take my license since I'm eligible to take. Moreover, all of my siblings had their driving license except me, and my mum keep asking me when will I start to take my license.

So Here I am...
And Now I've passed my BTT from BukitBatokDrivingCentre and currently taking my private lesson for practical.
Everything's been fine and I guess I'm doing good.I'm driving around on road.
ie. Parking, driving in S curve, changing gear while driving...etc
Hope to master the driving more skillful and get my license soon. (:
Anyone who's taking driving license too, Good luck to you too!~

Me without fake lashes but mascara. (: My face is so chubby ):